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Dolly

"I've been walking around all day thinking
I think I have a problem, I think I think too much
I've been taught to hold back my tears and avoid them
but you've made pain into something I could touch."


Descanse en paz;
Aura Mariella Heurtas, 1989-2008.
Rene "Markus", 1984 -2006

The pieces of my heart http://neverlandsburning.blogspot.com/

Poems I'm focused on

  • One Night Down
    If this is how I am to live the rest of my days,
    drugged into oblivion, threw a tear spurred haze;
    34 lines, 4 comments, April 22. In Personal
  • A Lonely Valentine
    “And the clouds moved closer, looking so dissatisfied, And the ground below grew colder as they put you down inside;
    56 lines, 7 comments, August 27, 2007. In Personal
  • The Devil danced with Gabriel;
    Oh lordy, I think it's broke!
    Mother, I guess your insults have a bit of truth;
    39 lines, 3 comments, August 5, 2007

My Poetry

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  • Chances: Took.
    Your hands are much bigger then I remember,
    with your forget me not smile growing to fill your face.
    12 lines, November 23
  • Chances: Untook.
    You are here, and now, and I am left
    pretending these last two years haven't passed.
    31 lines, November 17
  • In Terms Of One Night Stands:
    Pulse: one, two, a stuttering three
    as my hands reach out to pull her to me:
    34 lines, November 17
  • In Vain, I ask: Lie.
    I don't make sense.
    22 lines, November 11

My Stories

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Guest Book

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  • S.kosama on November 15
    Plz read my poem/song and tell me what you think
  • ASleepingPoppy on July 18
    hello dolleh lovey, i miss you too i know i've been gone forever but its a long story, seems like you've got one of your own.
  • Plastiqq. on July 17
    hey...
    so i'm sorry to here about Aura...
    i really am..
    and i hope you're doing at least a little better
  • AuraXX on April 27
    On my shoulder
    And so it all started with a kiss
    On a round table after school
    I dared my friend Darius to dare her to kiss me
    And she did

    We hit of from there I asked her out on a date
    At Zapatas it was an amazing day
    When her mom came to pick her up
    I had already gotten an amazing second kiss from her
    Bitten by ants
    I knoked her glasses of her face kissing her .

    It was amazing
    I spent the night at her house for the first time
    We stayed up until 5 or six in the morning making out
    And singing all the songs that we knew

    Ad then she fell asleep on my arms for the 1st time in her life
    And fro the 1st time in my life I had found some 1 that I wanted to marry,

    Its been 3 years now we had so many fights
    I’ve called her a things that I wish I could take back
    Things I never should of said or done

    I want to marry this woman
    She is the only one that I love in this world
    the one that I keep thinking about constantly

    After her falling asleep on my arms for 3 years its
    Hard not to think about her at night
    When even after we weren’t able to see each other
    She still spent almost every weekend with me

    This woman know me inside out
    She knows me better then my own mother

    The kissed, hugs, sex the sleepless nights
    Good morning kisses
    Rubbing her back every night to help her fall asleep
    Conforting her when she was sad feeding her when she was hungry
    Taking care of her while she was sick
    Like a married couple
    We had our problems and we always fixed them

    And then it was the fact that she is 2 years younger then me
    It never became a problem to us , just our parents
    That dint even what to see us together.


    And now Ive deleted her out of everything except fro this website
    This place that she once introduced me to
    Were Ive written all of our problems ad our fights
    Every time that weve broken up

    I deleted all those poemx because I dint want to
    remember any of this things.

    I think she hates me for the last thing that
    I wrote to her wich was bassicly
    Saying fuck you I hate you and I never want to see you againg

    AND IT’S THE BIGGEST LIE IN THE WORLD

    I can I know I can live without her
    But I don’t want to
    I want to be happy with her
    I dint propose or tattoe her name on me just to let
    Her go this easily
    But you cant force love on anyone

    I wish she would just take me back
    Even thou I broke up with her
    I wont mention the reasons why because
    Its I the fuking past

    But this past 2 weeks have been the hardest weeks of my life
    Living only but 5 minutes away from her
    Not being able to call her
    Not having her on my shoulder every night

    Yes im very depressed
    And I wish I could just die
    But I cant do that
    I still can eat I still cant sleep
    Every song reminds me of her

    And the only way to make it go away
    I thought was by making her hate me
    But that hurts even more
    Then not having her with me right now

    She was the 1st and last girl that I ever had sex with
    The girl I fell and still I'm in love with
    And now I refuse to let anyone in my life
    No 1 I don’t want to be anything to anyone
    Nothing compared to what I was to her
    I will never date again I was engaged in love

    I don’t wanna breath no more


    And I can fuking honestly say that I fuking love you
    Christina Nicole Angus

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