CraZedAsh07• Show poetry

I am 21 years old, been using all poetry for 5 years now. Im not on as much as I use to be. A lot has happend in the past 5 years. Lost a lot of (what I thought) friends, (Highschool) fell in love, got my heart broken, got back on my feet, fell in love again with the greatest guy :-) living on my own with my B/F; missing my mum and sis, but getting by. I love my new job! Did I mention I went to Italy! YES ITALY! Things are definately starting to look up from where I had been.

Most of my poems are depressing and sad but thats what my peoms did for me. They helped me release. Now I hope to get back on again and share the love and happiness that Has filled me once again.

I will never forget or forgive the shi** that has happend to me & ESPECIALLY my lil' sister.

However, its time to try and look forward.

ash

Heres a Survey about me
...Have You Ever...
( x) Smoked a cigarette
(x ) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x..heard) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(x ) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ..airport) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating


( ) I'm single
( x) I'm in a relationship
( x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
(x ) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( x) have a fear of commitment.
( x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
( ) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

( x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
( x) I've been kissed in the rain. =]
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
(x) have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

( x) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x ) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
( ) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(x ) I've run a red light.
( ) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
( ) I've been in a fist fight.
( ) I've been arrested.
( ) I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

(x) I've consumed alcohol.
( ) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x ) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
( ) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
( ) I can't swallow pills.
( ) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
( ) I take anti-depressants.
( ) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x ) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
( ) I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
( ) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

( ) I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(heard ) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone i no has attempted suicide.
( x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
( ) I've attempted suicide.


Random

(x) I can sing well.
( ) I open up to others easily.
(x) I watch the news.
( ) I don't kill bugs.
( ) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
( x) I sing in the shower.
(x..when i want to be) I am a morning person.
( ) I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
( ) I'm a snob about grammar.
( ) I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
( ) have "x"s in my screen name
(x) I love being neat
( ) I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
(eh..working on it) I bake well.
(x ) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
( x) I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
( i want to learn) I know how to shoot a gun.
( ) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
( ) I eat fast food weekly
( x) I believe in ghosts.
( ) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
( ) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
( ) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
( ...depends where you tickle me ) I am really ticklish.
(x ) I love white chocolate
( ) I bite my nails (more the skin around them)
(x) I play video games
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(getting better ) I'm good at remembering names.
( ) I'm good at remembering dates.
( i have somewhat of an idea..but it changes time to time) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
( ) I have tried to join a circus and failed