DJshy• Show poetry

Hello all my name is DJ I am 20 years old and also I am a lesbian go ahead judge me I don't really give a damn I just lost my fiance and I am hurt real bad


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wife-I have no wife

Dad-

Moms- Dandi Rose, Keep On Sewing, TexasMomma


aunts- SweetShadowSiren

uncles-

cousins- Gemini, EmoMonkey ,Simplest Baby Egg

twin brother- KingEmoMatteh

brothers- Faustian mistake, DarknesClone, Lowercase Prelude

sisters- Hannah-Elizabeth , Beautifully Chaotic


ALSO MN.Bear HAS BEEN PIMPED BY ME


Other than that i really don't know what to say except I love being a loner and that's why I'm trying to make ap friends and family so yeah but I really appriciate the support so thank you all

In loving memory of:
Hailie Nicloe Wright
July 2,2004- March 16,2008
she was my little girl and she was a mommas girl


In loving memory :
Zoe Girl
Sept. 20, 2007- Feb. 11, 2009
she was my dog and she was poisioned

In Loving Memory of :
Charles Dean
I don't know when he was born
but he passed away March 24,2008

In Loving Memory Of:
Tiger Lily
march 16,2007 - january 7, 2008
she was my cat and I loved her alot
and I will miss her

in loving memory of:
Georgia Nicole Corelli
March 16,1988 - December 29,2007
she died fighting for this country dammit

In Loving Memory of:
Jason Lee Tatro
he died fighting for this country

in loving memory of:
Katherine Leann Blane
December 6 ,1989 - December 5, 2007
coolest friend I ever had

in loving memory of:
Princess Leia
December 2006 to January 27,2007
one of the cuttest little kittens in the whole wide world

In Loving Memory of:
Brittany Dawn Anderson
Sept.8,1986-sept.6,2004
I'll miss you Brit-brit and if you're wondering who Brittany is she's is one of my best friends

In Loving Memory of :
Sara Marie Smith
Decmember 17,1984 -June 16,2005

In loving Memory of :
Riley Nicole Jones
October 16,1987 -April 19,2006
she died on my 17th birthday

in loving memory of :
Samantha Jamathe Jones
November 7, 1986 - December 16, 2005
badass homegurl

In loving memory of:
Candace Nicole Smith
May 5, 1985 - June 11,2002
she was one of my good friends
her nickname was Candie

In loving memory of:
Nicole Dawn Smith
January 18,1987- April 15, 2003
she was my second girlfriend
her nickname was Tweedy

In loving memory of:
Brianna Nicole Anderson
April 28,1989 - January 31,2007
she was Brittany's little sister and my best friend










here is the lyrics to some of my favorite songs

my version of hey there Delilah



Hey There Delilah Lyrics
Artist(Band)lain White T's Review The Song (165) Print the Lyrics

Hey there Alise
What's it like in Pennsylvania?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Pittsburge can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Alise
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Alise
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Alise
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Alise
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Alise here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me


Last Kiss

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be?
The Lord took her
away from me.
She`s gone to heaven
so I`ve got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

We were out on a date
in my daddy`s car,
we hadn`t driven very far.
There in the road,
straight ahead,
a car was stalled,
the engine was dead.
I couldn`t stop,
so I swerved to the right.
I`ll never forget
the sound that night--
the screamin tires,
the bustin glass,
the painful scream
that I heard last.

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be?
The Lord took her
away from me.
She`s gone to heaven
so I`ve got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

When I woke up,
the rain was pourin down.
There were people
standin all around.
Somethin warm
flowin through my eyes,
but somehow I found
my baby that night.
I lifted her head,
she looked at me and said,
`Hold me darlin just a little while.`
I held her close,
I kissed her--our last kiss.
I`d found the love
that I knew I had missed.
Well now she`s gone,
even though I hold her tight.
I lost my love--my life--
that night.

Oh where, oh where
can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me.
She`s gone to heaven
so I`ve got to be good,
so I can see my baby
when I leave this world.

