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I had to put my horse down on 10/11/08 so i am not in a good mood sorry if i don't want to talk




Wow, I'm actually updating; that's scary, as my friend SoxxDisastrous will tell you. She is an awsome writer in my opinion, so check out her work.
Well let's see what can tell you? Hmm... I know in June my horse dumped me while on a trial ride, and for one of the most stupid reasons ever. SoxxDisastrous just went home. In short there was a big yellow bucket up on the trail and me being me I decided I would get off my horse, grab the bucket, get back on and ride back to camp; well my hose had other ideas. I was getting on from the right side which never bothered her before well my foot is in the stirup and I'm swinging on with the bucket hanging on my arm. Hazel did not like the buket coming with me (hazel is my horse). So, she started running my foot is still in the stuirup and I'm not in the saddle,I'm behind it. Well, what most people are taught is when you're on a horse and something you have is upsetting it drop the the thing that is upsetting them... I did and it did not go over very well the minuet i let go of the bucket Hazel starts bucking and I'm still not in the saddle and my foot is still in the stirup and the reigns are in my right hand and are being held short like always. I go off on the right side land on my neck hands never moved on the reigns and foot is still in stirup. One of the people I was riding with had just recived a phone call and from the end time on her phone call to the time I disloged my foot and let go was 20 minuets. So that is roughly 10 to 15 minuets of being draged on my neck up and down a hill. I gave up and left the stupid bucket on the hill another 10 minuets later when we mounted up agian to go back. half way back i started lossing my vission and left the others with their permission to get back to camp before I completely lost consuisness. I found out later that I had suffered a pretty nasty grade 2 concusion. Well the lady back at camp didn't belive me when I said I couldn't see. She told me to go unsaddle my horse and hobble her out in the feild to eat grass. So, not wanting to get into a fight with her I said stear me in the direction of the trailer and I'll do it. She did the I had to get a six foot five horse under the picketlines attached to the different trailers (it was NOT fun!). Well I managed to unsaddle her get the bridle off and put the halter on, find the hobbles hanging on the side of the trailer and get her out into the feild and put them on. Then I stood for a minuet before turning back to the clanking from the trailer and going and sitting down with the lady on the other side. She still didn't belive I couldn't see and when my mother (who is a doctor got there yelled at the lady for not beliving me when it was obvious I had a sever concusion. 2 hours later my vision was fully back so I went and got my wallet and gave a kid five dollars to go get the bucket and he did too.

So that was the most major thing that happened to me aside from graduating.













In respect for my friend Jared:

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britney Spears's 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans.





HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the girl who came out to the entire school in her senior speech and got a standing ovation for her courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.

We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gay bash.

I am the lesbian who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other gay friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the mother who punished her son for calling you a fag.

I am the one who told her preacher to shove it, when he started speaking down to her about her sexuality

I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.

*Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*



~I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughes at those who glare.
~I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.
~I am the boy kicked out of his house because I confided in my mother that I am gay
~I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
~I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights
~I am the student who is shunned and teased by his classmates because he acts gay. I'm not sure if that is who I am.
~I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn't have to always deal with society hating me.
~I am the person who has to hide what the world needs most, love.
~I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.


Why do we KILL people,
who KILL people,
to show people,
that KILLING people,
is wrong?

There's nothing worse than stupidity.
No, there's always close-mindedness to fix that.

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WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU...
- CHASE ME
WHEN I POUT MY LIPS...
- KISS ME
WHEN I KICK AND PUNCH...
- HOLD ME TIGHT
WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER...
- JUST KNOW THAT YOU'RE MY LOSER
WHEN I AM SILENT...
- I'M THINKING OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN I IGNORE YOU...
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION
WHEN I PULL AWAY...
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST...
- TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL
WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU...
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING...
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME, GRAB ME, AND GIVE ME A KISS
IF I DON'T CALL YOU...
- I'M WANTING YOU TO CALL ME
WHEN I'M SCARED...
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING'S OKAY, 'CAUSE I'M WITH YOU
WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHING'S THE MATTER...
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY
WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS...
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

For the Girls especially my friends:

TO EVERY GIRL

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.


