DeathlyAngel• Show poetry

My name is Ashley. I am 20 years old. I have dark brown hair and i have brown eyes to match. I'm very short 5'0 to be excat. I'm currently single. I'm still the biggest flirt you well ever meet. I'm bi if u don't like it then go to hell. I'm cute & crazy & loveable & very random at times. I'm always there for my friends no matter what. I love making new friends. The past few weeks I've meet 2 most fabulous people in the world(no their not from AP, i meet them on another site). Their both spiritually, into meditation. I owe them a little because their very good influnces in my life, so thanks to them i'm trying to become a better person. I have a new out-look on life (Yes i still have those days but i'm working on it). I'm not the kind of person that will open up right away. I'm not the kind of person that will tell random people and even the people i am close to my problems. I am the kind of person to put people first rather than me. To me people matter, and I don't care about me. To me I don't matter. No matter if you tell me I matter or whatever, truth is I don't, i'm only living to help people. If i can't help people then I shouldn't be alive.
Here are some random facts about me.

More about me:
Have u ever been in love: yesh
Have u ever ran into a wall: lmao yesh
My Fears: Being alone
Ever been called a Tease: hahaha all the time
Do you consider love a mistake: Not any more, I go by the quote "Its better to love, than not to love at all"
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yesh
Is there a pattern on your windows?: If u count my doodling on the frost on the window then yes lol
When was the last time you got asked out?: a really long time ago
Ever had a huge crush on someone and never tell them?: Yea
Would you drive 1000 miles for the one you love?: FUCK YES!
Have you ever actually snuck out of your house?: yup lol

Profile Last Updated: Augyst 3, 2009 3:43PM

This is dean on ash's profile. I love her with all my heart and if any of u asshole's hurt her i well beat ya up. Fair? I think yesh I love ya hun

My friend seth said this to me on jan 9, 2009 at 5:00PM
"When a man comes into ur life and your heart and shows u love and if one day he breaks it, remember ash ill be there when ur heart is breaking and say ull be ok "

I love this song, and i can also relate to it somewhat i wonder who might it be
~The Veronica's~
(4Ever)
Here we are so what you gonna do?
Do I gotta spell it out for you?
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care

Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let them say what their gonna say
But tonight I just don't really care

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

I've seen it all I've got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me lets leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don't care

Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say
Cause tonight I just don't even care

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Lets pretend you're mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you'll want more

So tell me what your waiting for

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Come on baby we ain't gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah with you, yeah, yeah
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever

Here's the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8BMOk13Ipgo&feature=related

~AP Family~
~Sisters~
Nephlim
Sugar-babe
Babs
Shake it off
~Horney bunny bf~
VanGuard (sorry xD but u still wuv's me anyways )
~Cousin~
Harleysproperty
XxPredictablexX
~Str8 lover~
AForeverBrokenSong
~Cuddle Teddy bear~
Melodic Screams
~Cuddle Bunny~
Confuzzled1
~Daughter~
Peace and Love942
~Boy toy~
JackFellDown (he is just a boy i gets in trouble hehe)
~Partner in crime~
Funky. Monkey
~Pets~
~Bee~
LittleBee
~Puppy~
wolfcubbaby1

Looking for a devil Grandpa (is the devil's grandkid )

Family isn't complete so if u wanna be apart of my AP family just IM me and tell me which AP family member u wanna be.
Awsome people:
1. Nephlim
2. Dean-loves-Ashley(he is a great friend and one of the best guys I know. I'll always love you, and i'm here for you no matter what)
3. Sugar-babe(she is the bestest friend on here i love her to death and she's my AP twin we r alike in a lot of ways but r different but I still love her anyways if u messes with her ur gonna answer to me)
4. Uthremdetiago (he is a strange boy but he is funny so u'll laugh at him alot i know i do ~giggles~)
5. Peace and Love942 (She is my AP daughter so u mess with her i'll mess u up . Oh btw she is kool )
6. Tis Me Baby Egg (my cheating ho ho)
7. Twisted Taco
8. Heartless Princess (my cheating skank )
9. Random Master
10. Stephicans
11. x Gemini x
12. Deathletter
13. Fulabeans
14. Wake-And-Bake (my cheating flirting ho)
15. Babs(she is my sister on here u mess with her and i'll mess u up )
16. Fatally Gorgeous
17. eyes of an angle(she is a silly girl but she is fun to talk and i luffles her )
18. Demonic Prodigy09
19. Blackwinged Angel
20. AForeverBrokenSong
21. Dani-Vicious(hahaha look at my guest book comment and u'll see what he demand now let see what can I say about him Hmmmm well he's kool. A PAIN IN THE ASS THO for flirting with me when we first met but he's alright once u get use to him hehehe)
22. VanGuard ( Lol i was suppouse to put "Caring horney bunny bf" but i did not so i did here 's But I still have yet to put something else here aswell. Let me think on that )

