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R.I.P Cacophany of Chaos - August 4, 1989 - January 5, 2007 - http://allpoetry.com/Cacophony%20of%20Chaos
She was an amazing poet and a good person and will be missed.
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I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL


I fight like a girl who refuses to be a victim.
I fight like a girl who's tired of being
IGNORED and HUMORED and BEATEN and RAPED.
I fight like a girl who's sick
of not being taken seriously.
I fight like a girl who's been pushed too far.
I fight like a girl who OFFERS and DEMANDS RESPECT.
I fight like a girl who has a lifetime of
ANGER and STRENGTH and PRIDE
pent up in her girly body.
I fight like a girl who doesn't believe in
FEAR and SUBMISSION.
I fight like a girl who knows that
THIS BODY and THIS MIND are mine.
I fight like a girl who knows that
YOU ONLY HAVE AS MUCH POWER
AS I GRANT YOU.
I fight like a girl who will never allow you
to take more than I offer.
I fight like a girl who FIGHTS BACK.
So next time you think you can distract yourself
from your insecurities by victimizing a girl,
THINK AGAIN.
She may be ME and
I FIGHT LIKE A GIRL.



Okay a little bit about me...hmmmm....My name is Mia...I'm 23, female, I live in Florida at the moment....yay...the state of the newly wed and the nearly dead, go me....yeah....right....

Okay...some of my fave bands (aplhabetical order)
Read them all if you can...and don't start thinking to yourself....(what the hell is she smoking)

1. A Perfect Circle
2. Alice in Chains
3. Age of Silence
4. Alabama Thunderpussy
5. Alchemist
6. Amon Amarth
7. Angelcorpse
8. Angel Dust
9. Apocalyptica
10. Arch Enemy
11. Asgard
12. Ashes You Leave
13. Avenged Sevenfold
14. Babylon Whores
15. Backyard Babies
16. Bal-Sagoth
17. Behemoth
18. Bella Morte
19. Between the Buried and Me
20. Black Label Society
21. Black Sabbath
22. Black Torment
23. Blood
24. Blaze
25. Burnt by the Sun
26. Cadaver
27. Cannibal Corpse
28. Canvas Solaris
29. Celldweller
30. Celtic Frost
31. Cephalic Carnage
32. Children of Bodom
33. Circle of Dead Children
34. Clan of Xymox
35. Cock and Ball Torture
36. Corrosion of Conformity
37. Crisis
38. Cult of Luna
39. Dark Moor
40. Darkest Hour
41. Darkthrone
42. Dark Tranquillity
43. Death Angel
44. Deeds of Flesh
45. Defleshed
46. Demigod
47. Demonic Christ
48. Demons and Wizards
49. Destruction
50. Diabolical Masquerade
51. Digital Ruin
52. Dimmu Borgir
53. Doll Factory
54. DragonForce
55. Dropkick Murphys
56. Dying Fetus
57. Edguy
58. Electric Wizard
59. Engorged
60. Ensiferum
61. Enslaved
62. Entombed
63. Eternal Tears of Sorrow
64. Evan's Blue
65. Evergrey
66. Exhumed
67. Fates Warning
68. Fear my Thoughts
69. Fear of Dolls
70. Finntroll
71. Flogging Molly
72. Forgotten Silence
73. Forgotten Tomb
74. Forlorn
75. Frozen Shadows
76. Garden of Shadows
77. Goatwhore
78. God Dethroned
79. Gorgasm
80. Graveland
81. Green Jelly
82. Hammerfall
83. Hammers of Misfortune
84. Harakiri
85. Hate Eternal
86. Hearse
87. Heaven Shall Burn
88. Heimdall
89. Hellchild
90. Helloween
91. Holocaust
92. Hypocrisy
93. Icarus Witch
94. Iced Earth
95. Inkubus Sukkubus
96. Immolation
97. Impaled Nazarene
98. Impiety
99. In Aeturnum
100. In Flames
101. Into Eternity
102. Iron Maiden
103. Iron Savior
104. Isis
105. Judas Iscariot
106. Katatonia
107. Kidney Theives
108. Killswitch Engage
109. King Diamond
110. Labyrinth
111. Lacrimas Profundere
112. Lacuna Coil
113. Lake of Tears
114. Lamb of God
115. Liar
116. Lords of Acid
117. Lost Horizon
118. Lost Soul
119. Lotus
120. Macabre
121. Madder Mortem
123. Malevolent Creation
124. Malice Mizer
125. Manilla Road
126. Manipulated Slaves
127. Mastodon
128. Mayhem
129. Melechesh
130. Memory Garden
131. Mental Home
132. Mercyful Fate
133. Meshuggah
134. Misanthrope
135. Misery Index
136. Moi Dix Mois
137. Moonsorrow
138. Moonspell
139. Morbid Angel
140. Morningstar
141. Mortuary Drape
142. Motorhead
143. My Dying Bride
144. Napalm Death
145. Nargaroth
146. Necromantia
147. Nightwish
148. Nocturnal Rites
149. Nosferatu
150. Otep
151. Pentagram
152. Rammstein
153. Red Lorry Yellow Lorry
154. Rob Zombie
155. Rotting Christ
156. Rosetta Stone
157. Saturnus
158. Sevendust
159. Six Feet Under
160. Snake River Conspiracy
161. Sonata Artica
162. Stratovarius
163. Switchblade Symphony
164. The 69 Eyes
165. The Cruxshadows
166. The Dillinger Escape Plan
167. The Haunted
168. The Kovenant
169. Tool
170. Under The Pagan Moon
171. Vinterland
172. White Zombie
173. Wolfsheim
174. Zeromancer

