BrokenAtBest• Show poetry

My AP family: ScarletStainedTears: My sis! She is amazing and I love her to death. She has been through a lot so don't mess with her. She is really easy to get along with and she has a beautiful personality. I can't say how much I love her cause there aren't enough words. *tons of hugs* Stay beautiful!

Elaine: I love her so much! She is so beautiful and strong. She listens when you need to spill your guts and shes loyal and always there for me. Love you ****

I'm an ex-cutter so if you ever need to talk, message me, i'll listen and i'll care.

I wear what I WANT, I say what I WANT, and I am who I AM. You don't like it?
I DON'T CARE.

What do you do when you become too scared?
Too scared to live
Too scared to die
Too scared to love
Too scared to even care

Bleeding is feeling for me.


The only thing worse than being hated....
Is being ignored. To hate, you have to care.

I fake all the smiles-It stops all the questions.

Hope is the vision and the vision is real.



she strikes a pose && she dies inside
nobody knows shes such a beautiful suicide

We scream our insecurities, but mutter our apologies. And that's why this world will always be so wrong.

When you feel like giving up, Just remember why you held on for so long

she was much too pretty and much too depressed. he saw the beauty and overlooked the mess



It was cold.
Your hands were shaking,
& I stepped in front of you
just to wrap my arms around you
as I said, "Lets pretend winter isnt here."
As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said,
"Lets pretend the snow is the only thing falling fast."

Tear me off a piece of blanket. Keep me warm and
we can make it. Here's my heart I'll let you break it.
Touched your skin and I can't take it

do you ever just wish you could hear the sirens of the ambulance
wake up in the emergency room
and hear the doctors say she isn`t going to make it
just so you could find out who really care's about you

your lips, they pout and twist
and i die trying just to keep myself from kissing you

i wanted to tell her how beautiful she was
but i just stared
i sat behind the wheel and watched the raindrops
and i know i dont deserve this
the capacity to feel

and her heart is still on the floor in pieces
and all she feels is pain
&& she doesnt know why, but she still loves life
she loves living and laughing and flirting and smiling
and crying because sometimes it even feels good to feel pain,
because at least you're feeling something
she loves her friends and defending them in tough times
and loves fighting with her enemies
just everything about living
and she’ll never know why

&& her heart is screaming
GiRL JUST GiVE iT UP
but she promises herself
that she wont

&& she thinks
no one will care
about her, as long
as the only thing
shes bleeding is
mascara...

yeah.
they talk about her.
she smiles like shes so tough
she says inside
"hey can you talk a little louder?
i dont think my heart is broken enough."

&& the worst thing about being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth

you're such a beautiful disaster
but the scene is breathtaking

there`s a song blaring in her
headphones, it reminds her
of a boy who used to care

So she painted on a smile, and learned how to pretend

i like dead end signs
i think they're kind,
they at least have the
decency to let you know
you're going nowhere

Lonely boy died today.
Hanging from a rope.
Pretty girl died today.
Overdose on dope.
Jock boy died today.
murder for a trend.
Tragic girl died today.
because of lack of friends

They say
"Guns don't kill people, people kill people."
Well i think the guns certainly help.
If you stood there and yelled, "BANG!",
I don't think you'd kill too many people...

Her eyes like shadows
dark and grey
Her lips like razors
without words to say
Her hands are cold
Not lively, nor warm
The heart she once had
now broken and torn

pretty little girl with long dark hair;
no one knows her secrets,
No one seems to care.

i want you to remember the feel of my hair .
and remember the scent of my perfume I always wear.
remember my laugh and how sweet our kisses used to be.
remember the way that you used to love me.

&& tonight she’s blasting her sad love songs
while crying herself to sleep because of him

Now I know you're not my fairytale
&& dreams are meant for sleeping

her tounge has all the BITE marks from all the things she NEVER said.


you say hello. inside im screaming i love you. you say goodnight.
in my mind im sleeping next to you. you drive away from my car crash of a heart

and he comes back to her, after all this time
and he asks her if she still loves him
and she bites her lip, holds back tears
and whispers to him that now, hes just another boy to her
and he turns around and walks away forever


"Just because she comes off strong doesn't mean she didn't fall asleep crying.
Even though she acts like nothings wrong, maybe, just maybe she's good at lying."


