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"I love not from my heart, for it is mortal, and has no love left to      

         give.  I love from my undying soul."
                      - free-samples




hi im paige. i am 14 years old.
mi birthday is october 26

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i live in melbourne fl
the only great thing about it is that i can shop at walmart and the mall. its the best thing in the world. also we have the beaches.and the hott guys...lol...

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i have brown eyes and brown hair and a great tan

my email is
     
 x00xpaigex00x@yahoo.com

my aim is
     
 GrumpyBearRox111

u can talk to me when ever

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I'm one of those random people who just says whatever's on their mind.  I'm always asking random questions ,like ask all of mi friends.  I'm kinda shy .  I love a risk, even if there stupid. If you ever need a friend or someone to talk to, just call  me.  mi fav band is Simple Plan. I love to laugh. I love to talk. i could ramble on for hours about stuff that is like so stupid..... welll that's some more  stuff about me ... hope you liked it...lol



                     * MY AP FAMILY *    
my ap mom is
      ~ xxanasangelxx ~ an i love her with all mi heart and  
my AP aunt is
    ~ meejin ~ she is so freaking awsome   and
my ap sisters are
~ angel of melody ~she is the best sister any1 can have and  
~ jadedivaxx120360xx ~words cant explan wat she means 2me   and
~ keket321 ~she is my best friend   and
~ Gabby Sabby ~ mi wonderful little sis and
~ musical angel ~ she rockz!!!   and

my ap brother is
~poem prince ~he is the best bro in the world   and            

my ap freinds are
~ all of mi AP family   and  
~ lonely ghost burnin   and
~ weirdo clownfish  
~ the demon within me   and  
~ holding on 4 now   and
~ jib   and  
~ oh its me   and
~ free-samples   and
~ Amsnuggles   and
~ static   and
~  syastriker7   and
~ bads   and      

~ Thats Absurd ~ CHRIS UR THE BESTEST EVER LOVE YA LOTS   and  


               *  wat i like in guys   *

is some1 who can make me laugh and is a sweet and a sensible romantic guy

has 2 b taller than me older than me and a all around hott guy  and a good personality cause thats wat counts


              * I LOVE MOVIES *
i luv the movie the notebook its the most romantic movie.. plus ryan gosling is really hott...... i also love scarry movie...


              * MY FAV COLORS *
r pink and black and blue and black and white and black and green and black .... Purple and black too.. i guess i like everything with black except yellow and black cause it makes me think of a bumblebee

                 





 

  * quotes *  

*Quod Me Nutrit Me Destruit*
    (What Nourishes Me, Destroys Me)  


People, even more than things, have to be restored,
             renewed, revived, reclaimed and redeemed
             and redeemed and redeemed.
             
             Never throw out anybody.
             Remember, if you ever need a helping hand,
             you'll find one at the end of your arm.
             As you grow older you will discover that
             you have two hands.
             One for helping yourself, the other for helping others.

             ~*~Sam Levenson~*~

                                 

†╬†ωaŦ¢ħ †ħє BŁøøđ ÐяїÞ đøωñ ħєя Fa¢є...Bu† Ðσñ'Ŧ †akє ÑøŦĩ¢є†╬†


 
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                      ♥ MI SONGS ♥



   ~ my plague ~  slipknot
   
I’m in conniptions for the final act you came here for
The one derivative you manage is the one I abhor
I need a minute to elaborate for everyone the
Everyday bullbunny things that you have done

Your impossible ego bunny is like a
Megalomaniacal tab on my tongue
You bunnyin’ touch me I will rip you apart
I’ll reach in and take a bite out of that
bunny you call a heart...

I don’t mind being ogled, ridiculed
Made to feel miniscule
If you consider the source, it’s kinda pitiful
The only thing you really know about me is...
...that’s all you’ll ever know

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

I’m turning it around like a knife in the shell
I wanna understand why, but I’m hurting myself
I haven’t seen a lotta reasons to stop it
I can’t just drop it
I’m just a bunny, but at least I admit it
At least I admit it

I know why you blame me (yourself)
I know why you plague me (yourself)

Kill you - bunny you - I will never be you
Kill you - bunny you - I will never be you
I can’t bunnyin’ take it anymore
A snap of the synapse
And now it’s bunnyin’ war
Kill you - bunny you - I will never be you





   *i am hated* slipknot

The whole world is my enemy - and I’m a walking target
Two times the devil with all the significance
Dragged and raped for the love of a mob
I can’t stay - because I can’t be stopped
Eat motherbunnys alive who cross us
I know you’re all tired of the same ol’ bosses
Let me tell you how it’s gonna be
I’m gonna kill anyone who steps up in front of me

Welcome to the same ol’ bunny scam
Same ol’ bunny in a dead fad

Everybody wants to be so hard
Are you real or a second rate sports card?
They all lost their dad or their wife just died
They never got to go outside - shut up
Nobody gives a bunny
It doesn’t change the fact that you suck

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what’s inside of me, you’ll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always bunny
And I don’t think I need this anymore

Now I’m not pretty and I’m not cool
But I’m fat and I’m ugly and proud - so bunny you
Standing out is the new pretension
Sreamline the (sic)ness, half-assed aggression
You gotta see it to believe it, we all got conned
All the mediocre sacred cows we spawne
Put your trust in the mission
We will not repent - this is our religion

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what’s inside of me, you’ll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always bunny
And I don’t think I need this anymore

I am hated
You are hated
We are hated

Everything sucks and I can prove it
Everybody dies, shuffle on, remove it
Individuals, indispensable
I’m the paradox deity vessel
...the other side holds no secret
But this side is done, I don’t need it
Before you go, you should know you’re breaking down
You’ll be rotten by the time you’re underground

(we are) the anti-cancer
(we are) the only answer
Stripped down, we want you dead
But what’s inside of me, you’ll never know
(we are) bipolar gods
(we are) you know what we are
My life was always bunny
And I don’t think I need this anymore

(we are) the source of conscience
(we are) distorted sentients
There’s only one thing left
And I can’t leave until it’s sated
(we are) the absolute
(we are) controlling you
They’re closing in, I can’t escape
I am hated






    ~swing swing~ all american rejects


Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Dreams cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?

Bury me
(You thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away)

Swing, swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed
By a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again?














                         




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