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My name is Vannessa.
The reason why I started to write is because my sister
Did and I wanted to be like her. I wanted to touch
People like she did. My sixth grade teacher, Bonner, made me write short stories.It was really annoying then But now I love to write. My sister is signed up with it too; her name is Shauntee67, so check out her stuff too please. I love her writing. I can almost guarantee you will like at least 1 of her poems. If you don't then tell me and I'll personally apologize to you.

I'm not trying to be rude but if I write about cutting
or whatever, I don’t want You to preach to me.
That was the past and I have moved on from it. I have grown up in a Christian church and for about three years I was a born again Christian. I was devoted and passionate about my beliefs. But after all the praying and worshiping I never got an answer. So i gave up. Now that i have kids I decided to go back to church. I figured at some point God will show me what he needs to in his time not mine. There are a lot of conflicting poems on my page. I know, i hate god, i love god. I was thinking about deleting them but decided not to because it would be like trying t deleting my past and that wouldnt work out too great. My past is who made me who i am now.

i got married 19 days after my 18th birthday. Im married to Michael, i knew we were going to get married. We have 2 beautiful children a little girl and little boy. We have had our problems (as do most relationships). A few of my poems are about horrible things i have thought and done. Most come straight from my life but a few are completely made up.

I hope you enjoy your self on my page. I hope by reading you are able to feel, hear, see, smell, and know everything i tried to put into it. I never halfheartedly write anything.