~If love is a battlefield, who is the winner? Is it the person who gives their heart as a token or the one that breaks it beyond repair?~ -Me (DONT STEAL)
......... , . - . - , _ , ...... A tribute to Valdamir....
......... ) ` - . .> ' `( ......the best Midnighter
........ / . . . .` . .. \.......we could have had,
........ |. . . . . |. ..| .... the best little emo baby,
......... \ . . ./ . ./ ./......and the kid that held Ember togther.
........... `=( /.=` ...........You may have
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....... | | ,. ||/ .............I hope you are happy,
.... ,..` | /|.,|Y, ............litle Vladamir.
..... '-...'-._..||/ ...........Blessed Be in
......... >_.-`Y| ............your afterlife....
.............. ,_|| ............may you play
................ || ............in the fields of
................. || ...........summerland...
................. || ...........just like your mommy
................. |/ ............ wanted you too...
................................Nanny Crystal
-MAY 2, 2009
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OMG I Read this off an emo quiz on Myspace and cried my eyes out, its so beautiful and sad

~Erich~
You and Erich had been dating since 7th grade. You loved him more then anything else in the entire world. One day after your usual friday date night he dropped you off at home and walked you to the door. You guys got there and he looked at you like he was going to cry. You asked him what was wrong but he cut you off.
"_____ it's over. Sorry I've wasted all these years of your life but I'm just bored. I need to meet someone knew. Plus I'm moving so there's no point to keep in touch"
You stared at him in shock. You couldn't even find the words to say anything. There was no sign of a breakup everything had been fine before now.
You stared at him sobbing and said
"Why? Erich I love you. I always have! What happen what did I do wrong please don't leave your my bestfriend! I'll never love anyone else.!"
he looked at you crying and angry.
"Don't do this _____" and he started to walk back to his car sobbing too.
He got in and locked the doors and sped off as you chased him down the street crying and screaming. And just as he turned the curb you tripped and just laid there and cried on the ground for what seemed forever.
School was never the same you barley smiled anymore and almost never talked. Untill almost a year after Erich had been gone you got home and there was a man standing at your door.
You walked up nervous but he was a police man so you didn't have to worry. He said
"I have two letters for you" with the saddest look in his eyes.
He gave you the first one and it was from the goverment telling you Erich died In action in the war.
You just fell to your knees and said
"War? He went to the War? Why didn't he tell me?!" crying now. The police man handed you the other letter looking like he was going to cry too.
"I think this will explain it all. You know I've never seen anything like that" the police man said as he walked away. You opened up the next letter and it was from Erich.
"Hey Baby, it's Erich. Look if you get this letter it means I didn't survive. So this letter is real scary to write because I hope you never have to read it. I was going to come back if I made it out alive you know. I was going to tell you every thing. But I figured it might hurt you less if you didn't care about me like you used to when you found out I died. Thats why I had to break your heart in the most awful and cruel way. I loved you with everything I had. I brought everything you ever gave me and every picture of you to war with me. I kept my favorite picture of you, you know the one of you at prom, stuck to my heart every battle I went to. And you know I wasn't scared of dying. Becuase I had already lost you so nothing could be scarier then that. I was just scared that I'd never be able to see you again. Your the best thing that ever happened to me. I could never get bored of all your smiles and laughes. I wanted a future with you. Kids and a big house, the whole thing. In all my years of being alive I've never met anyone like you. All my war buddies are dying to meet you. Cause your all I talk about. Most of them have fallen in love with you too! hahaha. Please don't cry over me _____. You are the prettiest girl in the entire world. And you've got an even better personality. You'll find a man that makes your heart skip a couple beats just like you made mine. And maybe you'll just have to remind him how lucky he is, becuase losing you is the worst possible thing I can imagine. Don't lose your sparkle. Thats what I fell in love with. Go back to school and hold your head up high smile and laugh, do it for me please. Just becuase I'm gone doesn't mean that noone else should miss out on a smile like yours. Go out and have some fun! Call up the girls stay in and cry for a couple days and talk about me but thats all! I want you to move on. I want you to start your life. Maybe we were just never meant to be, there are bigger things planned out there for you. Just be the girl I fell in love with all those years ago and everything will be alright.
I wish this letter could be longer but I'm about to go into battle and this one is the one I'm not so sure I'll survive. I just want you to know, I love you. I always have, I always will, no matter how far away I am from you. I'm just a piece in your life but your the finished puzzle in mine. I love you ____. All I want to do is say it all day to you.
