-- My name is Amanda Sarah-jean, I am 19 years of age. I am currently trying to find a path to follow in life, I tried college that didn't seem to work, so I am moving out on my own. As long as I am still alive then everything can't be so bad, now can it.
Poetry is my passion, guitar is a hobby and singing is soothing.
--Working out at the gym I absolutely love to do, I am big on the fitness scene I hope to be a fitness trainer one day.
--I have a very large family, yet only a few members really relate to me and can say they really understand me. I like to make new friends I open up and tend to trust people to easily but thats how I am, if I get hurt its my own fault.
--I spend a lot of time in my room, sitting on my bed reading or on the computer writing. The rest of my time is spend at work which is part time then at school, studying to be a fitness trainer. this all will change fairly soon.
Poetry is my passion, guitar is a hobby and singing is soothing.
--Working out at the gym I absolutely love to do, I am big on the fitness scene I hope to be a fitness trainer one day.
--I have a very large family, yet only a few members really relate to me and can say they really understand me. I like to make new friends I open up and tend to trust people to easily but thats how I am, if I get hurt its my own fault.
--I spend a lot of time in my room, sitting on my bed reading or on the computer writing. The rest of my time is spend at work which is part time then at school, studying to be a fitness trainer. this all will change fairly soon.
- Last seen right now. Member since March 9.
- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 89 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "in a state of nothingness". - I am a 19 year old woman (Canada)
- When I'm not writing, I'm sleeping or at work.

- I am in the groups The Black Book, The Rhythm Children
- I have 89 comments, 19 poems, 3 journals
My Poetry
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Another day just past me by, another way to make him cry
I push and shove with all my might, that maybe one day things will be alright -
It hurts to be alone, even if just for an hour
You fixed me but I am breaking into pieces again21 lines, 2 comments, November 23 -
The glass catches on my skin, not easily pulled from one side to another,
the work for me comes into play, I must drag it along -
The many piece's of her life, are graced with ruff edges and pointy endings
Some connect, others forced together but are not stable, neve19 lines, 3 comments, November 15. In Society
My journal entries
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Simple, Short, Story 1 >> Misery fills me up to the limits tears are ready to spill, overflown from the buckets of pain I held in for so long, Heart broken, stuck in time with no escape only reoccurring memories haunting me the sorrow drags on past today, and into tomorrow, peace does not exist within me BodyNovember 18, 600 words. → Make first comment?
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I sit upright in my bed after a day of work , simply a four hour shift... i think okay yay no one is home so I called up my boyfriend jumping up and down i get my bonus next week and its a lot ! well after I got off the phone my dad comes up stairs saying ' could you have stomped any louder?' then started asking me aNovember 12, In Thoughts. 300 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I packed a bag stuffed it full of my clothing and broken down what I absolutely need to make a clean get away and never have to come back. My mother tells me now is not a time to runaway, both my parents sense something is going on. They constantly fight and my younger brother sees it, sure he is 15 he can handle itNovember 8, In Thoughts. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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freeyourmind : hope your well. on November 19just in from the gym... how's things north of the border? ;-)
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dying-heartbroken : Hi on November 16Hi !!!
Hope your having a BEAUTIFUL day!!!!!! -
black rose society : good! on November 16im fine how r u?
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SavexMyxLife on November 14hi amanda =] I'm jeremy or jer.
yes I am =]
