CutthroatxKiss• Show poetry

I am an emotional poet. Mainly writing about pain, heartbreak, sorrow with the occasional write about eating disorders, loss & dark imagery...however I do write in almost all genres. I'm into music big time. My favorite genere of music is indie/emo. Fave Bands: Stars of Track and Field, The Format, Aloft in the Sundry, Freezepop, Rediscover, Alesana, Dallas Green/City and Colour, Mewithoutyou, Kite Flying Society, Scarlet Tied, Alexisonfire, Emery, Bayside, Funeral For a Friend, Bloc Party, Action Action, Damien Rice, Maria Mena, Her Space Holiday, Weezer, Further Seems Forever, The Lyndsay Diaries, Straylight Run, The Forecast, The Faint, Death Cab For Cutie, A Static Lullaby, Saetia, The Postal Service, The Spill Canvas, Circle Takes the Sqare, Everytime I Die, Cursive, Brand New, The Cure, Jets to Brazil, and so many more I add on to my list all the time because I can't keep my ears closed for a second. If You have a band to suggest then sign my authors page and tells me all about it. However be aware that if it's mainstream I probably won't listen to it. I'm more into the independant bands. Then again lot of them are starting to get air play.


I also work like mad crazy as a nanny and photographer part time. I am learning html and I work on coding journals on LJ, Blurty etc. as well as making layouts on Myspace. When I'm bored I make icons and layouts with my photoshop. I'm a makeup whore as well. Recently I went through a painful break-up. One of those you don't see coming because you've gone through so much together...I still hurt & far to often my poetry will reflect that. I also suffer from an eating disorder (I know shocker right?), I've struggled with it heavily the last year or so. Everytime I do it I swear it will be the last time. At this moment I do it on a regular basis & no matter what friends or loved ones say I can't/wont stop. I love psychology and study it in college. I'm an amature photographer, that's sorta become more of my outlet for venting these days. I love meeting new people so feel free to read my poetry and tell me what you think.



I always appreicate peoples thoughts on my poetry though hard, critical, overly mean comments aren't needed. I never thought brutality would improve ones writing.



*sidenote* If you visit my "homepage"/journal be prepaired for alot of sarcasm, goofiness, tears, ranting & random sad shizz that sometimes doesn't even make sense to me. It's a journal, what else can I say.

QUOTES: (if I know who wrote them then I'll give the credit)

He tore her heart to shreds.
She said she didn’t care.
The fire in her eyes was no longer there.
She possessed the light of the world,
now what is left is cold as stone.
The worst part is in her eyes,
he is still wonderful.

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if the people we love are stolen from us,
the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them.
buildings burn. people die. but real love lives forever.--The Crow

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the biggest mistake you can make ;;
is to drift apart from someone who you once
had the time of your life with.

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He told her to move on and get over him
she said then we should stop seeing each other as friends
and he replied with I don't want you out of my life though
and her reply was .. you don't get it.. i don't want just half of you. I want all of you and seeing you with her would be just too hard.

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The easiest thing is to forgive you for what you have done.
The hardest thing is to forget what you did.

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Please dont do what I say
Cause if you dont love me, its worthless anyway
Please dont trouble yourself
Youll only go away in the end
--Landon Pigg

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"So brown eyes I hold you near
Cause you’re the only song I want to hear"

-soul meets body // Death Cab for Cutie

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"Expect less,
get so much more"

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I k n o w h e i s y o u n g
yet while everyone's saying
it's so wrong
All I keep thinking is
It feels so right
~Me

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& I wish you knew how much you changed me. I wonder if I changed you..if your life is different cause of me, cause mines different. You taught me so much, & now we don't even talk to each other. I guess that's just what happens...

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I know I'm not a lot of things you have gone for in the past,
but I will n e v e r leave you, and I will n e v e r hurt you,
and I will always love you.
--Greys Anatomy

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"it has to be hard to watch someone you love change before your eyes,
&& know you can't do anything about it.
but it must be heartbreaking to remember the way they once were."

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"you weren't my mistake, you were my learning experience" --Me

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