Crimson Velvet• Show poetry

Read my writing, YOull uinderstand me somewhat... i wouldnt have this home page if it wasnt for Blood Talon thanks and mucho props! rite now im going threw verry hard time so f you see blood drops ne were on this page dont worry its just from my wrists (sigh) i wish i didnt do this so much (sigh).... OK IM GONNA HELP YOU PEOPLE OUT A LIL, i am the kind of person who dosnt write about all those happy go lucky feeling that people get inside because im not like that, i write about what i am like and what i feel because my life really sucks lately ive been going threw tough times my whole life and im not gonna try to please anyone by what i write the only people i worry about are Blood Talon and ScaryGothChild because there my death friends and i could give a rats ass about what other people think about my writings and if you dont like my writing dont mock me and tell me stupid shit because i am who i am and you dont see me tell you to write morbid stuff if you write happy uh hell free country rite and as the infamous words of eleanor roosavelt said so memorably "NO ONE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL INFEARIOR WITHOUT YOUR CONSENT!" you here me ScaryGothChild And Blood Talon? if you do good! lol so if you dont like what i write than dont read my shit! its as simple as that (ever hear of equality? no? look it up!) well ta for now!






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"You made your children what they are.... These children that come at you with knives, they are your children. You taught them. I didn't teach them. I just tried to help them stand up.... You can project it back at me, but I am only what lives inside each and every one of you. My father is your system.... I am only what you made me. I am a reflection of you. You made your children what they are.... These children that come at you with knives, they are your children. You taught them. I didn't teach them. I just tried to help them stand up.... You can project it back at me, but I am only what lives inside each and every one of you. My father is your system.... I am only what you made me. I am a reflection of you."


                                           -Charles Manson:



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Kumbia Kings

Think'n About U
_


Think'n about U baby
It slowly drives me crazy
Think'n About all the lovin
All those memories I've been blessed with

Think'n about U baby
It slowly drives me crazy
Think'n about all those kisses
I've been missin from you lately

Once 5 years ago today
To me it seems like yesterday
When I can see your pretty face
When you were just a step away
And you would always hold me tight
When things were always going right
You'd show me the way
But things have changed now since you went away

My eyes want to cry
They can't see you
My heart wants to die
It can't feel you
My world is so strange without you here
Oh I been down in out, and I'm feeling the rain

I must admit I won't forget
Of all the special times we shared
I take them with me everywhere
Till I take my very last breath

You always knew jsut what to say
To put a smile upon my face, when I was in doubt
But all that's changed now since you went away

My eyes want to cry
They can't see you
My heart wants to die
It can't feel you

I've been think'n about U baby



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Artist:Eminem  
Song: "Mockingbird"  




Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that other limb
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that ?limb up? little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha)






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EMINEM LYRICS




"Like Toy Soldiers"

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...

[Chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now Ja said "I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it"
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' Suge
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that mutherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have Runyan Ave and who sulked us up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
There ain't words that I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws with the knockin'
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cuz

[Chorus]





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Samuel Taylor Coleridge
Kubla Khan


In Xanadu did Kubla Khan
A stately pleasure-dome decree :
Where Alph, the sacred river, ran
Through caverns measureless to man

Down to a sunless sea.

So twice five miles of fertile ground
With walls and towers were girdled round :
And there were gardens bright with sinuous rills,
Where blossomed many an incense-bearing tree ;
And here were forests ancient as the hills,
Enfolding sunny spots of greenery.
But oh ! that deep romantic chasm which slanted
Down the green hill athwart a cedarn cover !
A savage place ! as holy and enchanted
As e'er beneath a waning moon was haunted
By woman wailing for her demon-lover !
And from this chasm, with ceaseless turmoil seething,
As if this earth in fast thick pants were breathing,
A mighty fountain momently was forced :
Amid whose swift half-intermitted burst
Huge fragments vaulted like rebounding hail,
Or chaffy grain beneath the thresher's flail :
And 'mid these dancing rocks at once and ever
It flung up momently the sacred river.
Five miles meandering with a mazy motion
Through wood and dale the sacred river ran,
Then reached the caverns measureless to man,
And sank in tumult to a lifeless ocean :
And 'mid this tumult Kubla heard from far
Ancestral voices prophesying war !


The shadow of the dome of pleasure
Floated midway on the waves ;
Where was heard the mingled measure
From the fountain and the caves.

It was a miracle of rare device,
A sunny pleasure-dome with caves of ice !
A damsel with a dulcimer
In a vision once I saw :
It was an Abyssinian maid,
And on her dulcimer she played,
Singing of Mount Abora.
Could I revive within me
Her symphony and song,
To such a deep delight 'twould win me,

That with music loud and long,
I would build that dome in air,
That sunny dome ! those caves of ice !
And all who heard should see them there,
And all should cry, Beware ! Beware !
His flashing eyes, his floating hair !
Weave a circle round him thrice,
And close your eyes with holy dread,
For he on honey-dew hath fed,
And drunk the milk of Paradise.






