Dark Rose• Show poetry

drop to my knees and yell at you from inside...because that is the only way you will listen..funny how when I'm upset you notice me.
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Sorry guys that I haven't been on lately.School has just had me booked.I've been working to deal with my suicide problems again,struggling with drinking,and relationships.I'm still kinda wavey from the stress.
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I'm the quiet one who sits in the back of the room.Made fun of because I am white.Tripped because I am the poetic type.Laughed at because I cry over my brother.Always locked in my room..going a little more insane than the day before.The one who everybody hates...but fears that I might not be there for tomorrow.I am the one who everyone sees right through.To bad I'm the one who will blow everyone's brains out.
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New quotes are always fun...*hint hint*...GO NOW!
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First things first;Don't piss me off and we'll get along just fine.Like razors and flesh.Okay I changed my profile three times so yeah..I'm Lacey,but a few of you know me as Dark Rose.I'm 16 and I am infatuated with poetry...mostly dark...It CAN be beautiful in some forms that people choose to write it in.What pisses me off is that other people out there have problems with the "cutting","suicidal","depressed" poems.Oh well,you don't like it,don't read it.Simple as that.Oh and I laugh at other people's expenses...like if someone got hit by a car,I'm not ashamed to admitt that I'd laugh,but prolly end up feeling like holy sh1t on a stick later..so yeah.Yeah,I dance too(ballet and jazz anything really)....I HEAR VOICES but don't be jealous because they talk to me and not you.I've noticed people who are older aren't interested in what the younger people have to write about.Not like that's a bad thing-I just noticed that most adults are interested in their own level of writing.Who could blame 'em?(raises hand slowly)If I'm not on here writing,I'm usually playing my violin but mostly my guitar(their names are Sammy)Yeah,they have names....so?I normal play video games,sports,AFJROTC/bootcamp.See,I AM NOT AFRAID TO GET DOWN AND DIRTY(not like that for all you f*cking perverts)-so don't mistake me for being.....too pissed off at the world to actually go out and do something.I am a HUGE fan of Edgar Allen Poe.(read his work sometime-you'll find it quite delectable)I'm all about Music and the Arts.It's really hard trying to speak to the world without writing poetry-or drawing.One day I will eventually shut down because it's just extremely hard living day after day,always in pain,always shutting things inside and thinking that no one understands you and that you're all alone in the world.F*ck that..I already feel that way and I reached my point of cracking up..I'm not going to just stop writing and living all together.I didn't say that.If you ever look at my arms you'll see that I've carved "Lost","Loser",
"Alone","Different",ect. deep.*BTW,I'm happy to say,I don't cut anymore.....so I guess you could say I'm not suicidal either.I had a looong sucky phase with that.But guys,just stop and think: What am I doing,and why am I doing this?Who will I hurt by doing this? WHAT DO I HOPE TO ACOMPLISH BY HARMING MYSELF?Hey,it only took me a few friend losses,ignorance from my famly(they made me feel awkward..like I wasn't a person),and a few teachers/loved ones who cried..Don't get into those kinds of relationships.
Well..I'm a pyromaniac too(*twitches*) and an insomniac..*evil creepy voice*...I WILL take over the sleeping world...reign with me for those who dont have lives..Eh,see what the evil minds of [adultswim] does to losers like me? *twilightzone music plays in the background *(random yea,loser maybe,insane..completely)..an evil strawberry is out to get me....well..in my dreams..yes..I dreamt about an evil strawberry before.....


Hm...wonder what happens if you scroll down more...oh yeah..more crap.
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Coolest Poet's here are:
lencio-sunchild(just..completely opened my eyes with his poetry.his work just inspires me to become a better poet and not focus on the dark pessamistic type of writing.so,i just wanted to share that with the rest of you who take time to read this.)
Bright Shadow(one of my closest friends who has true talent when it comes to writing about love,yet he still has a morbid mind to still write darkly)
Blue October(my best friend who writes the most beautiful sad/love poems in the history of man)
jxtxdx(the best poet ever!his work leaves you jaw-dropped.so amazing)
HellsFinest(my secret buddy!YOU KICK A$$ MAN!such a dark mind,brilliant poet)
lonely16(i can honestly say that he has true passion when it comes to writing sad poetry-and is so damn good at it too!)
LifesStranger(one of the most remarkable people on AP who writes so deep and passionately)
tryn2bleed4u(haven't seen him lately but is completely awesome!)
sunless(I haven't commented on alot of her poems but hell,she rocks.)
tragic images(awesome.period.)
pozo(YOU ARE SO BRILLIANT!)
and lots more..
Okay,some of these poet's don't really know me,and I don't realy know them-but I read their work often(sometimes bookmark it!)and it just blows me away....even though I may not have commented...you still all rock.And I just wanted to show how much I love their work by making a little list of them.
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Some of the most awesome bands ever:
AC/DC
Aiden
Alkaline Trio
A Perfect Circle
Atreyu
Audioslave
Beck
Bob Marley
Bohemeth
Black Sabbath
Blind Melon
Blue October
Breaking Benjamin
Chevelle
Cradle of Filth
Drowning Pool
Evanescence
Fly Leaf
Fozzy
Godsmack
Greatful Dead
Green Day
Guns N Roses
ICP
Iron Maiden
Jimmi Hendrix
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Led Zepplin
Linkin Park
Live
Lynyrd Skynyrd
Mars Volta
Metallica
Motely Crue
Mudvayne
My Chemical Romance
Nazareth
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Pantera(R.I.P Dimebag)
Papa Roach
Pearl Jam
Phish
Pink Floyd
Puddle Of Mudd
Radio Head
Rob Zombie
Seether
Shinedown
Skillet
Slipknot
Smashing Pumkins
Stone Temple Pilots
Sublime
30 Seconds To Mars
The Beatles
The Doors
The Offspring
The Used
The White Stripes
Three Days Grace
Tool
Twisted Sister
Weezer
White Zombie
Van Halen
Yngwie Malmsteen
and hundreds more that I can't think of at the moment..
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Kick a$$ quotes..YOU KNOW YOU CAN'T RESIST THEM!!HA...you finally made it!

