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heeeeeeeeeeeeeeey i'm Gelica. ♥

I'm a 17 year old girl from the USA. I like dark writings, but I also learned to love prose. I'm not exactly "emo"... I dress cool and I have the sexy hair... But I'm fairly happy. I have twice as much shit in my life as most "emos", but I've learned to deal with it. I'm an ex-self-injurer (not just cutting..) I'm an insomniac.. I rarely sleep, and when I do my dreams are infected with negativity. I'm a musician. I do music better than anything in this world. I love guitar most, but I'm best on oboe (haha). I also know paino and percussion (Go marchingband!!!!) lol. but if anyone wants to help me on stroking patterns... I'd love you forever!!

I love those sexy little emo acoustic bands, like The Spill Canvas and Bright eyes. They make such gorgeous music, and really have a song for every romantic situation and every lusty moment. The Spill canvas has created the soundtrack of my life! I always love to sneak their quotes into my work. They're just famazing writers, and I hope to be able to write songs as good as their's one day.


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Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

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"And I want to scream out that it all is nonsense.
All your lives one track, can't you see it's pointless?
But then, my knees give under me. My head feels weak and
suddenly it is clear to see that it is not them but me, who has lost my self-identity.
As I hide behind these books I read, while scribbling my poetry,
like art could save a wretch like me,
with some ideal ideology that no one can hope to achieve.
And I am never real; it is just a sketch of me.
And everything I made is trite and cheap and a waste of paint, of tape, of time."

----"Wate of Paint" By Bright Eyes




For anyone who loves Gerard no matter what color his hair was.
For anyone who loves that Pansy Frank and was worried when he got sick.
For anyone who has ever fantasied about playing with Ray's hair.
For anyone who got worried when Bob got burnt.
For anyone who cried every single time Gerard got drunk or high.
For anyone who bought MCR's new ablum the very second they could and protect it with their lives.
For anyone who can't watch The Ghost Of You without crying when Mikey gets shot.
For anyone who isn't okay.
For anyone who loves My Chemical Romance with ALL of their black little hearts.
For anyone who didn't just listen to their music, but their lyrics too.
For anyone who thinks they'll die alone.
For anyone who wanted to jump up on stage just to give them hugs.
For anyone who wanted to meet them just to say 'Thank you'
For anyone who wanted them for their advice, not their money
For anyone who wants to say 'I love you' without any remorse.
For anyone who is sick of having their heart broken, or getting hurt.
For anyone who can honestly say that MCR saved their lives.
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "Gerard, Frankie, Bob, Mikey, or Ray."
For anyone who gets exited when someone says "My Chemical Romance or MCR."
For anyone who says I am My Chemical Romance with pride, and with honesty
For anyone who will repost this, and actually take the time.
For anyone who is a True MCR fan
For anyone who has had a relative say, "Please no more MCR today!"
For anyone who gets excited/ hyper when they see a random person wearing an MCR shirt down town.
For anyone who will go across the country to see a My Chemical Romance Concert.
For enyone who really listens to them.
For every one who dont know where they'd be with out them,
For every one whos lives changed the moment they heard one song
For every one who would hold a funeral procession at school if MCR broke up

THIS IS FOR YOU!!!

Repost this if you are a true fan of MCR



Oh!!! My AP family... (hahaha)

Wifee--NiennaCalmcacil/Natalie [[Mah buddy in real life XD]]
hubby-- Hollowed-Soul/Dan
Big sister--AppleJuiceMemories/Ivy [[She's so awesome!!!]]
little sis--Mz.knockedDown/Chelsea
big bro--
little bro--That Kid/Troy [[Not a nerd. Just amazing XD]]
father--
mother--
cusins--


yeh.. that's it. I'd love more family, though!! so if ya want in, just ax and I'll add ya. whether I know you or not, I love family ^-^



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