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Killswitch Engage -

The End of Heartache Lyrics



Seek me
Call me
I'll be waiting

This distance
This disillusion
I cling to memories
While falling
Sleep brings release
And the hope of a new day
Waking the misery
Of being without you

Surrender
I give in
Another moment is another eternity

Seek me for comfort
Call me for solace
I'll be waiting
For the end of my broken heart
Completion
I'll be waiting
For the end of my broken heart

You know me
You know me all to well
My only desire
Is to bridge our division

In sorrow
I speak your name
And my voice mirrors..mirrors my torment

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture
A bitter memory





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Disturbed -

Remember lyrics


sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember
tear a hole so i can see
my devastation
feelings from so long ago
i don't remember

holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

blind your eyes to what you see
you can't embrace it
leave it well enough alone
and don't remember
cut your pride and watch it bleed
you can't deny it
pain you know you can't ignore
i don't remember

holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

if i can remember
to know this will conquer me
if i can just walk alone
and try to escape into me

sensation washes over me
i can't describe it
pain i felt so long ago
i don't remember

i'm just holding on to let them know
what's given to me, given to me
to hide behind my mask this time
and try to believe

if i can remember
to know this will conquer me
if i can just walk alone
and try to escape into me, into me, into me




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Aventura -

Gone




Mil palabras te podria decir
To make you come home
Seems so long ago you walked away
And left me alone
Y yo me acuerdo what you said to me
You were acting so strange
Quizas fui ciego y no quise entender
That you needed a change

Was it something I said
To make you turn away
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here
Right now.....

I've been seating here
Can't get you off my mind
I try my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane  wishing I can touch your face
.....but the truth re-mains
You're gone............
no estas.....gone
oh baby girl your gone
nooooo....gone

I don't want to make excuses baby
Won't change the fact that you're gone no no
Pero si algo es verdad mi amor
Siempre me rindo a tus pies
El tiempo pasa tan lento baby
Esa es mi vida sin ti (esa es mi vida sin ti)
And I dont wanna change my everyday
Pero no puedo mi amor
So I'll just hang around and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you
Y yo se corazon que tambien sientes lo mismo por mi
Dime que si

I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind ( no puedo mas)
I try my best to be a man and be strong (ooh)
I drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face
... but the truth remains
You're...gone
Tu no estas...gone
No-oo...gone
Oh baby girl,baby girl you're....gone
Noo-oo..gone

Dime que puedo hacer
Si no estas junto a mi
Dime niña que no vez
Que me muero por ti
Now that we are apart
Am I still in your heart
Niña linda que no vez
Te necesito aqui

Ooohh....
I've been sitting here (sentado aqui)
Can't get you off my mind ( en falta de tu amor)
I try my best to be man and be strong (listen to your man..)
I drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face..
..but the truth re-mains
You are...gone
I've been sitting here (sentado aquí)
Can't get you off my mind (can't get you off my mind)
I try my best to be a man and be strong (my best to be a man oooh)
I drove myself insane wishing I can touch your face..
but the truth re-mains
Your..gone gone gone (you are gone baby girl) gone gone gone
....but the truth re-mains you're.......





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Aventura -

obsession  (spanish, the real version)

Hello?
Shh, sólo escucha...

Son las cinco en la mañana
y yo no he dormido nada
pensando en tu belleza
en loco voy a parar
el insomnio es mi castigo
Tu amor será mi alivio
y hasta que no seas mía
no viviré en paz

Hoy conocí tu novio
pequeño y no buen mozo
Y sé que él no te quiere
por su forma de hablar
Además, tú no lo amas
porque él no da la talla
No sabe complacerte
como lo haría yo
Pero tendré paciencia
Porque no él es competencia
Por eso no hay motivos
para yo respetarlo...

Noooooo, no es amor
lo que tú sientes
Se llama obsesión
Una ilusión
en tu pensamiento
Que te hace hacer cosas
así funciona el corazón

Bien vestido y en mi Lexus
pasé por tu colegio
Me informan que te fuiste
Como un loco te fui alcanzar
Te busqué y no te encontraba
Y eso me preocupaba
Para calmar mi ansia
yo te quería llamar
Pero no tenía tu número
Y tu amiga ya me lo negó
ser bonito mucho me ayudó
Eso me trajo la solución

Yo sé que le gustaba
Y le di una mirada
con un par de palabritas
tu número me dio
Del celular llamaba
y tú no contestabas
Luego te puse un “beeper”
y no había conexión
Mi única esperanza
es que oigas mis palabras
“No puedo, tengo novio”
“No me enganches, por favor...”