I'm gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist....
I'll draw it with a razor blade.
I'll draw it on my wrist.

Hurting and being in pain are two very different things.

Bleeding and hurting is what i do, it's what i'm good at.

As beautiful as these memories are-they're evil when they're gone.

Why do we like to hurt so much?

It's okay to cry, but you need to let it go.

Sometimes when we hang on, what we really need is to let go.

Depression-A fancy way of saying "i'm dying inside."

Do you think I care what you think?
I try not to care but sometimes....
Life cuts deep and I can't let go
of what you say.

I want to die.....but i want a reason to live.

Longing for a different kind of pain-Cutting

Memories good or bad will make you cry.

"All the little pieces falling, shatter. Shards of me too sharp to put back together.
Too small to matter. But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces."

"I'm so tired of being here. Suppressed by all my childish fears."

I've been alone all along.

How can i feel so empty? Like i've got nothing left.
Maybe because it's true.

You're living a lie-just give it up and drop the mask.

TWLOHA

Maybe if i pretend not to care, it won't hurt anymore.

It's not suicide....if you're already dying.

It's not suicide that hurts.....It's life.

I respect your opinion, I just think it's stupid.

Am i that unimportant, am i so insignificant?

Smile, it's easier that explaining why you're sad.

Evanescence-Breathe it

Your eyes can be so cruel, just as I can be so cruel.

It's only forever, not long at all.

Don't tell me truth hurts little girl, cause it hurts like hell-David Bowie

ι'м иσт ∂єρяєѕѕє∂ ----- ι'м נυѕт αℓωαуѕ ѕα∂.
ι'м иσт ¢яуιиg ----- му єуєѕ αяє נυѕт fυℓℓ σf тєαяѕ.
ι’м иσт ℓινιиg ----- ι נυѕт кєєρ вяєαтнιиg.
ι'м иσт ѕтυρι∂ ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т gєт ιт.
ι’м иσт тяуιиg ----- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у gινєи υρ.
ι'м иσт ωєιя∂ ----- ι'м נυѕт ∂ιffєяєит.
ι'м иσт α яєвєℓ ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє σя∂єяѕ.
ι'м иσт α вєℓιєνєя ----- ι’νє αℓяєα∂у ℓσѕт нσρє.
ι'м иσт α fυ¢к υρ ----- ι נυѕт мαкє мιѕтαкєѕ.
ι'м иσт ємσтισиαℓ ----- ι נυѕт нανє α ℓσт σf fєєℓιиgѕ.
ι'м иσт α ¢υттєя ----- ι נυѕт fσυи∂ α ωαу тσ gєт яι∂ σf ραιи.
ι'м иσт ℓαυgнιиg ----- ι иєє∂ тσ ѕмιℓє fιяѕт
ι'м иσт ρєяfє¢т ----- ι ∂σи’т ωαит тσ вє.
ι'м иσт ιgиσяιиg ----- ι נυѕт ¢нσσѕє иσт тσ ℓιѕтєи.
ι'м иσт α gσѕѕιρ ----- ι нανє му σωи ℓιfє.
ι'м иσт ιмραтιєит ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т ℓιкє тσ ωαιт.
ι'м иσт тσυgн ----- ι נυѕт ∂σи’т тαкє ѕнιт.
ι'м иσт σριиισиαтє∂ ----- ι נυѕт νσι¢є ωнαт ι тнιик.
ι'м иσт qυєѕтισиιиg ----- ι נυѕт нανє му ∂συвтѕ.
ι'м иσт нι∂ιиg ----- ι נυѕт ωαит тσ ∂ιѕαρρєαя.
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I'm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~F ucked up~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~I nsecure~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~N eurotic~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~E motional~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~See im just F.I.N.E.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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You Say Pink
I Say Black
You Say Paris Hilton
I say Amy Lee
You Say Zac Efron
I Say Gerard Way
You Say Pop
I Say Rock
You Say Im Weird
I Say Im Different
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