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My little boy, Christopher Ryan, was born July 24, 2008. 6lbs 0.7oz 19in long. He is now two months old and wonderfully healthy!
I SUPPORT BREASTFEEDING!
As a breastfeeding mother, I know how wonderful it can be! Its the very best thing you can give to your newborn and continue to give through out his or her first year! The benefits last a lifetime!
THE CORE BASICS
Name: Amber
Nicknames: Beautiful Little Angel (My bf gave me that) and Thursday. (Apparently I remind my bf's bff of Wednesday from the Adams family so he calls me Thursday.. lol.)
Sex: Female
Age: 17
Height: 5' 3"
Weight: 124 lbs.
Eye Color: Alternates between Blue, Green, and Grey
Natural Hair Color: Blonde
Current Hair Color: Black
Virgin: No
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Quit Until Further Notice
Relationship Status: Happily Taken
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
Favorite Colors: Black & Red
Favorite Foods: Steak, Watermelon, Bacon, Pumpkin Pie, Mexican and Chinese, Home Made Mashed Potatoes
Favorite Drinks: Water, Dr. Pepper, and whatever else that tastes good
Favorite Alcoholic Drinks: Bacardi 151, Jim Beam, Jack Daniels, Henesy, Bailey's Irish Cream, and, of course, BUD LIGHT!
Favorite Places: Graveyards, Lakes, and Woods/Forests
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Learning, Creating, Playing Guitar(Beginner), Drinking beer & hanging out with friends, Getting out & having fun, and Listening to Music
Music Genres: Death Metal, Black Metal, Heavy Metal, Power Metal, Symphonic Metal, Doom Metal, Industrial, Gothic, EBM, Techno, Trance, Electronica, Darkwave, Ethereal, Celtic, Classical, Some Country, Some Punk, I pretty much listen to a little bit of everything and a lot more of some things.
I love my guitars!
Twisted Whispers and Morbid Mistress
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MY ADDICTIONS
My Son
Books
Music
Internet
Computers
Learning
Observing
Having A Good Time
Relaxing
Seeing What Others Miss
BUT ABOVE ALL (other than my baby), Poetry is my number one addiction and I just can not explain how much I love writing! Besides my boyfriend, Poetry is my number one biggest passion of all time!
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MY EAR CANDY
Agonized by Love
Anders Manga
Angel Corpse
Anthrax
A Perfect Circle
Arch Enemy
Aural Vampire
Beethoven
Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Cannibal Corpse
Casualties
CellDweller
Celtic Frost
Children Of Bodom
Chimaira
Clannad
Coal Chamber
Collide
Combichrist
Covenant
Cradle Of Filth
Cryptopsy
Damageplan
Dark Funeral
Darkthrone
David Arkenstone
Dead Zombie
Devil Driver
Dimmu Borgir
Disturbed
DragonForce
Dying Fetus
Enigma
Enya
Exhumed
Fear Factory
Flogging Molly
Godsmack
Gorgoroth
Gregorian
Iron Maiden
Johny Cash
Judas Priest
Kittie
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb Of God
Lights of Euphoria
London After Midnight
Loreena Mckennet
Marilyn Manson
Metallica - Old School
Mind.In.A.Box
Morbid Angel
Motzart
Nebula H
Neurotic Fish
Nine Inch Nails
Opeth
Ozzy
Pantera
Pig Destroyer
Powerman 5000
Razed In Black
Rob/White Zombie
Sacrum
Schwarz Stein
Seether
Six Feet Under
Slayer
Suicide Commando
Staind
Static X
System Syn
T3CHN0PHOB1A
The Kovenant
Tool
Type O Negative
Unearth
Unter Null
Vangelis
VNV Nation
William Coulter
Within Temptation
XP8
Zombie Girl
In Alphabetical Order
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QUOTES
"To accomplish great things, we must not only act; but also dream; not only dream, but also believe." - Anatole France
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about playing in the rain!" - Me
"Sometimes it is easier to see in the dark" - Me
"What one calls love, another calls hatred; What one calls trash, another calls treasure; What one calls faith, another calls hypocrisy; What one calls revenge, another calls Justice." - Me
"My key to life, is knowing that life exists" - Me
"What does not kill me, only makes me stronger!" - Me
"There is worse pain than yours." - Trent Reznor, NIN
"Oh, what's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other word would smell as sweet."