Nooooo, no es amor… (escúchame, por favor)
Lo que tú sientes... (¿qué es?)
Se llama obsesión...
Una ilusión (estoy perdiendo el control)
En tu pensamiento
Que te hace hacer cosas
así funciona el corazón... (mi amor, por dios, no me enganches)(digo más)

Hice cita pa'l psiquiatra
A ver si me ayudaba
Pues ya no tengo amigos
por sólo hablar de ti
Lo que quiero es hablarte
Para intentar besarte
¿Será posible que por una obsesión uno pueda morir?
Y quizás pienses que soy tonto
“bribón” y también loco
Pero es que en el amor soy muy original
No enamoro como otros
Conquisto a mi modo
Amar es mi talento
te voy a enamorar

Disculpa si te ofendo
Pero es que soy honesto
Con lujo de detalles
Escucha mi versión
pura crema y chocolate
Untarte y devorarte
Llevarte a otro mundo
En tu mente, corazón
Ven vive una aventura
Hagamos mil locuras
Voy hacerte caricias que no se han inventado... (Let me find out)

No es amor, no es amor
Ssssssh, ah... Es una obsesión
No es amor, no es amor
Ssssssh, ah... Es una obsesión (Bis hasta el final)



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Aventura -

Gone (english remix lyrics)


yo yo this is the remix...
ring ring..... hello.... shhhh....
listen up... i gotta few words to tell you.....
It is 5 in the morning, I'm feelin kinda lonely
On top of that I'm horny, and I need u here with me.
Did I mention I can't sleep? You're always in my dreams
Y si no estas conmigo i won't be feelin right
Today I met ur man just smiled and walked away
To know how soon his girl just might become my wife
And he's no competition, let me give u a reason
You know  that you don't love him cuz he is not the one
You know he's kinda wack and that is so, so sad
To see how such a beauty is wasting all her time

oooh

No, I know it ain't love. Lo que tu sientes se llama obsecion.
Una illucion, that plays with your mind and makes you take action
when you're obsessed that's how it goes.

flossing jiggy in my Lexus, pase por tu colegio
Me informan que te fuiste, going crazy I ran lookin for you
Te busque y no te encontraba y eso me preocupaba
Para calmar mi ancia yo te queria llamar
But I didn't have ur digits, and ur girl just kept on dissin
And I know she must've liked me, me miraba con pasion
Baby, baby, I need your love stop ur frontin and give it up
sabes bien que soy mejor
Gonna be your Romeo.

No, yo se que no es amor, what u're feelin for me(what is it... what is it?)
se llama obsecon (rip my heart)
Una ilucion en tu pensamiento que te hace hacer cosas asi funciona el corazon.

Judy no por favor, go tell your man that he gotta go
Cuz I'm the one that's gonna stay in control
And I wanna be ur man, i wanna feel ur butt, wanna feel ur breasts
I wanna be the first and last to take you to your bed.

Yo Romeo lemme holla at this girl real quick.
Holla
It is five in the morning pick up the phone im hollerin at this girl
cuz i think her ass is out this world
i keep stressin but i gotta remember it's only an obsession and
lemme just keep finnessing original gots my own style top reppin the crowd
boy from up town hey yo this is the homie thanx to the incredible
resumey plus i make it edible like something inside of u
5 in the mornin, I can't get no sleep, can't get no sleep and its all a dream
mr jada
my combination of clothes timmidies i bust my gat but dont fall for dat
show u............
how to cruise
with a dude as smoothe as inside my truck my four rides... ride wit me
we could make love anywhere just get high with me judy truly im worth
few jenniens on the night can see me and doesnt exsist so poofffff
lets get down now
later we could reminisce this... this is the remix(X6)



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MUDVAYNE -

Happy Lyrics




In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear meat from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear meat from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing



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Cold -

Wasted Years Lyrics



There's a game life plays
makes you think you're everything they ever said you were
Like to take some time
Clear away everything I've planned

Was it life I've betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I dissapear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

There's nothing left but wasted years(2x)

If I could change my life
Be a simple kind of man try to do the best I can
if I could take the sides
I'd dreail every path I could
I'm about to die
won't you clear away from me give me strength to fly away

Was it life I've betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I dissapear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

There's nothing left but wasted years
(there's nothing left but wasted years)
There's nothing left but wasted years

Was it life I've betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win
did I drink too much
could I dissapear
and there's nothing that's left but wasted years

Was it life I've betrayed
(there's nothing left but wasted years)
for the shape that I'm in
(there's nothing left but wasted years)
did I drink too much
(there's nothing left but wasted years)
for those wasted years
(there's nothing left but wasted years)

Was it life I've betrayed
for the shape that I'm in
It's not hard to fail
it's not easy to win