Love forever and always,
the boy who lost his everything,
Erich."
it was hard to read becuase there were tear marks all over the page. But all you did was lay on your porch all day and cried. When your parents came home from work they read the letters and helped you up to your room. You never really fully got over Erich. But one day his war buddy Josh showed up at the door. He told you all the stories Erich ever told them and gave you back everything Erich carried around. You guys talked a bit and became life long friends. Eventually you fell in love and married him. You guys had a beautiful son you named Erich. And the Letter Erich wrote you hung in a frame on the wall. You and Josh loved each other very much and both thought if Erich couldn't have you he would of wanted Josh to. You and Josh lived happily ever after.
aww

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YOU DON'T TASTE LIKE SKITTLES AT ALL!!!
if u don't get this....you are not smart enough to read my page

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Look me up on myspace. www.myspace.com/inuyasha_lover11 !
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Ok so like hi my name is Gabrielle but I like to be called Crystal Vixen (or like aloo calls me yo gabba gabba
) I am a satanist/wiccan and my element is water
I love anime and am a a huge fan of yaoi (lol im weird) my fav couples ar ItachixSaskue, ItachixDeidra, LightxL, and MelloxMatt. I love reading the stuff by Kaline Renee (shes a genius!!) look her up on storywrite. Um I'm random and hyper but I'm mostly very depressed and evil
I hate drama and posers who cut, u give emos a bad name. I'm also emo and bisexual so dont judge. So like anything u wanna know about me ask so like have a happyhappyjoyjoy day














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My awesome and favorite sister (besides Sonata...ur my fav bc ur my twin
) wrote me this poem...it is beautifully written but corny and was probally written when she was drinking Smirnoff
ENJOYsister dear get me a beer,nothing more nothing less your my sister and the best
someone needs to give her a medal this was amazing
x's 1000Wanna know what bands i like look at my playlist
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(>' ')># I was going to give you this waffle.
#<(' '<) But then, I was like.
(>'#'<) "I'm hungry."
(>'-'<) So I ate it.
(>^-^<)
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CUTTING WARNING LABEL
Before you make that first cut, remember--
You will find the blood and pain release addictive.
Even though you think you can make a few tiny cuts that aren't deep and will heal easily--
They will get deeper.
They will scar.
They will take sometimes months to heal.
And years for the scars to fade.
If you think you can limit the cutting to one area of your body think again.
It will spread when you run out of skin.
Be prepared to withdraw from others and live in a constant state of shame.
Even if you are the most honest person ever to live-- You will find yourself lying to the people you love.
You will jerk back from your friends when they touch you as if their hands were dipped in poison.
You will be terrified that they will feel something under the cloth of your shirt or because it just plain hurts so much to be touched.
Be prepared to get so out of control you fear your next cut because you don't know how bad it will be.
Just wait for 10 cuts to turn into 100.
Be prepared for your entire life to revolve around thinking about cutting--
Cutting and covering up cutting.
And just wait till that first time you cut "too deep."
And you freak out because the blood won't stop...
And you are gasping...
And you feel yourself shaking all over.
You are having a panic attack and you are terrified but
you can`t tell anyone.
So you sit there alone...
Praying it will be okay--
Swearing you'll never let it go this far again...
But you will, and further....
Don't worry, you will learn how to take care of your cuts so that you can go deeper and deeper and avoid the ER.
And the better you get at treating your cuts,
The deeper they get.
You will lie to yourself and justify it when you find youself spending 20, 30, or 50 dollars every time you go the pharmacy.
You will feel the flutter of your heartbeat everytime you go to the counter to ring up your order. Butterfly strips--
3 or 4 different kinds of dressings...
Betadine...
Antibiotic cream...
Medical tape...
Scar reducers...
You will tap your foot impatiently hoping the line will just move and noone will stare at you or wonder why you need all these things.
And at the same time secretly hope someone will notice--
Someone who is standing in line with an armful of the same supplies.
Someone who understands--
But of course that never happens.
Medical supplies won't be the only thing you spend all your money on.
Be prepared to buy a new wardrobe--
Longsleeve shirts in summer colors, bracelets, wristbands, boots...
The list goes on and on.
You will start looking at everyone in a different way.
Scanning their bodies for any signs of SI.
Just hoping that you might meet someone like you so you
don't feel so terribly alone.
You wont even think about it,
As your eyes scan their wrists arms.
Hoping, just hoping they will be like you.
But they are not.
You will see their clean arms and feel terribly ashamed and alone.
You will start doing a lot of things alone.
You will always have to wash your laundry in private so no one sees the blood stains on your clothes and towels.
You will always be cleaning up the blood.
Scrubbing your bathroom floor.
Wiping the blood off your keyboard.
