My name's Nickole
I'm eighteen years old.
I believe in forever.
I believe in destiny.
I'm not anyone special
I've never done anything great
Well other than being great at fucking my life up.
I am in love and there's nothing you can do to change that.
I have no idea where I am going.
I hate myself most of the time.
I don't believe in myself.
I would love to get to know you,
So send those IM's right away.
♥
I'm eighteen years old.
I believe in forever.
I believe in destiny.
I'm not anyone special
I've never done anything great
Well other than being great at fucking my life up.
I am in love and there's nothing you can do to change that.
I have no idea where I am going.
I hate myself most of the time.
I don't believe in myself.
I would love to get to know you,
So send those IM's right away.
♥
- Last seen on Oct 7 2:43 AM. Member since November 27, 2005.
- I'm a opaline dream poet for 979 comments.
- My mood is
, and quote is "misses her boyfriend". - I am a 18 year old girl from Washington (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hating myself for not writing.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/ohemgeeitscoley



















































(24)- I am in the groups A Dirty Pretty Group, A Glitter Scarred Mascara Teared Group, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Drug wrecks and candy pills, Eating Disorders, PinUp Doll Disasters, Poets wanting comments, Static On The Airway, Vocabulary Word of the Day
- I have 979 comments, 5 contests, 233 poems, 4 stories, 2 journals
My Poetry
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♥ [not a poem]43 lines, 2 comments, May 30. In facts about me
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34 lines, 4 comments, May 11
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71 lines, 2 comments, March 30
My Stories
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272 lines, 1 comment, January 28. In <600 words
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She was alone, that much she was sure of. She was a liar, that was the only honest thing about her. She desired love, but was to shy of commitment to ever allow somebody to bec292 lines, 11 comments, March 27, 2006. In <200 lines
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The tears that are streaming down her face confuse her. She doesn't know why they are there or what caused them. She just knows that they won't stop falling. No matter what she284 lines, 17 comments, February 19, 2006. In <200 lines, Other
My journal entries
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I feel guilty all the time. I don't know how to get rid of it. I've never been that ruthless before, that cold hearted. It doesn't feel like me, it feels evil. How could I do that to somebody that loved me SO fucking much? And whenever he brings it up I just make it worse, make him feel worse. Do I have no fucking heJanuary 25, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I'm so confused. I don't even know what to think. I'm so scared about being pregnant, that I don't even know what to think. I can never tell him, he'll ruin both of our lives. I just can't let that happen. I refuse to let that happen. He ruined my life enough, he'll never touch my child. I love Andrew so much, he meJanuary 21, 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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PaintedParisPassion on July 22I miss you writing

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PaintedParisPassion on May 20you have got to read my new poems. pleaseee.
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whiterabbit. on May 11hey bby
It's almost 6 in the morning and I just got off the phone with him
I'm going to go read your poems now before I try to get some sleep.
ilysfm!!!
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love.elizabeth on March 25hey cupcake.
how are you doing?
xx