Previous names I have used:
1. Dead girl07
2. xoxo Ashco oxox
3. Brokendreamz07
4. I love my huggybear
5. Heartless
6. Broken Angel07
7. EmoMonkey
8. Stoner-Santa
9. EmoMonkey (i used it again)
10.Monkey-Goddess
11. Midnight Whispers08
12. AshieTehZombie


Fav songs and songs I can relate to:
1. The Veronica's- Everything I'm not (Here is the video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dd3_Chn8zBk Can relate to this song)
2. Tata Young- My bloody valentine (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4aijzDhF88Y Can relate to this song)
3. The Veronica's- This is how it feels (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kq6mT3XpUdo Can relate to this song)
4. The Veronica's- When it all falls apart (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q_Zr7EQfngQ&feature=related Can relate to this song)
5. Tiffany Evans- Favorite broken heart (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AKpJxLv8HlM )
6. Tiffany Evans- Can't walk away (here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pluqiR0xfTw )
7. Stereos - Summer Girl ( here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Clrnix2_Yw)
8. Justin Bieber - One Time (here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YNI43Q6MNt0 I love this song)
9. The Saturdays- Fall (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opWkVjoAt-Y I can relate to it)
10. Everlife- Now or never (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJZWUJrgBr0 )
11. Everlife- Faded (Here is th link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FzxzrKjea1o I can relate to this song)
12. Everlife- Real wild child (Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1pB8R2A7das I love this song)
13. Stacie Orrico - Stuck on you (here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGiEcqekyN0 I can realte to this song WOOT)
14. Lesley Roy - I'm Gone I'm Going (here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uRi_ZSr0VZI I can relate to this one)
15. Melanie Fiona- Give it to me right (here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTQXWxSrCx8 I love this song)
16. Katharine McPhee- Not your girl (Ok well I can't find the video for it so I'll just say this. Tonight I finally can relate to it, it seems as if i've been played yet again. Oh wells)

Fave bands & singers I like (just to name a few I have alot of fav bands and singers):
COB
The Medic Droid
Pink
Hedley
Porcelain and the tramps
Rihanna
Evanescence
Eva Avila
Leona Lewis
The Rasmus
AC/DC
Everlife(my new obssion lol)
Blake Lewis
Skillet
The Veronica's (New obssion LOL)

I love this song. And I can relate to it.
~Skillet~
(Open wounds)
In the dark with the music on
Wishing I was somewhere else
Taking all your anger out on me, somebody help
I would rather rot alone
Then spend a minute with you
I'm gone, I'm gone

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

[Chorus]
How could you, how could you, how could you hate me?
When all I ever wanted to be was you?
How could you, how could you, how could you love me?
When all you ever gave me were open wounds?

Downstairs the enemy sleeps
Leaving the TV on
Watching all the dreams we had turn into static
Doesn't matter what I do
Nothing's gonna change
I'm never good enough

And you can't stop me from falling apart
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault

[Chorus]

Tell me why you broke me down and betrayed my trust in you
I'm not giving up, giving in when will this war end?
When will it end??

You can't stop me from falling apart [3X]
'Cause my self-destruction is all your fault.

[Chorus]

I can relate to this song totally. Its a Canadian singer in case ur wondering.
~Melissa O'neil~
(String me along)
I took my chances
I knew that you were trouble
But you're like a magnet
When you get closer, you pull me onnn
You said, we'll never go wrong
A promise you can't keep
Today, my memory's so long
Long gone (could it be that)

[Chorus:]
I'm better off, on my own
Then you kick and you scream and you break me
I'm thinkin' it's time that I'm gone
Then you push and you pull and you string me along
You play these waiting games
But I'm finally tryin' to stake my claim with you
I'm so tired of holdin' on
When you string me along

I might get stuck in
This tangled web you're weavin'
I'm like your puppet
But you're strangling' my breathin'
You said be patient with me
To be honest, I can't hang
Today these chains don't fit me and
I'm not gunna play in your game (could it be that)

[Chorus 2:]
I'm better off, on my own
But you kick and you scream, and you break me
I'm thinkin' it's time that I'm gone
But you push and you pull and you string me along
You keep on playing games
But I'm finally tryin' to break away from you
I'm so tired of holdin' on
When you string me along

A broken heart, a broken promise
That's all you leave behind for me
Lookin' up to you I lost focus
Now I'll bring it back to where it used to be
You make it so hard to do it
And I know you don't want me to leave, Oh-no-no
Nooo..so you kick and scream and you push and you
Pull, and you string me along

[Chorus:]
I'm better off, on my own
Then you kick and you screa and you break me
I'm thinkin' it's time that I'm gone
Then you push and you pull and you string me along
You play these waiting games
But I'm finally tryin' to stake my claim with you
I'm so tired of holdin' on
When you string me along

Here is the video to string me along (well not the video its just of pic's couldn't find the video but the song is really good): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9oWCUu2Y_nM