Dreams Are Bad• Show poetry

My style varies. It's pretty much just how I vent out whatever it is I'm feeling. It keeps me alive, and as sane as possible. I'm a lesbian (and proud of it), a musician, a former member of the united states navy, I make airbags,I'm a recovering alcoholic, and a recovering self-injurer (cutter). Some quotes: "Take my breath away. I don't need it anyway. Take my reath away. I don't need you anyway."-Dan(zig) Thompson
"I'm so sorry if I hurt you, I;m still learning things that hearts do"-DT
"Tonight I'm spent, I pretend this razor is you're lips finding ways to kiss me deeply on the wrists."-Park (and no, it's not Linkin Park).
"Why can't I be what you need. A new improved version of me"
"I break in two over you. I break in two and each piece of me dies. Only you can give the breath of life. But you don't see me, you don't."- From Autumn to Ashes
"I love you....but I'm not IN love with you" (don't you just LOVE that line)
"Oh yeah....it's like 'my bread bowls bring all the boys to the yard' or something" Vern (fellow rennie)
"If I teach you anything let me teach you this. Illigitimus non carburundum...don't let the bastards get you down"-Mr. Sam Rua...kick ass teacher dude.


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UNTITLED -silverchair

I'm just another body down
internal bleeding round & around

And all I can think of are ways to die alone

A portrait of my skeletal gain
Left selfish & hungry so feed me the pain
Escape reality with new pain
Then let the cycle start again

And all I can think of are ways to die alone

Dream of content
A pain filtered farm
All I can say.....

Dreams are bad
When all they do is leave the truth behind
Dreams are bad
When negativity's a state of mind

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My Furstration - Coal chamber

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some peace then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
and i can't seem to seem to find my way
i can't seem to find the break of day

i'll stay just a step away

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

in my bed i lie alone
scrape together bone to bone
again i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
i constantly need your need
my butterfy don't fly away

if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldn't take it motherfucker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me
you wouldn't take it, i need to breathe

as i creep the monkey's back
now she's gone and oh he's back
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i won't let this fear of loss make me drown

I'll stay just a step away

i will stay, i'll stay
i will stay, i'll stay

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Muh fave's (so far)

Lost star
Gothic Goddess
avrilbeavie
a-lost-soul
squirrelgurl
c r a s h
InTheSilence
Melanchiah
allusionary
postmourning
sk8rgrlk89

and a buttload of others that I don't feel like adding, cuz I'm lazy.
yeah....they rock.