"If you must decieve society, atleast do not decieve yourself!" - Me
"If yesterday becomes your judgement for today and tomorrow never comes, will you have wanted life to have ended this way?" - ME
"The past is the past, will always be the past and is meant to be left behind. The future is the furture, will always be the future and is meant to be unknown. The present is the present, will always be the present and is meant to be as today, only today.. not yesterday, not tomorrow, but today." - ME
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INSPIRATION
- Life
- Society
- Music
- Family
- Friends
- Experiences
- Memories
- Art
- Nature
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SELF IMAGE
Since I was thirteen, I have been on my own war path. I have been battleing every dark moment that has embraced my life and become Fate's darkest enemy. I believe, strongly, that life is always worth living, no matter how terribly difficult it becomes! I am very confident in who I am and love every inch and every fibre of my being. Nothing and no one will be able to stray me away, no matter how great their own determination, it can not be greater than my own. In every strong, intelligent being is an ego and I will be one of the first to admit, I have one. However, I am not conceited, by any means. I believe there is room for equal oppurtunity in everything, though the world is far from fair. The amount of success you hold in your life is completely based upon you as an individual, but we all have equal oppurtunity and don't let anyone tell you different. I will help the next person out, the best that I can, if I see that my help is needed. I have seen the three T's more than I would have liked to in my life. Terror, Torture, and Torment. Most of my knowledge is based completely by experience, and there is a lot of it behind these blue/green eyes. I know what it means to suffer until your only sleeping wish is to not awaken and your only wish upon waking up is that your eyes hadn't opened at all. You will see through my poetry and through talking with me, of all the torture and despair that has been most of my life, so, I will not discuss it here.
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HONESTY
I try to be the most honest and trust worthy person that I can be and one of my greatest pet peeves is being lied to. While reading my poetry, critique it. Seriously, tell me everything you hate and dispise, everything that needs corrected, every detail that can be repolished, and of course, if you honestly feel it, how great it is.
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Beneath the stars can be found one who has never acknowledged the inferiority of the human race as a supremacy. One who has never seen humanity as a gift but rather a damnation to this Earth of which we have for so long inhabited. One who envisions life in its true form, the reality that is this life, these lives, the lives of the human race. The one found is myself.
I deny any knowledge that is not my own or that I do not carry with in my own mind. However, that which is kept locked in the vault of my mind can and will be released at a certain price or circumstance. I know of a great many things that few others of our race hold knowledge of and for this reason, my mind is kept locked to those of ignorance and foolishness. Under no circumstance will I give my knowledge to the weak or foolish, for the price would be my own life and I treasure my every breath above all else, too much to compensate such a price. To those of hard spirit and unflinching loyalty to the wealth of minds, little can be said for a price of equal or greater value, and the price of such knowledge is hard to come by.
Those that read this and do not believe the words upon this page can go about their lives believing I am a fool and for no better purpose. Sitting on the other side of the spectrum, is the urge, the longing to gain that which has been lost to centuries of time and a curiosity that drives the reader to unspoken questions that act as your thoughts rambling incoherently through out your mind. Thoughts so often act as our anchor to our actions and once released from the ocean floor, the ship travels onward to new lands.
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R.I.P
Leona Marie Spradlin (Mother)
January 30, 1962 - February 17, 2007
Age: 45
Eric Ryan Spradlin (Brother)
August 16, 1992 - February 17, 2007
Age: 14
You both are missed terribly. I love you!
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My little boy, Christopher Ryan, was born July 24, 2008. 6lbs 0.7oz 19in long. He is now two months old and wonderfully healthy!
I SUPPORT BREASTFEEDING!
As a breastfeeding mother, I know how wonderful it can be! Its the very best thing you can give to your newborn and continue to give through out his or her first year! The benefits last a lifetime!
THE CORE BASICS
Name: Amber
Nicknames: Beautiful Little Angel (My bf gave me that) and Thursday. (Apparently I remind my bf's bff of Wednesday from the Adams family so he calls me Thursday.. lol.)
Sex: Female
Age: 17
Height: 5' 3"
Weight: 124 lbs.