-If you are a nice girl repost this as: "To every girl."
-If you are a guy that truly thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things repost it as "I am looking for this girl" or if u have this girl repost this as “I have this girl"


And for everyone:

92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.

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Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and biscuit-slap that motherfluffer
up-side the head.

PASS IT ON OR GET BITCHSLAPPED!!!


A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
Girl hugs him
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
\\_*If you love someone this much put this on your site*_//


***Cows & Politics Explained***



A CHRISTIAN DEMOCRAT: You have two cows. You keep one and give one to your neighbor.

A SOCIALIST: You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor.

AN AMERICAN REPUBLICAN: You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So what?

AN AMERICAN DEMOCRAT: You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. You vote people into office who tax your cows, forcing you to sell one to raise money to pay the tax. The people you voted for then take the tax money and buy a cow and give it to your neighbor. You feel righteous.

A COMMUNIST: You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk.

A FASCIST: You have two cows. The government seizes both and sells you the milk. You join the underground and start a campaign of sabotage.

DEMOCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE: You have two cows. The government taxes you to the point you have to sell both to support a man in a foreign country who has only one cow, which was a gift from your government.

CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE: You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows.

BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE: You have two cows. The government takes them both, shoots one, milks the other, pays you for the milk, then pours the milk down the drain.

AN AMERICAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. You are surprised when the cow drops dead.

A FRENCH CORPORATION: You have two cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.

A JAPANESE CORPORATION: You have two cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create clever cow cartoon images called Cowkimon and market them World-Wide.

A GERMAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You reengineer them so they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves.

A BRITISH CORPORATION: You have two cows. They are mad. They die. Pass the shepherd's pie, please.

AN ITALIAN CORPORATION: You have two cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.

A RUSSIAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You count them and learn you have five cows. You count them again and learn you have 42 cows. You count them again and learn you have 12 cows. You stop counting cows and open another bottle of vodka.

A SWISS CORPORATION: You have 5000 cows, none of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.

A BRAZILIAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You enter into a partnership with an American corporation. Soon you have 1000 cows and the American corporation declares bankruptcy.

AN INDIAN CORPORATION: You have two cows. You worship both of them.

A CHINESE CORPORATION: You have two cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment, high bovine productivity, and arrest the newsman who reported on them.

AN ISRAELI CORPORATION: There are these two Jewish cows, right? They open a milk factory, an ice cream store, and then sell the movie rights. They send their calves to Harvard to become doctors. So, who needs people?

AN ARKANSAS CORPORATION: You have two cows. That one on the left is kinda cute.


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I was willing to take a bullet for you. Instead,you put a bullet in my heart.

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Post this on your page if you love MCR!!!

You know, If I met MCR I dont know how I'd react. Probably just something to the effect of: babahahajunguhojib YEY! AAAAAAAAAHH ITS MCR!





-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three,
My eyes are swollen I cannot see,
I must be stupid I must be bad,
What else could have made My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up All the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight
Don't make a sound! I just heard a car
My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse My name he calls
I press myself Against the wall.
I try and hide From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,
I finally get free And I run for the door.
He's already locked it And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late
His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy Murdered me.

We need to stop child abuse!
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Why do we KILL people,
who KILL people,
to show people,
that KILLING people,
is wrong?

There's nothing worse than stupidity.
No, there's always close-mindedness to fix that.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
♀ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥
{{{There's no excuse for not accepting...}}}
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥


WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU...
- CHASE ME
WHEN I POUT MY LIPS...
- KISS ME
WHEN I KICK AND PUNCH...
- HOLD ME TIGHT
WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER...
- JUST KNOW THAT YOU'RE MY LOSER
WHEN I AM SILENT...
- I'M THINKING OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU
WHEN I IGNORE YOU...
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION
WHEN I PULL AWAY...
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO
WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST...
- TELL ME I'M BEAUTIFUL
WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU...
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT
WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING...
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME, GRAB ME, AND GIVE ME A KISS
IF I DON'T CALL YOU...
- I'M WANTING YOU TO CALL ME
WHEN I'M SCARED...
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING'S OKAY, 'CAUSE I'M WITH YOU
WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHING'S THE MATTER...
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY
WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS...
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS