IN LOVING MEMORY OF
MICHEAL PAUL SMITH
AGE 15
1989 - 11-13-04
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Smile Empty Soul
"With this knife"
i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison in my veins
[chorus]
the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up
in the tears
the nightmares and (the hate)...
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I have never Feared death I've always invited it.... even though I don't really care if it comes anymore I would still accpet it and be happy when it does....
I am a 15 year old bisexual girl and I have been through alot in those 15years (I know it says I am 19 but I mean I want to read stuff too)....I really don't have nething else to say other than I wirte about what has happened in my life. I believe in God but I do not follow him or worship him...Don't try to cahnge my belief because i have my opions and you have yours. But if you want to challenge my belief I will tell you reasons why i don't.... Ask me why if you want to.
I would like to thank my sis darkbrokenangel...For always being there for and always beilieveing in my poetry.... Thank you and I love you....
I GOT OFF PROHBATION!!!!! YEAH BUDDY!!!! LOL.
I want to thank Torie aka DarkFireFairy for always being there for me. Eveen though we have never seen each other or talked to each other I feel that she is my best freind and i can trust her with anything. I love you so much... I just don't know how to thank you for everything you have done for me. Thanks so much TORIE!!!!!Your the Best!!!!!
Brian I love you and I will miss you forever and always...
In loving memory of Brian K.
1981-2004
Cause: Suicide
Date: 2-10-04
MICHEAL PAUL SMITH
AGE 15
1989 - 11-13-04
RIP
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Smile Empty Soul
"With this knife"
i let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of pain
with this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for you
i can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison in my veins
[chorus]
the hate and the fear
the nightmares that wake me up
in the tears
the nightmares and (the hate)...
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I have never Feared death I've always invited it.... even though I don't really care if it comes anymore I would still accpet it and be happy when it does....
I am a 15 year old bisexual girl and I have been through alot in those 15years (I know it says I am 19 but I mean I want to read stuff too)....I really don't have nething else to say other than I wirte about what has happened in my life. I believe in God but I do not follow him or worship him...Don't try to cahnge my belief because i have my opions and you have yours. But if you want to challenge my belief I will tell you reasons why i don't.... Ask me why if you want to.
I would like to thank my sis darkbrokenangel...For always being there for and always beilieveing in my poetry.... Thank you and I love you....
I GOT OFF PROHBATION!!!!! YEAH BUDDY!!!! LOL.
I want to thank Torie aka DarkFireFairy for always being there for me. Eveen though we have never seen each other or talked to each other I feel that she is my best freind and i can trust her with anything. I love you so much... I just don't know how to thank you for everything you have done for me. Thanks so much TORIE!!!!!Your the Best!!!!!
Brian I love you and I will miss you forever and always...
In loving memory of Brian K.
1981-2004
Cause: Suicide
Date: 2-10-04
- Last seen on Nov 16 3:04 AM 2006. Member since January 1, 2004.
- I'm a malachite opening poet for 442 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Life is cruel...Thank your God for that.".
- I am a 19 year old girl (USA)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
- I have 442 comments, 4 contests, 4 addlines
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bleedingarms on April 17, 2005hehe! boy do i feel stupid! well i had read lyrics and listened to it over and over again... and it said bite my eyes, but then when i went and looked at another page for lyrics it did say black! lol thanks much for noticiing that! take care~later
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The White Rabbit on March 15, 2005brit hunny where are you??
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The White Rabbit on February 19, 2005you have to write more!! why... because i say so damnit!! i've got nothing to read!!!!!!!!!!! write something brit i need it! that rhymed! see what all these crappy poems people are posting is doing to me... i'm rhyming in everyday sentences!!!!!! i need some decent poetry to read!!!!
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FireBlade on January 30, 2005im so sorry about micheal. the reason i say so is, well, my birthday is only two days earlier than the date of his, passing... so, you know, when people die when they are 15...kind of depressing
im sorry for your loss.
-megan-