You won't be able to make it through a day without cutting.
Next thing you know you are in a public bathroom somewhere breaking open a scab with a sewing needle that you keep in your wallet for emergencies.
When you get really desperate,
Anything will be a cutting tool...
Scissors...a car key...a needle...a paperclip...even a pen.
Doesn't matter what it is if you need to cut bad enough you will find something.
Say goodbye to things you took for granted.
Like wearing shorts or sandals...pedicures...sleeveless tops.
A normal summer day at the beach or in a swimming pool will become a far off memory for you.
Get ready to itch.
Because you will itch and itch.
So much you will look like you have fleas or a skin disease.
You will become an expert on your body as you destroy it carefully.
You will dream about cutting.
You will dream about being exposed.
It will haunt you day and night and take over your life.
You will wish you never made that first cut because while you absolutely hate cutting--
At the same time you love it and can not live without it...
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19 ways to keep a girl
1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING.
[She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward]
2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other.
[She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her]
3. When standing, wrap your arms around her.
[It makes her feel like you really love her.}
4. Cuddle with her.
[She'll feel like your there for her]
5.
Hug her from behind
[It makes her feel special]
6. Write little notes.
[She smiles.
They're cute; The end]
7. Compliment her Honestly.
[No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her]
8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.
[It makes her feel wanted]
9. Be super sweet to her.
= )
[All girls like a super sweet guy]
10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
[She'll go to bed with a smile]
11. Comfort her when she cries.
[She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her]
12.
Wipe away her tears
[It'll show you'll always be there]
13. Love her with all your heart.
[Not with your brain... or your ......]
14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it).
[It's true boys!]
15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her).
[Every girl loves a guy who is a gentleman]
16.
DON'T let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her
[& it'll make her feel like you aren't really there for her]
17.
Take her for a long walk at night!
[She just wants to be alone. & that's not always bad. The world can be annoying sometimes & you just need to be alone.}
18.
When it's cold outside hold her close
[You want her to be happy & she's happy in your arms]
19.
Draw on or rub her back as she is tryin to rest or sleep
[This just feels good!] {not with a pen you idiot, with your finger}
Girls - repost this if you think it's sweet
Guys - repost this if you would do any of it
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Dark for fear of failure,
An inner gloom as wide as an eye and fermenting,
Roiling hate,
Death gripping in my veins,
Unveiling rancid petals,
Flowering forth foul nectar,
Space between a blink and a tear,
Death Blooms
-Mudvayne
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I am an E.M.O........
Eerie
Mutilating
Outcast
-Crystal Vixen (yea i made this up so dont say otherwise
)put this on your page i your a supporter of the darkness
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LIFE SUCKS, WE ALL DIE, SO FUCK IT ALL AND LET'S GET HIGH.
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I AM .....
S.ON
O.F (a)
B.ITCH
E.VERYTHINGS
R.EAL
Reality stinks!!!!

I DON'T DRINK. I DON'T SMOKE. I DON'T CUSS... DAMN IT! I LEFT MY CIGARRETTES AT THE FUCKING BAR!
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You know you live in 2009 when...
1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.
2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years.
3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or myspace.
4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.
6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.
7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.
8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.
9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.
10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.
11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.
12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did.
**Support Gay Rights**
put this up is you support gay rights
**Love is Love**
♀ + ♂ = ♥
♀ + ♀ = ♥
♂ + ♂ = ♥
Love is love
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Hello and welcome to the mental health hotline.
* If you are an obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly.
* If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you.
* If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5, and 6.
* If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want; stay on the line while we trace your call.
* If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transfered to the mother ship.
* If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you which number to press.
* If you are a manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, no one will answer.
* If you are dyslexic, press 969696961001
* If you have a nervous disorder, please fidget with the hash key until a representative comes on the line.
* If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth, social security number, and your mother's maiden name.
* If you have post-traumatic stress disorder, slowly and carefully press 000.
* If you have bi-polar disorder, please leave a message after the beep, or before the beep. Or after the beep. Or before the beep. Please wait for the beep.
* If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9. If you have short term memory loss, press 9.
* If you have low self esteem, please hang up. All our operators are far too busy to talk to you.
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SATAN FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
girl: hey baby i want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and im catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know ill take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it alot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait i want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....
her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i
am
and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead
If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen....
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20 Ways To Annoy A Public Bathroom Stallmate
1. Stick your open palm under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, 'May I borrow a highlighter?'
2. Say, 'Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't have put my lips on that.'
3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise.
