I am what I am. A young woman, more than a child but less than an adult... or at least can't yet look in the mirror and see herself as an adult.
But why a what and not a who? Because "who" is an identity not yet built. I can tell you that my name is Justine, but that does not reveal who I am. I am play-doh, still being molded by life and not yet hardened into my final form by age.
So what form do I have thus far? What can I really tell you about me? I'm shy, yet surprisingly trusting of new acquaintances, flaky, quick to anger with varying speeds on forgiveness, eager to laugh, slow to apologize when I don't understand the wrong I've committed. I can be a bitch and I accept it fully. Yet I can be one of your most loyal friends if you earn my love and respect. I'm a college student and a furry. I have a boyfriend of over a year... but even as I speak, another shovel full of earth is tossed out of the shallow grave being built for two. Who knows how soon the occupant will be laid to rest, two shots to the chest still smoking. He had it comin'....
But why a what and not a who? Because "who" is an identity not yet built. I can tell you that my name is Justine, but that does not reveal who I am. I am play-doh, still being molded by life and not yet hardened into my final form by age.
So what form do I have thus far? What can I really tell you about me? I'm shy, yet surprisingly trusting of new acquaintances, flaky, quick to anger with varying speeds on forgiveness, eager to laugh, slow to apologize when I don't understand the wrong I've committed. I can be a bitch and I accept it fully. Yet I can be one of your most loyal friends if you earn my love and respect. I'm a college student and a furry. I have a boyfriend of over a year... but even as I speak, another shovel full of earth is tossed out of the shallow grave being built for two. Who knows how soon the occupant will be laid to rest, two shots to the chest still smoking. He had it comin'....
- Last seen on Apr 15 7:44 PM. Member since January 15, 2005.
- I'm a topaz horse poet for 13 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Everyone needs to take more time to chase bufferflies".
- I am a girl from Arizona (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm ME! .
- I have 13 comments, 20 poems, 2 stories
My Poetry
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18 lines, 1 comment, April 13, 2007
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Stand there, lost and alone
At the fork in the road
My Stories
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Where day meets night, a solitary door serves as the gateway between light and shadow. This portal is the only thing to break the monotonous opaque wall between the two realms.
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I lie still on the picnic table, staring up at the heavens. Shredded grey clouds scuttle across the sky. They mimic my mood: overcast. They appear as tattered as I feel. Lately
Guest Book
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Faded-Light on September 3, 2006-gasp- I NEVER DID! I am EVIL! Bad Alyssa, bad fox girl... -chides self- I will go comment now, because that is what I promised to do and did not do thus I will fulfill the promise now!!! Super Vixen to the rescue!!!!
Love yas,
~Alyssa~
PS. We are sooo doing something next weekend! This sucks not seeing you, and I is sorry for not being online much... I am a bad vixen... :'( -
Faded-Light on March 16, 2006Pistol esh purty... ^^ Love yas mi amiga!
~Alyssa~ -
Deaf-Mute on December 12, 2005Myuh!
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Faded-Light on July 5, 2005-glomps- Justine!