I'll add more as I think of them.


Okay, I saw this on your Profile Alex, and had to steal it, forgive me.


St. Mary's Catholic Church says:

"If Your Child is a Gothic, Reform Through the Lord!

Listed below are some warning signs to indicate if your child may
have gone astray from the Lord.

Gothic (or goth) is a very obscure and often dangerous culture that young teenagers are prone to participating in. The gothic culture leads young, susceptible minds into an imagined world of evil, darkness, and violence. Please seek immediate attention through counselling, prayer, and parental guidance to rid your child of Satan's temptations if five or more of the following are applicable to your child:

(x = yes)


-Frequently wears black clothing. (try wears black clothes all the time) x

-Wears band and/or rock t-shirts. x

-Wears excessive black eye makeup, lipstick or nailpolish. x

-Wears any odd, silver jewelry or symbols. Some of these include:
reversed crosses, pentagrams, pentacles, ankhs or various other
Satanic worshipping symbols. (never leave home without a pentacle) x

-Shows an interest in piercings or tattoos. (try has several piercings/tattoos) x

-Listens to gothic or any other anti-social genres of music. (Marilyn Manson claims to be the anti-Christ, and publicly speaks against the Lord. Please discard any such albums IMMEDIATELY.) x

-Associates with other people that dress, act or speak Accentrically. x

-Shows a declining interest in wholesome activities, such as: the
Bible, prayer, church or sports. x

-Shows an increasing interest in death, vampires, magic, the occult, witchcraft or anything else that involves Satan. (go paganism) x

-Takes drugs.

-Drinks alcohol. x

-Is suicidal and/or depressed.

-Cuts, burns or partakes in any other method of self-mutilation.
(This is a Satanic ritual that uses pain to detract from the light of God and His love. Please seek immediate attention for this at your local mental health center.)

-Complains of boredom. x

-Sleeps too excessively or too little. x

-Is excessively awake during the night. x

-Dislikes sunlight or any other form of light. (This pertains to
vampires promoting the idea that His light is of no use.) x

-Demands an unusual amount of privacy. x

-Spends large amounts of time alone. x

-Requests time alone and quietness. (This is so that your child may speak to evil sprits through meditation.) x

-Insists on spending time with friends while unaccompanied by an
adult. x

-Disregards authority figures; teachers, priests, nuns and elders are but a few examples of this. x

-Misbehaves at school. x

-Misbehaves at home. x

-Eats excessively or too little. x

-Eats goth-related foods. Count Dracula cereal is an example of this. (raises an eyebrow) x

-Drinks blood or expresses an interest in drinking blood. (Vampires believe this is how to attain Satan. This act is very dangerous and should be stopped immediately.)

-Watches cable television or any other corrupted media sources. (Ask your local church for proper programs that your child may watch.) (does porn count as cable television and/or corrupted media?) x

-Plays videos games that contains violence or role-playing nature. x


-Uses the internet excessively and frequently makes time for the
computer. (try never gets off the computer) x

-Makes Satanic symbols and/or violently shakes head to music. x

-Dances to music in a provocative or sexual manner. x

-Expresses an interest in sex. x

-Masturbates x

-Is homosexual and/or bisexual. x

-Pursues dangerous cult religions. Such include: Satanism,
Scientology, Philosophy, Paganism, Wicca, Hinduism and Buddhism. x (I'm Wiccan, big fucking deal) x

-Wears pins, stickers or anything else that contains these various
phrases: "I'm so gothic", "I'm dead", "woe is me", "I'm a goth".

-Claims to be a goth.

....Hmmmm....I guess that make me gothic....Oh well....fuck the catholic church.

I'm not going to add movies, because that would take forever to read...Anyways...I surf and kickbox, I love to walk alone on the beach at night, or skinny dip, it's so refreshing, and well....that's about it.