ABOUT ME
My name is Vannessa, But my friends call me NessaJo.
ABOUT MY WRITEING
The reason why I started to write is because my sister
Did and I wanted be like her. I wanted to touch
People like she did. My sixth grade teacher, Bonner, made Me write short stories.It was really annoying then But now I love to write. My sister is signed up with it too; her name is Shauntee67, so check out her stuff too please. I love her writing. I can almost guarantee you will like at least One of her poems. If you don't then tell me and I'll personally apologize to you.
ABOUT MY THOUGHTS
I'm not trying to be rude but if I write about cutting
or whatever, I don’t want You to preach to me.
I get that enough by my church. I have grown up in a Christian church and for about three years I was a born again Christian. I was devoted and passionate about my beliefs. But after all the praying and worshiping I never got an answer. So im still kinda skeptical about the whold god and life after death thing.
I promise that if you comment me I will answer you back.
MY CURRENT FEELINGS
Im 18 and i got married 19 days after my 18th birthday. Im married to michael, i knew we were going to get married. The biggest problem i have right now is... im in love with another man. I have loved him for almost ten years. I was 8 when we met and i thought it was just a crush and my feelings for him would eventualy change. But they didnt. And come to find out he loves me too. I love him so much and i seprated from my husband to be with him but i went back. I went back because i needed security. I see now that it wasnt a very good reason to leave. I still love my husband. But things are just different now.For hours on end I will sit and think about how my life would be if i would have stayed with him. I love him so much... i really do. But i do have a husband and i do have to work things out, but constantly think about him. The honest truth is, i think about him all day and dream about him all night. If you want to know how i truely feel read the "Secret Lover" and "Secret Lover (2)"
My name is Vannessa, But my friends call me NessaJo.
ABOUT MY WRITEING
The reason why I started to write is because my sister
Did and I wanted be like her. I wanted to touch
People like she did. My sixth grade teacher, Bonner, made Me write short stories.It was really annoying then But now I love to write. My sister is signed up with it too; her name is Shauntee67, so check out her stuff too please. I love her writing. I can almost guarantee you will like at least One of her poems. If you don't then tell me and I'll personally apologize to you.
ABOUT MY THOUGHTS
I'm not trying to be rude but if I write about cutting
or whatever, I don’t want You to preach to me.
I get that enough by my church. I have grown up in a Christian church and for about three years I was a born again Christian. I was devoted and passionate about my beliefs. But after all the praying and worshiping I never got an answer. So im still kinda skeptical about the whold god and life after death thing.
I promise that if you comment me I will answer you back.
MY CURRENT FEELINGS
Im 18 and i got married 19 days after my 18th birthday. Im married to michael, i knew we were going to get married. The biggest problem i have right now is... im in love with another man. I have loved him for almost ten years. I was 8 when we met and i thought it was just a crush and my feelings for him would eventualy change. But they didnt. And come to find out he loves me too. I love him so much and i seprated from my husband to be with him but i went back. I went back because i needed security. I see now that it wasnt a very good reason to leave. I still love my husband. But things are just different now.For hours on end I will sit and think about how my life would be if i would have stayed with him. I love him so much... i really do. But i do have a husband and i do have to work things out, but constantly think about him. The honest truth is, i think about him all day and dream about him all night. If you want to know how i truely feel read the "Secret Lover" and "Secret Lover (2)"
- Last seen on Sep 3 5:06 PM. Member since July 10, 2004.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 115 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "think bout 2moro b4 u make a decision 2day".
- I am a 18 year old woman from Utah (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm stay at home wife.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/nessajo_its_me
- I am in the groups A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, Music Rules My Life, Used and Abused
- I have 115 comments, 58 poems
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sometimes i look at the moonlight...
knowing you see it too. -
I simply want... you
but i know that wote happen -
I had you, i had that once in a life time love.
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LongHairedBaldGuy on June 26, 2006The depth of your works thrill me, the depth of YOU is their equal. No one piece stands out, all thrill me. I'll stop by often, sincerely,
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Ithiriel on September 13, 2005hey jo jo a go-go, i miss you cheekada!!!
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Onfire4Jesus on March 1, 2005Very nice page. Its pretty dark, ya hafta squint your eyes I reckon to see some of the things. But thats what makes the page more better. Ya gotta actually pay attention to read it
Its been a pleasure getting to know you Have a blessed day my friend!! God Bless You!! -
grand theft autumn on December 16, 2004hey yes I love evanescence thanks for commenting on my poem... yours are great
