Well my name is Shadey.
My middle name is Marie.
But most people just call me Cupcake.
I'm 15.
I go to MAA. (Milwaukie Academy Of The Arts)
I live in Milwaukie Oregon.
I'm Vegitarian.
I LOVE my hair.
I change my hair a lott.
I have snake bites.
Tight?
Hella.
I like to Design clothes.
And model.
I like to sing.
I'm not a great singer. =/
I'm a bad speller.
I like to add extra letters to my words.
And I like periods.
So when I write theres always a lott of periods.
I'm pretty random.
I love to dance.
People label me alott.
I love Screamo.
Aiden and atreyu are me favorite bands.
Wil Francis from aiden held my hand.
And sang to me.
Yup.
Be jelouse bitchez.
I love words like:
Snazzy
Spiffy
Stellar
rad
groovy
super crazy sexy cool
and Amazing.
So send me a message or whatever.
Or e-mail me.
Cupcake92@netzero.com
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Yess.
I do self injure.
Its not the greatest thing in the world.
I do it because I feel numb almost unreal
so I do it to feel alive.
But just because I cut doesn't make me emo, or a bad
person.
I've attempted suicide about 22 times.
Yeah.
I can't even kill myself.
pathetic.
yeah.
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Last year around August my boyfriend Andrew killed himself. Just a couple days before his 17 birthday.
I'm completely lost without him.
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My middle name is Marie.
But most people just call me Cupcake.
I'm 15.
I go to MAA. (Milwaukie Academy Of The Arts)
I live in Milwaukie Oregon.
I'm Vegitarian.
I LOVE my hair.
I change my hair a lott.
I have snake bites.
Tight?
Hella.
I like to Design clothes.
And model.
I like to sing.
I'm not a great singer. =/
I'm a bad speller.
I like to add extra letters to my words.
And I like periods.
So when I write theres always a lott of periods.
I'm pretty random.
I love to dance.
People label me alott.
I love Screamo.
Aiden and atreyu are me favorite bands.
Wil Francis from aiden held my hand.
And sang to me.
Yup.
Be jelouse bitchez.
I love words like:
Snazzy
Spiffy
Stellar
rad
groovy
super crazy sexy cool
and Amazing.
So send me a message or whatever.
Or e-mail me.
Cupcake92@netzero.com
=]]
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Yess.
I do self injure.
Its not the greatest thing in the world.
I do it because I feel numb almost unreal
so I do it to feel alive.
But just because I cut doesn't make me emo, or a bad
person.
I've attempted suicide about 22 times.
Yeah.
I can't even kill myself.
pathetic.
yeah.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Last year around August my boyfriend Andrew killed himself. Just a couple days before his 17 birthday.
I'm completely lost without him.
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- Last seen on Jul 15 5:40 PM. Member since November 1, 2007.
- I'm a topaz horse poet for 14 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is Fierce much?.
- I am a 15 year old girl from Oregon (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm chatting it up..
- Visit my homepage at Myspace.com/penguinhascoolbelts
- I am in the groups A Family, A Family for you, Beautiful Minds Dark Addictions, Broken Hearted, Danger zone If your random join, Death is for Emos, For People Who Cut and Have Tried To Kill Themselves, For The Lost Or Broken, If You Smoke Drink or Cut And Are Under 18, Just A Place, Musicians Anonymous, My Chemical Romance and Fall Out Boy Lovers, Pete Wentz is So Hot, Suicide Support and Poetry, anyone can join, for Boy Crazy Girls, single people, x Barb Wire Hearts and Razor Blade Kisses x, x Screamo and Emo x
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SexyMan : im jumppy on April 27I hate you!! lol Wil Francis sang to you n held ur hand???? IM JELOUS AS HELL.... AHHHHHH....... i love him.... but any way im sry bout ur bf really......... DAMN I CANT GET OVER IT.... I SPENT THE DAY WITH MARILYN MANSON,.......
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mizerdrea on March 26i am sorry to hear about your bf...
But,,cheer up...^^ -
XXMetalHeadNoni13Xx on March 251.Do you self-injure? yes
2.If you do what do you do (cut,burn,bruise,etc.) i used to cut then they labeled me emo[not a fan of labels] im pyro n i love burn things myself is just something more to burn i dont bruise myself but i enjoy knowing that i cant live in a fairy tale with love i purposely go along with someone i know will break my heart just so i can feel pain n know that i live in hell
3.Why do you think you or others do it? i know a lot of my friends who do the same thing n of course they got the idea from me their parents say that im a bad influence on their kids
4.Do you know anyone that self injures? yeh alot of my friends
5.Have you or any other person had to get help? yeh my mom n theirs made us see shrinks of course i didnt tell em nuthing duh
6.What "clique" are you from? i dont exactly fit in a label if you had to ask me what label that im in i would say metalhead but i fit in goths punks emos etc
7.How old are you? 15
8.what state are you from? georgia -
xXsoulxcollectorXx on March 17MCR is like the best band on earth!!!for me...
