Heya Im Ceroxity Serenity i love poetry and when my friend introduced me to this site i was so excided and happy i thank that friend a bunch for that he knows who he is,
well there are only a few things that inspire me.
1) My Mother who doesn't even know it yet.
My mother isn't always around if i'm lucky ill see her twice a year, and even luckier if i see her three times. Christmas and her birthday if i miss hers ill see her on my birthday. At first it use to make me sad but now i'm to use to it in order to feel sad about it. even though i still like to think of us as close we are in away in most ways not really.
2) My friends. They are always there for me they make me laugh when i'm down and always listen to what i have to say even though sometimes it end up into an argument but i love them it makes us closer because they know ill always be there when they need me most and me too they'll be them when i need them most.
3) My love life. Even though i'm single now i had a love that i thought would always be there by my side in the end we grew apart to much happened that i find is to hard to work on. I haven't given up but i let go of that part and grew from it so that i can try again later with someone new perhaps. i believe in the word and want to show on how much i see the way it is. its a beautiful feeling and im hoping one day ill feel it again and i know i will.
4) a NEW Comer In my Life. I met a wonderful person in my life who Inspired me to go on with music again and how much i realized that its my passion in life and how much i want to grow in my voice so we can join together and have success in music. thank you Nyhte
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The things i dislike in life
1) when people pity me i don't want pity i don't need it i'm strong and can over come any obstacle for someone to pity me makes me feel like i'm weak and can't do things on my own pity is not in my vocabulary never will be.
2) When people say they cant. everyone can do what ever they desire most to say you cant do something is like saying you already gave up on yourself. to give up on yourself is like saying you don't enjoy life not to enjoy life is saying you don't want to be here but you are and you should love who you are because everyone in this world is beautiful and talented just believe in yourself you'll get farther in life and you'll see that life is wonderful and you'll enjoy it much more with higher expectancy on yourself and you'll grow even brighter i love this life i have and i cant wait to see whats up ahead.
3)the word hate. Hate is a strong word and its hard at times to forgive when something hurts you so deeply but to feel hate is to really hate yourself when you tell someone you hate them your really saying it to yourself. and when you allow your self to have that hate rid your losing in the end hate is a self losing word that know one should use when you forgive your winning and your an even greater person inside. Please love your self and others around you because thats the best thing to help you grow into a very memorable person and you'll receive more love than you give. give as much as you can its worth it in the end.
thats all i can say about myself for now if you want to know more then tell me ill write more hehe. bye for now.
well there are only a few things that inspire me.
1) My Mother who doesn't even know it yet.
My mother isn't always around if i'm lucky ill see her twice a year, and even luckier if i see her three times. Christmas and her birthday if i miss hers ill see her on my birthday. At first it use to make me sad but now i'm to use to it in order to feel sad about it. even though i still like to think of us as close we are in away in most ways not really.
2) My friends. They are always there for me they make me laugh when i'm down and always listen to what i have to say even though sometimes it end up into an argument but i love them it makes us closer because they know ill always be there when they need me most and me too they'll be them when i need them most.
3) My love life. Even though i'm single now i had a love that i thought would always be there by my side in the end we grew apart to much happened that i find is to hard to work on. I haven't given up but i let go of that part and grew from it so that i can try again later with someone new perhaps. i believe in the word and want to show on how much i see the way it is. its a beautiful feeling and im hoping one day ill feel it again and i know i will.
4) a NEW Comer In my Life. I met a wonderful person in my life who Inspired me to go on with music again and how much i realized that its my passion in life and how much i want to grow in my voice so we can join together and have success in music. thank you Nyhte
.The things i dislike in life
1) when people pity me i don't want pity i don't need it i'm strong and can over come any obstacle for someone to pity me makes me feel like i'm weak and can't do things on my own pity is not in my vocabulary never will be.
2) When people say they cant. everyone can do what ever they desire most to say you cant do something is like saying you already gave up on yourself. to give up on yourself is like saying you don't enjoy life not to enjoy life is saying you don't want to be here but you are and you should love who you are because everyone in this world is beautiful and talented just believe in yourself you'll get farther in life and you'll see that life is wonderful and you'll enjoy it much more with higher expectancy on yourself and you'll grow even brighter
i love this life i have and i cant wait to see whats up ahead.3)the word hate. Hate is a strong word and its hard at times to forgive when something hurts you so deeply but to feel hate is to really hate yourself when you tell someone you hate them your really saying it to yourself. and when you allow your self to have that hate rid your losing in the end hate is a self losing word that know one should use when you forgive your winning and your an even greater person inside. Please love your self and others around you because thats the best thing to help you grow into a very memorable person and you'll receive more love than you give. give as much as you can its worth it in the end
.thats all i can say about myself for now if you want to know more then tell me ill write more hehe. bye for now.
- Last seen on Nov 13 7:49 PM. Member since May 24.
- I'm a amethyst understanding poet for 30 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "im very happy ".
- I am a 20 year old woman (Canada)
- When I'm not writing, I'm singing.
- I have 30 comments, 25 poems, 3 journals
My Poetry
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I hope whoever reads this understand what it means. this is depression from abroken heart.25 lines, 1 comment, November 13. In Pain
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As I sit here thinking of you,
I realize how hard it will be,40 lines, 2 comments, November 13 -
I would cry at night seeing you hurt,
As you put that bottle to your mouth,21 lines, 4 comments, November 12. In Pain -
Trusting this fragile heart in your hands,
Was a mistake that can't be undone,
My journal entries
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I wish it was easy to give up the only person that i love with all my heart. but yet before i sleep he's on my mind and wondering if im in his. he hurt me so deeply but yet i forgive him because of how much i really love him. even though others would think it were a waste of my time i would gladly wait there foreverJune 20, In Lost love. 400 words. → Make first comment?
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david guess what i found. i found the key of what makes me happy. and i think i know how to let go of certain emotions. the more im on my own the more im understanding my feelings and understanding myself. i finally understand why i was happy when we first met and why i was happy in the first place i was proud of mysJune 15, In Happiness, Life, Message, My life, My own personal thoughts. 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Im so sad at times, when im lonely i only think of my mother. on how i wish she could be here next to me and tell me that things will be fine and i can do it. i just dont know what to do sometimes with out having a mother to let me know whats right or wrong instead i learn the hard way and it get very tired some. perMay 28, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
Guest Book
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Ceroxity : thank you on September 3thank you everyone for reading my work im sorry i havent been keeping up with the poems but i promise i will write more i hope everyone enjoys what they read and i hope that i can write more soon
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DesolatELifE on August 1'when people pity me i don't want pity i don't need it i'm strong and can over come any obstacle for someone to pity me makes me feel like i'm weak and can't do things on my own pity is not in my vocabulary never will be.' - for someone without pity in your vocabulary, you sure used it a lot of times in that sentence!
Heh.
Great point to make. Don't let it change. -
Ted E Bare on July 9Wanted to take the time to ink your page and now noticed that you're fairly new and getting started, so by all means welcome to AP!
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Nyhte : Mm, I'm your first. on June 18The pleasure of leaving the first comment on your Guestbook is me. I can now claim a bit of fame. Haha, I enjoy your writing style, raw, emotional and off the cuff. It carries quite a bit of weight and a lot of potential. I think you'll make a great poet.