Eye Color: Alternates between Blue, Green, and Grey
Natural Hair Color: Blonde
Current Hair Color: Black
Virgin: No
Smoke: Yes
Drink: Quit Until Further Notice
Relationship Status: Happily Taken
Sexual Orientation: Bisexual
Favorite Colors: Black & Red
Favorite Foods: Steak, Watermelon, Bacon, Pumpkin Pie, Mexican and Chinese, Home Made Mashed Potatoes
Favorite Drinks: Water, Dr. Pepper, and whatever else that tastes good
Favorite Alcoholic Drinks: Bacardi 151, Jim Beam, Jack Daniels, Henesy, Bailey's Irish Cream, and, of course, BUD LIGHT!
Favorite Places: Graveyards, Lakes, and Woods/Forests
Hobbies: Reading, Writing, Learning, Creating, Playing Guitar(Beginner), Drinking beer & hanging out with friends, Getting out & having fun, and Listening to Music
Music Genres: Death Metal, Black Metal, Heavy Metal, Power Metal, Symphonic Metal, Doom Metal, Industrial, Gothic, EBM, Techno, Trance, Electronica, Darkwave, Ethereal, Celtic, Classical, Some Country, Some Punk, I pretty much listen to a little bit of everything and a lot more of some things.
I love my guitars!
Twisted Whispers and Morbid Mistress
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
MY ADDICTIONS
My Son
Books
Music
Internet
Computers
Learning
Observing
Having A Good Time
Relaxing
Seeing What Others Miss
BUT ABOVE ALL (other than my baby), Poetry is my number one addiction and I just can not explain how much I love writing! Besides my boyfriend, Poetry is my number one biggest passion of all time!
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
MY EAR CANDY
Agonized by Love
Anders Manga
Angel Corpse
Anthrax
A Perfect Circle
Arch Enemy
Aural Vampire
Beethoven
Black Sabbath
Breaking Benjamin
Cannibal Corpse
Casualties
CellDweller
Celtic Frost
Children Of Bodom
Chimaira
Clannad
Coal Chamber
Collide
Combichrist
Covenant
Cradle Of Filth
Cryptopsy
Damageplan
Dark Funeral
Darkthrone
David Arkenstone
Dead Zombie
Devil Driver
Dimmu Borgir
Disturbed
DragonForce
Dying Fetus
Enigma
Enya
Exhumed
Fear Factory
Flogging Molly
Godsmack
Gorgoroth
Gregorian
Iron Maiden
Johny Cash
Judas Priest
Kittie
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb Of God
Lights of Euphoria
London After Midnight
Loreena Mckennet
Marilyn Manson
Metallica - Old School
Mind.In.A.Box
Morbid Angel
Motzart
Nebula H
Neurotic Fish
Nine Inch Nails
Opeth
Ozzy
Pantera
Pig Destroyer
Powerman 5000
Razed In Black
Rob/White Zombie
Sacrum
Schwarz Stein
Seether
Six Feet Under
Slayer
Suicide Commando
Staind
Static X
System Syn
T3CHN0PHOB1A
The Kovenant
Tool
Type O Negative
Unearth
Unter Null
Vangelis
VNV Nation
William Coulter
Within Temptation
XP8
Zombie Girl
In Alphabetical Order
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QUOTES
"To accomplish great things, we must not only act; but also dream; not only dream, but also believe." - Anatole France
"Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about playing in the rain!" - Me
"Sometimes it is easier to see in the dark" - Me
"What one calls love, another calls hatred; What one calls trash, another calls treasure; What one calls faith, another calls hypocrisy; What one calls revenge, another calls Justice." - Me
"My key to life, is knowing that life exists" - Me
"What does not kill me, only makes me stronger!" - Me
"There is worse pain than yours." - Trent Reznor, NIN
"Oh, what's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other word would smell as sweet."
