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I am Candace Vaughn, RN. I am Torys nurse and friend. Friend over all. I am on this site to do as I had promised and that is posting her words. I am not here to harm anyone, or cause trouble, so please don't offer me any, I have enough dealing with trying to keep our Tory alive. These are posted with permission
by Victoria L. Sutton, Passionspromise




A Few Words From Tory’s Heart (Posted for Passionspromise)


Through blood shot eyes, I scream
sleepless nights, I know longer dream.
Nails bitten to the nub, nervous I seem
what did you think of the crimson stream?

Kiss my lips of venom, I am dead.
all emotions are twisted, my minds misled.
Within your arms, where I had loved to bed
no longer exists to me, layers of love has shed.

Body trembles with heated fury, I cease.
Connecting head on, upon your face I release.
Does the pain level out, can I discontinue lease?
And take all I own, and hide within darks crease.

How could angelic wings trade off, I don’t understand.
Couldn’t they see the love, that laid within my hands?
Gave them all I had & now it bottoms out right where I stand.
Upon the floor her halo fell, the sinner has been banned.

Darkness now falls on me; I no longer see the light,
if I had my simple wish, I would spoil your night.
Shatter hearts of all you loved, I would do it right,
starting with each of you, I’d banish you from sight.

But as luck would have it, or I my lack of
a warrior from distant shores spoke to me with love.
What I needed remains restricted; I am a wounded dove,
I tried to fight the battle but am chalking up whatever was.

Under poisons antidote, I will bid farewell
for in the shadows of darkness, pain no longer dwells.
Although I love my foreigner, now worry upon him fell
I will kiss the wind for him, and hope he feels the spell.

Not a worry in your eyes nor let a tear for me fall
for when the final breath is aired, I gave to you my all.
As you two entwine in fun, and I am left in awe,
I shall never forget; the nature of what I saw.

Wounded like a animal, I am licking the pain away
but know my King and Queen, I love your precious ways
and my gift of pleasure, what else can I say
by my side you walked, as I struggled for life each day.



I love you with all I am, I know you know I do.
but these words are forever true, when they come to you.
My S.O.S, my wonderful Lair, Mistress shall return,
for when the time is right, I’ll watch your pages burn!

Pain is striking hard tonight, I can no longer walk from here
my body trembles viciously, I ‘m consumed with fear.
As I look back and then forward, time is drawing near.
I love you all that held me close, let me make that clear.

As I kiss the darkness, as I say farewell
maybe it is meant to be, only time will tell.
I am tired of hurting, even disease didn’t cause this much hell.
Several weeks now down, let’s see what another day forth tells.

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Total rights belong to: Passionspromise

These were the notes posted from her email to Jeff and myself.

Jeff, Hello. I know that Candace will probably be reading my phone, but I wanted to write. I had been so mad, hurt. I wrote. Please post for me. I want Amera & Allan (King and Queen) to know I love them, and evenn scott,timothy, and all I hold dear. I know its dark but it shows love as well. I hope you posted the other at request as well. I am going to treatment with no fight. I do love you for all that you are and do. For the love you shed on me unconditionally.

We will talk soon…..thank you for everything, every minute, every second you spent with me. Thank you for all the gifts you had given.

Loving always
Tory



I Am NOW a Burden Free

I watch as you type away,
you don’t even know I’m there.
Until I briefly pucker
and blow wind through your hair.

Then you grab your cup of tea
and a smile finds its place.
Scent of my nearing flesh
has brought fire to your face!

Leaning over my breath on his neck
goosebumps start to gather fast
tempting it is for me you see
to reach out to him at last!

Several weeks of fighting hard
now free to love invisible’s game
he can kiss me free, or make love too
and now doesn’t have to hide my name

He doesn’t have to protect his secret
against the tribes of women that chase him.
I am now a burden free…
He can live again.

By: Passionspromise


Summer of 2008

Alongside the riverbanks, we are hand in hand
Magical are the sunrays, as they kissed the sand.
Your eyes flickering, with the beams life,
As we stroll merrily, as a husband and a wife.

Waters brush the shore, soaking our feet
De ja vu hit us hard, as we recall our meet.
When Summer of 2008 had come around,
And our fishing hole was found.

You smile and looked at me, as you set the bait,
I couldn’t believe; that I had found my long life mate.
Many years later, along this very river bank we stand,
You got down on your knee, then handed me a band.

Kissed my lips with passion, as you do today,
I never regretted anything, I loved it this way.
As I close my eyes, I simply see,
The one who was meant for me

Even though the years not here, I am aiming still,
That in the summer of 2008, this dream will be fulfilled!

By: Passionspromise, Tory