4. Say, 'Damn, this water's cold.'
5. Drop a marble and say, 'Oh shit! My glass eye!'
6. Say, 'Hmmm, I've never seen that color before.'
7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantelope into the toilet bowl from a height of 6 feet. Sigh relaxingly
8. Say, 'Now how did that get there?'
9. Say, 'Humus. Reminds me of humus.'
10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, 'Whoa! Easy boy!'
11. Say, 'Interesting.. more floaters than sinkers.'
12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop the wad under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, 'Whoops, could you kick that back over here please?'
13. Say, 'C'mon Mr. Happy! Don't fall asleep on me.'
14. Fill a balloon with creamed corn. Rush into the stall with your hand over your mouth and let out a lengthy vomit impression while you squeeze the balloon and splatter cream corn all about. Apologize profusely and blame it on the fettucine alfredo you had for breakfast.
15. Say, 'Boy, that sure looks like a maggot.
16. Say, 'Damn, I knew that drain hole was a little too small. Now what am I gonna do?'
17. Play a well known drum cadence over and over again on your butt cheeks.
18. Before you unroll toilet paper, conspicuously lay down your 'Cross-Dressers Anonymous' newsletter on the floor visible to the adjacent stall.
19. Lower a small mirror underneath the stall wall, adjust it so you can see your neighbor and say, 'Peek-a-boo!'
20. Drop a D-cup bra on the floor under the stall wall and sing 'Born Free'.
THINGS TO DO IN AN ELEVATOR
1) When there’s only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn’t you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, “Hi Chinel. How’s your day been?”
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, “That’s mine!”
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator while saying work it girl! And telling them to pose.
8)Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the cornerwith a wind up clock in it, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, “Did you feel that?”
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, “It’s okay, don’t panic, they open again!”
15) Swat at flies that don’t exist.
16) Tell people that you can see their aura.
17) Call out, “Group Hug!” and then enforce it.
18) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, “Shut up, all of you, just shut up!”
19) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, “Got enough air in there?”
20) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off
21) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, “Your one of THEM!” and back away slowly.
22) Wear a puppet on your hand and use it to talk to the other passengers
23) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
24) Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
25) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, “I have new socks on”.
26) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, “This is MY personal space”
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More about me:
[x] Smoked a cigarette
[_] Drank so much you threw up
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[_] Been arrested
[_] Gone on a blind date
[_] Skipped school
[x] Seen someone die
[_] Been to Canada
[_] Been to Florida
[_] Been to Mexico
[_] Been on a plane
[x] Been lost
[_] Been on the opposite side of the country
[_] Gone to Washington , DC
[_] Swam in the ocean
[x] Felt like dying....
[x] Cried yourself to sleep
[_] Played cops and robbers
[x] Recently colored with crayons
[_] Sang karaoke badly
[x] Paid for a meal with only coins
[x] Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
[x] Made prank phone calls
[x] Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
[x] Danced in the rain
[x] Written a letter to Santa Claus
[_] Been kissed under the mistletoe
[x] Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
[x] Blown bubbles
[_] Made a bonfire on the beach
[_] Crashed a party
[x] Gone roller-skating
[x] Ice-skating
[_] I'm single
[_] I'm engaged
[x] I've had someone cheat on me.
[_] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[_] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[_] I've cheated in a relationship.
[x] I've been the cheatee
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[x] Got a new girlfriend/boyfriend
[x] Got dumped
Sexuality
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[_] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[_] I love to flirt.
[_] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.
[_] I am gay
[_] I am lez
[x] I am bi
[_] I am gay but no ones knows
[_] I am lez but know one knows
[x] I am bi but know one knows
[x] I have had sex
[x] I have had sex with more then one person
[x] I regret it
[_] I am a virgin
Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[_] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.Have you ever
Relationships:
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
( ) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
(x) I miss someone right now.
( ) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
( ) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
( ) I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.
Honesty/Crime:
(x) I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(_) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
(_) I've run a red light.
(_) I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(_) I've been arrested.
Death and Suicide:
(_) I'm afraid of dying.
(_) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone I know has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.
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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
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, and quote is "I love Timmy". - I am a 15 year old girl from Louisiana (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm loving timmy.
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tired of trying ...43 lines, 60 comments, June 18. In Emo, Death, Depression, Longing, Personal Thoughts, Inspirational
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Aaiden’s p.o.v 1
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My journal entries
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Ok for those who are reading my story Clan 666 here is what you can expect to know about the characters. 1 Draven (leader) 2 Age-18 Meaning-Vengence Helper/Demon-Snake Personality/Being-Pure Evil Gender-Boy Sexuality-Bi Weapon-throwing razor blades Eye Color-Onix Attitude-Cocky about his scars (youJuly 25, 500 words. → Make first comment?
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