Cacophony of Chaos• Show poetry

• Last seen on Sep 15 4:16 PM 2007. Member since September 15, 2005.
• I'm a pyrite eye poet for 1,151 comments.
• My mood is , and quote is "Darkness is the beauty of sin and night".
• I am a 17 year old girl from Illinois (United States)
• When I'm not writing, I'm Playing video games.
• Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/forever_dead_rayne
• I support the site as a silver member
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• I have 1,151 comments, 14 contests, 1 addline, 252 poems, 11 stories

My Lists

• Mushy Love
• The Bloody Rayne Series
• The Gorey Torturous Details
• Trophy Winners
• Vampires
• Vermillion Nights

My Poetry

• Apocrapha of Yzarc (Chaos Legion)

  89 lines, 13 comments, December 26, 2006. In Erotica, Adult, Fantasy
• Rebellion

  Shadowy figures dance around and around
  Each with masks across their faces

  38 lines, 14 comments, December 26, 2006. In Dark
• Bloody Rayne (Silver Metals)

  They call me bloody Rayne for a reason…
  I leave a trail of blood in my wake…

  41 lines, 9 comments, December 22, 2006. In Dark, Love
• If I Lost You Today

  My entire world would be spinning around me
  Fever claiming my mind preparing me for death

  37 lines, 10 comments, December 16, 2006. In Personal, Love

My Stories

• Vermillion Nights Part 2: First Encounter

  816 lines, 2 comments, August 26, 2006. In 600-2000 words, Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Young adult
• Vermillion Nights. Part 1: The Past

  1008 lines, August 24, 2006. In 600-2000 words, Fantasy, Fiction, Horror, Young adult
• Vermillion Nights Part 1: The Past

  1008 lines, 2 comments, August 24, 2006. In Fiction, Fantasy, Horror, Young adult

Guest Book

• Miss Miranda : Miss You on December 26, 2008

  It's been so long, and I cant believe that time has flown by so fast. I miss you each and every day still. I thought that it would be easier but the pain is still the same. You get used to it though, it slowly burrows inside until it becomes a part of you, it laces each and every breath, and breathes behind each and every thought. But it's not unbearable. I would rather remember you forever with pain, then forget you without it. I drive by your tombstone, and make sure everythings okay, and everything's as it should be. Even though everything isnt as it should be because you arent there.
  I wonder all the time what you would think now, of the choices I make in my life. Of the things I have done, and the things I will do. I hope that you are proud of me. I try my best for the most part. I just wanted you to know that I miss you so much. I am so afraid of forgetting, but everytime I come to this page, or your myspace it reminds me in a way. I just hope by the time I see you again you havent forgotten me.
  I love you woman,
  Miranda.
• Twilight Assassin : ... It's Been Too Long... on December 24, 2008

  Almost two years now... God how time flies by huh? Well... Things aren't working out so good for me anymore Alie... I feel like everything is closing in around me. I have nothing but false happyness to show everyone nowadays...
  
  I joined the Army... I remember how much you were against me joining the Service. Well you were right, and I should have listened to you. I thought it was a good idea, job security in the future and such, but it's my worst mistake ever... I should come see you while I'm in Quincy for Christmas.
  
  That reminds me! Merry Christmas! I really wish you were here with me now. We could celebrate the new year like we did for '07. Nothing but me and you, playing scary games and drinking Sparkling Grapejuice. Honestly, being with you was the best time in my life. Nothing that has happened since you passed away has even compared to the love and feelings I had for you and still have for you...
  
  I may act like I've moved on from your death, but it's not true... I miss you terribly Alie. I really do. If I could go back to the night before the 5th and just hold you in my arms, and kiss you before you and your mother drove off to go home, maybe things would be different... Maybe if I would have said "I love you" instead of a stupid "I'll see you tomorrow" would have been enough to change the events of the morning after...
  
  Two painful years of having to stare at a cold headstone and stand over your grave... Remembering all our good times... Yes... And the fighting aswell. But we always came back to eachother, because I know we were truely in love with one another.
  
  ... Well... I'm going to go. I'll visit your page more often from now on, and I'll leave you some updates of how things are going with me I guess... I just hope you can still read this from where you are Alie...
  
  I love you my sweet Queen. Rest in Peace.
  The Queen's Assassin,
  David McGraw
• Savior : This Devil Cries for you on January 28, 2008

  Hey...long time no talk! guess what! they came out with the Demo for Devil May Cry 4! it's totally kick ass. it's a little on the short side but...still...it's DMC cuatro! i've must have played through the demo 25 times (no joke). i cant get sick of it! i want it to be Febuary 5th already so i can buy it and then play the real deal! it's so nice that capcom decided to make it multi platform so us 360 owners can also enjoy some kick ass stylish action.
  
  i wish i could have seen your reaction to when they announced that...or your experiance with the demo...
  
  it's been over a year already...and i still havent forgotten you! ok! i never will! deal with it!
  
  i made you a promise and im going to keep it. after i master the game completely, i'll let you have it ^.^
  
  ill make sure that one day, i'll visit you.
  
  i promise...and lone wolves always keep their promises...
• Miss Miranda on October 9, 2007

  Hello dear,
  I sit here at school reading the comments others have left on your page and I try hard not to tear up. I still miss you so incredibly much. I dont think I've really found time to deal with your sudden loss and your sudden departure but I try to live day by day and focus on little. It seems that my life is just getting more and more complicated. God, I think of all the oppertunities we are missing and it tears me up. I want so badly to walk with you at graduation, and to plan prom with you, and to dress up with you for our favorite holiday. Halloween is mere weeks away and it hurts to know that you and I wont spend it together. That we wont spend any more days together. I still find it hard to accept, hard to realize, that you're really gone, and you're not going to come bursting into the door and hug me, and I wont be able to respond with "what took you so long?" I know I always come across as strong with our friends, and I know I always try to guide everyone, I know you would be proud of me but...it still hurts. It doesnt go away and I dont know if it ever will. I miss you Alie. I want so badly for things to be the way they used to. I want so badly to take pictures with you, to laugh with you, to share all my troubles with you, and just to see you smile. I just thought I'd drop by and send you my love dear. Know that I havent forgotten about you and I think of you daily.
  ♥
  Miranda.
  

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