Bullet To The Head• Show poetry

♥ www.xanga.com/x420buderfly420x

♥ www.fitday.com/WebFit/PublicJournals.html?Owner=x420Buderfly420x









December 2006:



December's the Death Of Me.



















































































































..................♥...MY......AP.......FAMILY...♥................. .....







WolfHeart~AP Mummy~



XRazorzxLullabyX~AP Sister~



XXMutilatedxAngelXX~AP Sister~



AbusedFlower~AP Auntie~



Shattered Existance~AP Narcotic dealer Auntie~



Xeroabyss~Best Friend (hands down)and fellow druggie~



Cenizas de una rosa~AP Twin Sister~



Platnium Stitches~AP-dark druggiesh Myspace Lover!!!



Reckless Suicide~AP Kickass Brother!





♥ A poem from the coolest person ever, my best friend ♥ xeroabyss ♥

~he wrote this to a picture i drew way back when for me~

~i feel special hehe~





♥ Painted Rose ♥
by Xeroabyss, the coolest person ever!...
my best friend ♥
(written to a pic i drew way back when)
I love you kid!

if i give up now
do i dare
if i could some how
who would care

i sit in a daze
i wish,i dream
for and end of days
i pray,i scream

misery tears at my life
so i tear at my skin
with this knife,with this strife
i decorate myself again

my body cries
staining my clothes
with this red dye
i am a twisted rose

i pain
for a while
then in distain
i smile

am i mad
destroyed by sorrow
am i mad
that i may live tomorrow

as i fall
i drift
i hear peace call
death,its gift

to give in
do i dare
an end of living
who would care



~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~

♥ another one of Xeroabyss' talent! ♥
written for me...♥

in her eyes
i see hopes and dreams
through her eyes
she sees failure and despair

were gods to grant her wings
she could fly to heaven
yet she would stray
descending to hell

deep in her golden soul
lie a wealth of love
still she is destitute
poverty stricken with isolation

in eternal reverence
she is adorn and praised
but distilled and culled
warm comfort falls cold and dead

tempests still rage in her heart
adirft in a flooded dark ocean
though she does not drown
reaching for the sun behind the clouds

devoted companions await
knowing time will come
when her tears dry
she will see with ethereal eyes

from melancholias' gravity she will rise
her spirit shinning like the new dawn
in amaranthine beauty she smiles
and the world smiles in affinity \







~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~

http://allpoetry.com/poem/2335763
HAPPY BIRTHDAY x420buderfly420x
by WolfHeart...my loving Mother who I love so Much!
♥ ♥ ♥

~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~
Buderfly
by SmOOth 1ne
(thanks bunchies your such a dear friend )

Buderfly
up in the sky
wonder why
she doesn’t crash to the ground

She rides the air
without a care
like she’s on a dare
and makes not even a sound

She surfs the wave
that the breezes gave
like she’s at a rave
she floats all over the town

Somehow it seems
with all her dreams
even laser beams
couldn’t bring her down

~ ~ ~

She always goes lightly
and ever so sprightly
just smile if you know her

Whipped by the current
still no deterrent
with oceans below her

Her zigzagging motion
a seeming commotion
but really a present

As I look up from down here
her patterns all appear
So random and pleasant

~ ~ ~

Buderfly
up in the sky
wonder why
she doesn’t crash to ground
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~


Caress the Hollow Point
by reubenhaynes
(you are a great friend and an Amazing poet Reuben, hate to see you go! ♥ )
What do I see?
What do you taunt me?

Through your lack of concentration;
You suffer with great indignation.

Caught by demons who claim to love;
Angels you distain;
No grace you claim;
From the heavens above.

Deep in the snow;
Hitting the grass.
Why do you not know;
These things you do are so crass?

You take the shaft;
Into your mouth.
Dancing your tongue;
In and out all about.

Again, I say...
Oh dear me!
What do you taunt me?

Enough said...
Just put a bullet to the head!
Do this instead;
To end this dread.

Why such agony;
I see your sweet skin;
Tracks abound!

You must give in!

Pull it away;
Clear the chamber.
See your destruction...
Caress the hollow point;
In wonder and awe.

Racked with pain,
I see your tears.
The pain has flown;
All of these years.

Now come to rest in your drunken slumber.
Now come to rest your head upon my chest.

Dream my Angel;
Dream my True!
Dream of happiness - My Sweet Midnight Blue.

I leave you now.
I travel to find;
The keys to happiness;
To leave your sorrow behind.

I kiss you my love;
I caress your hair;
I want more - but I do not dare.

Goodbye my love.
Soon we shall be one.
I take your love with me.
I also take the gun.

I leave you now;
For all is well.

How can I do this?
I will show you how.

Lebewohl.
Adieux.
Farewell.

11 December 2006
Dedicated to AP Poet: Bullet To The Head
~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~

The Trigger Effect (for Bullet to the Head)
( ♥ )
by: Reubenhaynes

The Trigger Effect

December brings the cold death of winter.
The solstice takes the light;
Now in ever night.

Twilight upon me;
Darkness falls.

Love escaped from me;
Red roses turn white;
Frostbitten delight.

There are no goodbyes;
Just my corpse by your side.

Not willing to try;
Tired of the lies.

Tears fall;
Filling my grave;
You did not heed my cry – my call.
The price for love now paid.

I now weep;
I am so alone.
I am lost.
I can never go home.

This is the end.
Things will be;
What they must be.

I make the choice;
I control my fate.
I put my finger on the trigger;
Cause and effect.

18 December 2006
For AP Poet: Bullet to the Head
Inspired by her photograph.