"If you must decieve society, atleast do not decieve yourself!" - Me
"If yesterday becomes your judgement for today and tomorrow never comes, will you have wanted life to have ended this way?" - ME
"The past is the past, will always be the past and is meant to be left behind. The future is the furture, will always be the future and is meant to be unknown. The present is the present, will always be the present and is meant to be as today, only today.. not yesterday, not tomorrow, but today." - ME
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
INSPIRATION
- Life
- Society
- Music
- Family
- Friends
- Experiences
- Memories
- Art
- Nature
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
SELF IMAGE
Since I was thirteen, I have been on my own war path. I have been battleing every dark moment that has embraced my life and become Fate's darkest enemy. I believe, strongly, that life is always worth living, no matter how terribly difficult it becomes! I am very confident in who I am and love every inch and every fibre of my being. Nothing and no one will be able to stray me away, no matter how great their own determination, it can not be greater than my own. In every strong, intelligent being is an ego and I will be one of the first to admit, I have one. However, I am not conceited, by any means. I believe there is room for equal oppurtunity in everything, though the world is far from fair. The amount of success you hold in your life is completely based upon you as an individual, but we all have equal oppurtunity and don't let anyone tell you different. I will help the next person out, the best that I can, if I see that my help is needed. I have seen the three T's more than I would have liked to in my life. Terror, Torture, and Torment. Most of my knowledge is based completely by experience, and there is a lot of it behind these blue/green eyes. I know what it means to suffer until your only sleeping wish is to not awaken and your only wish upon waking up is that your eyes hadn't opened at all. You will see through my poetry and through talking with me, of all the torture and despair that has been most of my life, so, I will not discuss it here.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
HONESTY
I try to be the most honest and trust worthy person that I can be and one of my greatest pet peeves is being lied to. While reading my poetry, critique it. Seriously, tell me everything you hate and dispise, everything that needs corrected, every detail that can be repolished, and of course, if you honestly feel it, how great it is.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Beneath the stars can be found one who has never acknowledged the inferiority of the human race as a supremacy. One who has never seen humanity as a gift but rather a damnation to this Earth of which we have for so long inhabited. One who envisions life in its true form, the reality that is this life, these lives, the lives of the human race. The one found is myself.
I deny any knowledge that is not my own or that I do not carry with in my own mind. However, that which is kept locked in the vault of my mind can and will be released at a certain price or circumstance. I know of a great many things that few others of our race hold knowledge of and for this reason, my mind is kept locked to those of ignorance and foolishness. Under no circumstance will I give my knowledge to the weak or foolish, for the price would be my own life and I treasure my every breath above all else, too much to compensate such a price. To those of hard spirit and unflinching loyalty to the wealth of minds, little can be said for a price of equal or greater value, and the price of such knowledge is hard to come by.
Those that read this and do not believe the words upon this page can go about their lives believing I am a fool and for no better purpose. Sitting on the other side of the spectrum, is the urge, the longing to gain that which has been lost to centuries of time and a curiosity that drives the reader to unspoken questions that act as your thoughts rambling incoherently through out your mind. Thoughts so often act as our anchor to our actions and once released from the ocean floor, the ship travels onward to new lands.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
R.I.P
Leona Marie Spradlin (Mother)
January 30, 1962 - February 17, 2007
Age: 45
Eric Ryan Spradlin (Brother)
August 16, 1992 - February 17, 2007
Age: 14
You both are missed terribly. I love you!
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- Last seen on Oct 6 11:32 AM. Member since July 3, 2006.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 454 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is ""Sometimes it is easier to see in the dark" - Me, "My key to life, is knowing that life exists" - Me".
- I am a 17 year old woman from Texas (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Comitted Spouse and Mother.
- I am in the groups A Hard Rock and Heavy Metal Lovers Group, Dark Poets Society Trixie08, People Of Darkness
- I have 454 comments, 8 contests
My Poetry
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I can hear her saddened song The whirring wind through the trees
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Eating at my soul Shredding my heart to pieces
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Angel Wing Disease on August 11, 2007I read through basically your whole page.
You seem like a real person, and not someone just out for attention.
And I like a lot of the same bands you do, it's awesome to meet someone who actually knows who I'm talking about. lol.
Anywho, great writes, also.
Keep up the good work.
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icyrose on July 20, 2007I like this page...it seems you have given it a piece of your heart, especially since you say you love allpoetry so much. I love reading quotes, and yours were thought provoking, as all of your page really. I'd like to know you more, and thanks for the supportive comment on my poem!
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BowDownToTheQueen on July 1, 2007i'm curious, your sn obviously carries a satanic vibe...lmao...but are you a satanist, or are you a satan worshipper? or are you neither, and just facinated by the idea of lucifer? again just curious.
also, you're very interesting, but i'm curious, are you home schooled? -
SoftlyScreaming on June 15, 2007nice sn
