DestructiveToy• Show poetry

ABOUT ME:
I'm just your average girl. Sounds kinda cliche to say that but eh what the hell. I'm not here to impress anybody. In my free time I listen to music, draw, write poetry, watch the boob tube, understand, get confused, play in traffic, read, kidnap and eat small children, poke ppl, streak, drink, party, play naked, sleep, break things, joke, occasionally smoke, bleed, tease, bring about the biblical apocalyps, listen, scream, learn, converse, play cards, lick, infect, eat chapstick, bite, wait, watch horror flicks and porno, and start fires. Well theres more stuff about me but... I really just dont care right now so if you'll excuse me...

MY BANDS:
*** OPETH, COAL CHAMBER, OTEP, TYPE O NEGATIVE, SLIPKNOT, PANTERA, SLAYER, STONE TEMPLE PILOTS, LAMB OF GOD, ATREYU, METALLICA, MEGADETH, GODSMACK, JANIS JOPLIN, The Beatles, HIM, Children Of Bodom, DEFTONES, THE DOORS, Devil Driver, Nine Inch Nails, Skinny Puppy, AVENGED SEVENFOLD, Bob Marley and the Wailers, Shadows Fall, Ministry, BULLETS AND OCTANE, Kittie, MUDVAYNE, ALICE IN CHAINS, Pearl Jam, Soundgarden, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, Horrorpops, Bowling For Soup, Lacuna Coil, Queen, GUNS N' ROSES, AFI, The 69 Eyes, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Ozzy, Black Sabbath, Seether, Evanescence, Nirvana, System Of A Down, Trivium, Cradle Of Filth, Killswitch Engage, Bleeding Through, The Dresdon Dolls, The USED, My Chemical Romance, Jimi Hendrix, Ac/Dc, Breaking Benjamin, Motley Crue, Skidrow, Taking Back Sunday, Flyleaf, Garbage, Finch, Black Label Society***

And there are other Kick Ass bands I just don't really feel like listing all of them.

Who ever appeals to the law against his fellow man is either a fool or a coward.
Who ever cannot take care of himself without that law is both.
For a wounded man shall say to his assailant:
If I live, I will kill you.
If I die, you are forgiven.
Such is the rule of honor!
-"OMERTA" Lamb of God-

Yawgmoth is my Daddy and he's going to protect ME!

Here are lyrics to some of my favorite songs:

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*TYPE O NEGATIVE "World Coming Down"***
She thinks I'm iron man that I don't feel pain
I don't understand why joy must be feigned
I'm so fortunate yet filled with self hate
That the mirror shows me an ingrate

I could easily start pointing fingers
Since the blame is mine it always lingers
That the truth it lies in my reflection
Though this can't go on there's no question

Yeah I know
That my world is coming down
Yeah I know
I know
I'm the one who brought it down
Brought it down
Bring it on down

How quickly pass the days long is the night
Lying in bed awake bathed in starlight
Better to live as king of beasts
Than as a lamb scared and weak

I will deny my role as a human
Holding myself hostage with no demands
It's better to burn (to burn) quickly and bright
Than slowly and dull (and dull) without a fight

Well I know
That my world is coming down
Now I know
I know
I'm the one that brought it down
Brought it down
Yeah, Bring it on down

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*OPETH "Weakness"*
Found you there in the blink of an eye
(I) miss you
Turned away into a thousand dreams
Found out what they mean

Lost you there in a moment of truth
(I) trust you
Gave away the one and only heart
(A) gift to tear apart

Stain me, save me
Take me to my home
Hold me, show me
Take me to my home

Weaker now, drawing fluid from me
(You) kill me
I'm not afraid of what you have just done
(But of) what you've just become

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*SLIPKNOT "My Plague"*
I'm in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullshit things that you have done

Your impossible ego fuck is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You fuckin' touch me I will rip you apart
I'll reach in and take a bite out of that
Shit you call a heart...

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that's all you'll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I'm turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I'm hurting myself
I haven't seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can't just drop it
I'm just a bastard, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you
I can't fuckin' take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it's fuckin' war
Kill you - fuck you - I will never be you

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*DEFTONES "Change (In The House Of Flies)"*
I watched you change
Into a fly
I looked away
You were on fire.

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I've watched you change

I took you home
Set you on the glass
I pulled off your wings
Then I laughed

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
Now you feel so alive
I watched you change

It's like you never had wings

I look at the cross
And I look away
Give you the gun
Blow me away

And I watched a change in you
It's like you never had wings
now you feel so alive
I've watched you change
Now you feel alive
You feel alive
You feel alive
I've watched you change
It's like you never had wings
You change. You change. You change.

