Hi....I'm Jessi.....i dont have much to say about myself...except i hate the world and most people in it(except my friends). I write poetry to save what is left of me..it helps to ease some of the pain. If you dont like my poems then thats just peachy, but dont critizse me, or judge me by them...oh and one more thing.~To all you mother fuckers that think i am trying to get the world to feel sorry for me, well your wrong! I never asked for anyones sympathy, becuase i dont want it i just want to be left alone!~ You people know who you are. Thats all i have to say!!!!
*~The pain in bleeding is the weakness coming out~*
(i love you sara!!!)
Blink182 - Adam's Song - Enema Of The State
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
Numb-Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Scars-Papa Roaxh
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
*Thats a kick ass song*
~!*Some of my favorite poets*!~
NotLikeYou
TwiztedAndalone
crazybeautiful
Throrin
Donoevil
Brit420
ForgottenAngel666
Porphyria Cutanea Tarda
DarkAngel13
cryingprincess
RedSky
everlastingpain
RogueKor
Ender88
shadowgone
lostdreams17
Faded Dreams03
listen
lovelyscars
CooKieS
Forgotton 07
*the list is still getting bigger, so no worries !*
You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing inside
Why I am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die
"Its better to burn out than fade away" - Kurt Cobain
Don't just settle for something. If you're looking for true love, don't get it mixed up with all the other forms. And when you find true love, hold on tight and never let go. It's the best thing that could ever happen to you.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on my hand but I washed it the next day. I wrote your name on a piece of paper but I acciedenatally threw it away... I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay!
:: :: *Pain Is Love* :: :::
*~The pain in bleeding is the weakness coming out~*
(i love you sara!!!)
Blink182 - Adam's Song - Enema Of The State
I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone
Numb-Linkin Park
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
[Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow]
And every second I waste
Is more than I can take
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
Scars-Papa Roaxh
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
and I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
All I can say is
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
and I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause your drowning in the water
and I tried to grab your hand
and I left my heart open
but you didn't understand
but you didn't understand
You fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
*Thats a kick ass song*
~!*Some of my favorite poets*!~
NotLikeYou
TwiztedAndalone
crazybeautiful
Throrin
Donoevil
Brit420
ForgottenAngel666
Porphyria Cutanea Tarda
DarkAngel13
cryingprincess
RedSky
everlastingpain
RogueKor
Ender88
shadowgone
lostdreams17
Faded Dreams03
listen
lovelyscars
CooKieS
Forgotton 07
*the list is still getting bigger, so no worries !*
You know, I wonder if they'll laugh when I am dead
Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing inside
Why I am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die
"Its better to burn out than fade away" - Kurt Cobain
Don't just settle for something. If you're looking for true love, don't get it mixed up with all the other forms. And when you find true love, hold on tight and never let go. It's the best thing that could ever happen to you.
I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves washed it away. I wrote your name on my hand but I washed it the next day. I wrote your name on a piece of paper but I acciedenatally threw it away... I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay!
:: :: *Pain Is Love* :: :::
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- My mood is , and quote is "The pain in bleeding,is weakness leaving the body".
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a hell hold called school.
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Secretly alone on February 15, 2007hi what is up my home dog, lol!
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TwiztedAndAlone on June 30, 2006hey hunni! I'm so sorry! I've been going through alot lately...I'm having huge problems with Scotty..I broke up with him and he totally just took things way bad...lol.....but anyways give me a call like tomorrow or saturday!!! I will definently answer!
Sara -
DarKAngeL13 on June 19, 2006hey hunni just stoped in to say hi i have not talked to you in a long time and i really want to know how things are going for you i miss you and also i found that pic of all of us that my mom took out by hardees when we were all still friends that was a long time ago i still miss those days every time i think about it i just wish that we could go back but when we did i would make every one happy because i know we were not all happy at that time any ways hunni i am going to go but give me a call some time. if you dont have my number it is 636-208-6312 if i dont pick up leave me a message and give me your number and i will call you back because i dont always pick up for numbers i dont know
love you hunni
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Leah Rose on June 7, 2006Hey hun, miss you too. You can call me as well. 314 596 6678.
Cheers,
Leah