(...ooh ooh ooh...)
(...oh oh oh oh



Don't want to miss a thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God we're together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

I don't want to miss one smile
I don't want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
I don't want to miss a thing



It's Your Love lyrics
Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again
Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love it just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happen by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed, all I gotta do is say your sweet name
It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under,
It’s your love
If you wonder about the spell I'm under,
Oh, It's your love

Oh its a beautiful thing, don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go
It's your love it just does something to me it sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough and if you wonder about the spell I'm under
Oh it’s your love
It's your love
It's your love
It's your love


No One

I just want you close
Where you can stay forever
You can be sure
That it will only get better

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

When the rain is pouring down
And my heart is hurting
You will always be around
This I know for certain

You and me together
Through the days and nights
I dont worry cause
Everythings gonna be alright
People keep talking
They can say what they like
But all I know is everything's gonna be alright

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
You you
Can get in the way of what I feel for you

I know some people search the world
To find something like what we have
I know people will try
Try to divide
Something so real
So till the end of time
Im telling you that

No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I'm feeling
No one no one no one
Can get in the way of what I feel for you
oh oh oh....





I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
and I swear like the shadow that's by your side

I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
Cause I stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

Chorus
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there
I swear like the shadow that's by your side I'll be there
For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care
Cause as the time turns the page
My love won't age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse
Till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky I'll be there (I'll be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow that's by your side
I'll be there (I'll be there)

For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part I'll love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear


NB Ridaz 4-Ever

(This song right here is dedicated to somebody real special, It;s for you baby, just to let you know how much I love you girl, come here!!)

(CHORUS)
Have I ever told you lady?
That you mean the world to me
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Forever you and me
(Angelina)
Have I ever told you baby
That you�re always on my mind
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Until the end of time!

You say you love me pretty lady and your down for me
And so I, I make this promise girl to always be your everything
Turn down the lights the music up and put your hand in mine
And let me show you girl these feelings that I hold inside
I don;t wanna be without you girl cause you;re my pretty lady
I lose my mind every time your kisses drive me crazy
So tell me baby, do you feel for me what I feel for you
Do you love me girl like I love you, Para Siempre, me and you

(CHORUS)
Have I ever told you lady?
That you mean the world to me
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Forever you and me
(Angelina)
Have I ever told you baby
That you;re always on my mind
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Until the end of time!

Hey pretty girl, you know I love you, can�t stop thinking about you
Always and forever, you and I will be together
The love I have for you until I die I will treasure
Every minute, every hour can�t stop thinking of you
My days won;t be complete without a smile from you
Hold my hand, understand, you�re the light of my life
You;re my girl, my friend, that�s why I made you my wife

(CHORUS)
Have I ever told you lady?
That you mean the world to me
And you know I;m gonna love you forever

Forever you and me
(Angelina)
Have I ever told you baby
That you;re always on my mind
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Until the end of time!

Now if I;ve never said it,
then I;mma say it now
In front of the whole world baby girl, I;mma say it proud
I;m still in love with you,
even through the things that we;ve been through, I can still smile;
I can still say my heart belongs to only you now
I breathe and live for you and my kids
We;ve been through the rain, the love and the pain
Let our sun shine again, how them fairytales end
Happily ever after, forever I will be your man!

(CHORUS)
Have I ever told you lady?
That you mean the world to me
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Forever you and me
(Angelina)
Have I ever told you baby
That you;re always on my mind
And you know I;m gonna love you forever
Until the end of time!

What Hurts The Most by:Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain
On the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And I just let'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me.

chorus
What hurts the most
Is bein' so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do


It's hard to deal with the pain
Of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dreesed ,
livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade,give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was tryin' to do
Oooo, oooo,oooo,oooo


Making Memories Of Us

I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

(Chorus)
And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

(Chorus)

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

(Chorus)

I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us


Home By Daughtry


I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.



girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh I'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and I'm catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it a lot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i don't feel well I'm going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait until tomorrow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your girlfriend was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: I'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flat lined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead



80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".

20% actually mean it.

If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your profile.


*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.

The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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(X) smoke ciggerettes
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