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"The wall was your canvas and your bunny was your paint!"-mom

"I shoot you because I hate you"-Blue October

"It's hard to believe that you beat out 100 million other sperm."

"Someone pissed in your gene pool..."

"I'm trying to see things from your point of view, but I can't stick my head that far up my a$$."

"Who pissed in your corn flakes this morning?"

"People like you are the reason people like me need medication."

"If I throw a stick,will you leave?"

"I Kick Hippies."

"Shut up Hippie!"

"Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups."

"I like my women like I like my coffee...ground up and in the freezer."

"The only urine sample you'll get from me is a taste test."

"My other ride is your mom."

"Don't piss me off..I'm running out of places to hide the bodies."
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"I am the lizard king.I can do anything."-Jim Morrison

"I would never kill someone-unless they piss me off."-Trey Parker

"Film spectators are quiet vampires."-Jim Morrison

"Here I am inspired to write only because I'm pissed off"- Kurt Cobain

"When the going gets weird,the weird turn pro."-Hunter S. Thompson

"Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens."-Jimi Hendrix

"As usual,there is a great woman behind every idiot."-John Lennon

"A friend is nothing but a known enemy."-Kurt Cobain

"One good thing about music, when it hits you, you feel no pain."-Bob Marley

"It's funny how most people love the dead, once you're dead your made for life."-Jimi Hendrix

"I have no faith in human perfectability.I think that human exertion will have no appreciable effect upon humanity.Man is now only more active-not more happy-nor more wise,than he was 6000 years ago."-Edgar Allan Poe

"Me and Janet really are two different people."-Micheal Jackson

"I'm so happy because today I found my friends-they're in my head."-Kurt Cobain

"What probably confuses people is they know a lot about me,but it quite pleases me that there's more they don't know."-Bjork

"It's okay to eat fish because they don't have any feelings."-Kurt Cobain
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*List Of things that piss me off:
1.Martha Stewart
2.The fact that Martha Stewart named her jail cell "Camp Cupcake"
3.The purple telletubby
4.rainbows
5.school
6.Micheal Jackson's nose(not him personally but...yeah)
7.pink
8.preps
9.vaccums....
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Wow.I see you had the balls to make it through my entire profile.So does that make me interesting?Hmm...awkward..Well I'm out.Later-
\m/ Lacey
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See...I'm a loser because South Park makes up most of my world...and yes you're right.I don't have a life...Now that we've established that fact. Go F*ck yourself.
**South Park Quotes**
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Mr. Garrison: How would you like to go see the school counselor?
Cartman: How would you like to suck my balls?
Mr. Garrison: What did you just say?!
Cartman: Oh, I'm sorry (Clears throat and pulls out megaphone), actually what I said was, "How would you like to suck my balls, Mr. Garrison?"
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Kyle: Wow! That's a lot of seamen, Cartman.
Cartman: Yeah, I bought all that I could at this bank, and then I got the rest from this guy Ralph in an alley.
Stan: That's cool.
Cartman: Yeah, and the sweet thing is, the stupid a$$hole didn't even charge me money for it. He just made me close my eyes and suck on a hose.
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Cartman: You so much as TOUCH kitty's a$$, and I'll put a firecracker in your nutsack and blow your balls all over your pants.
Stan: Jesus, Cartman.
Cartman: Well, I'm just sayn', man, seriously, don't mess with kitty, man.
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Cartman: Now stop wasting Mel Gibson's time, you little pu$$y pr1ck.
Stan: Don't take that tone with me, kid. I'll kick your a$$.
Cartman: Yah. Well, I'd like to see you try. I'm, like, 6 feet tall.
Stan: Yah. Well, you sound like a little b1tch to me.
Cartman: B1tch! Don't call me b1tch, b1tch!
Stan: Bring it on then, b1tch!
Cartman: I already brung it, b1tch. I brung it, opened it, and set it on the table, b1tch!
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Mr. Garrison: I just don't trust anything that bleeds for five days and doesn't die.
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Kindergartener #1: This looks too tough. We're going to play Harry Potter with the other kids.
Kindergartener #2: Me too.
Cartman: Fine. Go on and play 'Harry Butthole pu$$y Potter.'
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+Pantera Lyrics+ 'Walk'
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Can’t you see I’m easily bothered by persistence
One step from lashing out at you...
You want in to get under my skin
And call yourself a friend
I’ve got more friends like you
What do I do?

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been
Belong
You can’t be something you’re not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time

re-spect, walk

Run your mouth when I’m not around
It’s easy to achieve
You cry to weak friends that sympathize
Can you hear the violins playing you song?
Those same friends tell me your every word

Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I’ve been
Belong
You can’t be something you’re not
Be yourself, by yourself
Stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time


re-spect,walk

Are you talking to me?
No way punk..