Dark Crimson Angel• Show poetry

..And yet i survive
why ill never know
my heart will be revived
this scar always will show...

...Eyes awaken to time
a world of death
still ticking its chime
one for each breath...

...Forever


On April 15, 2005 I wrote:

God has dealt his worst blow to this world. He has taken two of the best people in it to be with him in heaven. Sean did not survive. Dani did not survive. What is the point of living if you know that people you truly care about will be taken from you no matter what. I have known Sean since i was little and i loved him from the beginning. He has been my best friend in times when everyone else gave up on me and he was my first love. I just kept thinking...we will have the summer... i just have to wait to see him again until the summer... then everything will be okay. Even when he was in the hospital i just kept thinking as soon as i can i will go see him and be with him and help him through this. But he didnt make it. The world could not be more cruel. I dont want to go on living in a world that would let this happen. How could God take away the two people who least deserve to die. I have lost my best friend and a guy that was more dear to me than any before him and any after. He was my first love, my only true love thus far. But more than that, he was someone's soulmate, two little boy's and one 13 year old girl's older brother. He was someone's son. He was gifted in poetry. Intelligent and wise. He was funny, loving, and brave. A better man does not exist and i will always miss him. So I pray for his soul and the soul of his sister Dani... may they R.I.P. We will see them together in heaven soon.



Only time can heal... but that doesnt mean it will stop to give you the time for greif and healing. Life must continue on through the pain.

Years pass but love continues on... forever.