DeathSeeker91• Show poetry

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everyone says that my writing is sad,depressing,wild,and stuff along those lines.i am funky, nice, sweet,basically me. and i love to have fun. ive been published 3 times and i am very proud.i love writing and nothing can help that.its my life and my love.
my fav colors are neon green, hot pink, and then yellow and orange.i have realized that the more depressing my writing is, the better it is. it is one of the only ways to cope. i am a cutter and i used to get high. i am only 15. many people look down on me because of the crap that ive done.o well. its not really fair but thats just life. i try to get to know the people i dislike. and i have to have a reason to hate. my dad and i arent very close. he used to hit me and my step brothers and sisters.he inspires me to write though.i think the only things i can thank him for are how not to live and my writing ability. im afraid of men my dads age. see he couldnt keep his hands to himself.now i feel uncompfortable around him and men in general.i dont know how i am going to get married if im scared like this.its scarred me for life.im afraid that its gonna happen all over again.i just wish i wasnt me.i was in foster care but now with my mom. i have a stepdad who  i dont get along with. hes part of my problem. like i said, i cut and ive done drugs. i was expelled in the 7th grade.i know i havnt had the worst life but i dont have the easiest.anyway.i hate my step dad. hes a real jerk. my mom chooses him over me. o well. ill be out of the house in a few years. maybe sooner. im a christian believe it or not. but i have many issues with my faith and i struggle alot with going gods way. i try and i do want to. its just so hard.


im single. im a virgin. im a vegeterian. im a sucker for emo guys. i also love rockers and skaters. im a sk8ter chic who loves to rock and roll. i have issues.  i dont like snobs. i was thinking about joining the cheer squad just for kicks. i need to find a hot emo guy.¢¾any takers¢¾



~MuSIk~
*angels and airwaves~
*the fully down*
~underoath*
*Panic at the disco*
**HEAD AUTOMATICA**
~GreenDay
~MyChemicalRomance
*~The Used*
~Bowling For Soup
~Disturbed
~The Distillers
~Slayer
~Ozzy
~Taking Back Sunday
~Nirvana
~3DoorsDown
~SimplePlan
~Blink182
~Sugarcult
~BlackSabath
~Suicidal Tendencies
~Hawthorne Heights
~Fall Out Boy
~Epitah
~Metallica
~Pantara
~AFI
-Motion City Soundtrack
-DropkickMurphys
*System of a down
-Ataris
~Smashing Pumpkins
*From First To Last
-Atreyu
*Social Distortion
~AvengeSevenFold
and so much more!!!!

Ilove mtv,fuse,and all musik channels.wait.no.rock musik channels!

Some of my fav. quotes:
*The better part of ones life consists in his friends." -Abraham Lincoln*
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~...I still believe people are really good at heart.I simply can't build up my hopes on a foundation consisting of confusion,misery,and death." -~Anne Frank~
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live life like todays your last chance.

when tomorrow never comes,you should be able to look back on today and be happy.

dont date a guy unless you would marry them.     ( I LOVE THIS ONE!)
treat others as you want to be treated.

           
I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'Tis better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.

Alfred Tennyson - 1850
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"The saddest thing in the world, is loving someone who used to love you."
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"You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel"
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*_Psalm 13  (NIV)_*
how long, o lord? will you forget me forever?
how long will you hide your face from me?
how long must i wrestle with my thoughts
and every day have sorrow in my heart?
how long will my enemy triumph over me?
look on me and answer, o lord my god.
give light to my eyes, or i will sleep in death;
my enemy will say, "I have overcome him,"
and my foes will rejoice when I fall.
But i trust in your unfailing love;
my heart rejoices in your salvation.
i will sing to the lord,
for he has been good to me.