Matthais Raplaces Judah
It is so that my transgressions have born a withered fruit,
the sun has scorched the rising plans;
alas they have no root, the bleached bones of animals bound by leather strips,
dance through the air with laughter as i wield this wicked whip,
as you did warn me carpenter, this world has weakened my heart,
so easily i disparage, self-seeking the work of my art,
and there you have come to me at the moment i bathe in my sorrow,
so in love with myself, sought after avoiding tomorrow,
where do you find the love to offer he who betrays you?
and offer to wash my feet as i offer to disobey you,
your beauty does bereave me, and how my words do fail,
so faithfully and dutifully i award you with betrayal,
the weak and the down trodden fall on broken legs,
as i walk past a smile i cast, fervor in my stead,
but my bones like plastic, do buckle backward now,
i lay in this field by Judas' bowels and anticipate the plow,
i can not be forgiven; my wages will be paid,
for those more lovely and admirable is least among the saved,
and where would i fit Jesus?
what place is left for me?
the price of atonement is more than i've found to offer up as my plea,
Jesus my heart is all i have to give to you, so weak and so unworthy,
this simply will not do, no alabaster jar, no diamond in the rough,
for your body that was broken, how can this be enough?
by me you were abandoned, by me you were betrayed,
yet in your arms and in your heart forever i have stayed
Your glory illuminates my life, and no darkness will descend,
for you have loved me forever, and your love will never end
-Showbread
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to contrast these demons is harder then i thought, they violently pull strings with bloody hands and ive hacked away at myself trying to ki17 lines, 5 comments, March 23, 2006. In Angst
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i swallow this jagged pill
everytime i say i love you i cough up blood -
this damned distortions wearing my sanity thin
my decaying soul is bleeding through my torn skin
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world under me on February 18, 2005dude preach it Im a christian but I dont fit in sometimes
I love blindside and underoath and your poems rock my face off -
EarthShadow on February 15, 2005you are an exquisite poet!
i luv u! lol
im in texas as well. where in this vast state are you?
well ill catch ya later!
much <3
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Scarlet Ambrosia on February 10, 2005i wrote quite a lot of dark poetry...check out my Vampire Trilogy
.....cool author page by the way
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Shatteredimage on February 8, 2005it sucks all my friends have bfs and i'm the only one with out one and they are all getting stuff for valentines day and i am sitting there smiling and pretending that i am happy but they all tell me there's someone out there........i hope it's true too