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*COAL CHAMBER "Alienate Me"*
So sadistic, I'm coming apart like a ten-cent toy
Soul sedition, I know it's something you enjoy
Trap, scream trap, these broken wings I'll wrap
Trap, scream trap, scream trap, scream trap

Reclusive and fleeing, I'm coming apart like a ten-cent toy
Soul sedition, I know it's something you enjoy
Trap, scream trap, these broken wings I'll wrap
Trap, scream trap, scream trap, scream trap

Here we go
Down, down, down, down
Away we go

Reclusive and fleeing, I'm coming apart like a ten-cent toy
Soul sedition, I know it's something you enjoy
Trap, scream trap, these broken wings I'll wrap
Trap, scream trap, scream trap, scream trap

Here we go
Down, down, down, down
Away we go

Sever this tie
Sever this tie
Sever this tie
Sever this tie

You don't know me
I don't know you
You don't know me
And you never will

Here we go
Down, down, down, down
Away we go

Sever this tie
Sever this tie
Sever this tie
Sever this tie

Sever what do you need them for

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*LAMB OF GOD "Laid To Rest"*
If there was a single day I could live... a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.
The blood's on the wall, so you'd might as well just forget it
And bleach out the stains, commit to forgetting it.
You're better off empty and blank, than left with a single pathetic trace of this
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself.
I'll chain you to the truth, for the truth shall set you free
I'll turn the screws of vengeance and bury you with honesty
I'll make all your dreams come to life, then slay them as quickly as they came
Smother another failure, lay this to rest.
Console yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck
Absorb yourself, you're better alone
Destroy yourself, see who gives a fuck.
Failure.
If there was a day I could l ive, if there was a single breath I could take
I'd trade all the others away.

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***MINISTRY "Stigmata"*
stronger than reason
stronger than lies
the only truth I know
is the look in your eyes
the look in your eyes

just like a car crash
just like a knife
my favourite weapon
is the look in your eyes
you've run out of lies

you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
there's a ton locked in your empty eyes
get out of my life

I'm chewing on glass
and eating my fingers
I'm not the one
who's run out of lies
lies

you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of lies
you've run out of time

cutting my face
and walking on splinters
I lost my soul
to the look in your eyes
your eyes

you ran out of lies
you ran out of lies
you ran out of lies
you ran out of time

stigmata!

o, you have empty eyes
they tell me nothing, nothing but lies
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SoNG QuoTEs:

*I've built myself out of ash and agony, I am ready, I AM I, I am my own creation, I am self-made destroyers, I AM I, a bone heals, a bruise fades BUT ART IS FOREVER!
~Otep~

*He who makes a beast out of himself gets ride for the pain of being a man.
~Avenged Sevenfold~

*Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost. It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over.
~Avenged Sevenfold~

*Forever your eyes will hold the memory. I saw your heart as it overtook me. We tried so hard to understand and reason but in that one moment I gave my heart away.
~As I Lay Dying~

*Today I don't feel pretty. And I’m tired of trying to fit right in. Don't think that you're so great. Cause being great must suck.
~Billy Tallent~

*I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain the only thing that’s real.
~NIN (or Johnny Cash)~

*You kissed my lips. With those once cold fingertips. You reached out for me. And oh how you missed. You touched my face. And all life was erased. You smiled like an angel. Falling from grace.
~HIM~

*Aren’t you tired of being weak? Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky and destroy the prettiest starry night. Every evening that I die. Live love burn die.
~ATREYU~

*Are you afraid of leaving tonight Cause I am, I'm lost without you.
~Blink-182~

*Then in violent, frustration, he cries out to God or just no one. Is there a point to this madness and all that he was.... Is just a tragedy.
~The Used~

*Do you like what I'm becoming? Cut myself today. It's all for you.
~AFI~

*Three tears I've saved for you. Will you be my beloved? Will you help me to get through? Will you be my destruction?
~AFI~

*Help me cure you Atone for all you've done. Help me leave you as all the days are gone.
~Opeth~

*Why can’t you see that I’m striving and every tear I shed is for you.
~Opeth~

*Down In A Hole And I Don't Know If I Can Be Saved. See My Heart I Decorate It Like A Grave. You Don't Understand Who They Thought I Was Supposed To Be. Look At Me Now A Man Who Won't Let Himself Be.
~Alice In Chains~

*All You Need Is Love, Love is All You Need.
~The Beatles~

*Give Peace A Chance.
~The Beatles~

"Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops at all." - Emily Dickinson

Bye Bye
~Sami~