CHERRYlips527• Show poetry

Just so you know, I'm horrible at explaining myself, so here's my attempt but don't expect a masterpiece.
Hi, my name is Alexia, but you can call me Cherry, Alex, Ally or Lexi. I'm seventeen, and I live in New York with my mother. I am a senior in highschool as well.
I try my hardest to write everything I feel. And I try to write as often as I can but sometimes it's hard to come up with a piece I really like, or have inspiration, or be able to write at all. It just doesn't come as easy as it used to, and as I'd like it to. I'm horrible with people that read my writing but I'm trying to learn how to deal with criticism, so if you have a comment please leave it. I'd love to hear the feedback, and I might return the favor.
Just so you know, I joined this site about four years ago, so I'm not very proud of my early pieces but if you really want to see how a stupid, naive little girl writes and my extensive boyfriend history () you're free to look. Even a lot of my current pieces I don't even like really, but I don't want to loose them ever.. They are a part of me, and they tell the truths and stories of my life.
A part from writing, I like photography, makeup, talking on the phone, being on my computer, reading, and things like that. I think of my self as made up as many personalities. I have moments where I can be loud, smart, shy, outgoing, enchanting, and many more.
A huge part of my life is my fiance, Sean. He's amazing and I couldn't ask for anything more. I have never felt the kind of feelings I have for him and I hope that will never change. I never want that to change. I love you so much sweetie, I could never let you go. You light me up, you make me smile in my saddest moments and you make me feel amazing. I try my best to be an amazing girlfriend, fiance, and I hope I'll be the wife of your hopes, dreams, and that we have an amazing future.