Broken Wolf• Show poetry

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This is a statment from gomichan. PLEASE NOTE: This is some one's LiveJournal name, not the name of a person on AllPoetry, although, by coincidence, there may be some one on AllPoetry with that name as well. It is a statment against homophobia in all of it's forms. I just thought that this was a good way of making people realize the truth, that other people who belong to the GLBT Community are still people. Enjoy:

I am the guy who came out to the entire school in his senior speech and got a standing ovation for his courage.

I am the girl who kisses her girlfriend on the sidewalk and laughs at those who glare.

We are the couple who planned and studied and got a damn good lawyer and BEAT the state that wanted to take our child away.

We are the ones who took martial arts classes and carry pepper spray and are just too dangerous to gaybash.

I am the transgendered person who uses the bathroom that suits me, and demands that any complaining staff explain their complaint to my face in front of the entire restaurant -- and shares with my other trans friends which restaurants /don't/ raise a stink.

I am the mother who told her lesbian daughter to invite her girlfriend over for dinner.

I am the father who punished his son for calling you a fag.

I am the preacher who told my congregation that love, not hate, is the definition of a true follower of God.

I am making a difference. Hate will NOT win.

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I salute Metanoia's Jesse.
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

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"Candy is dandy, but liquor is quicker!!!!!!!!!" Said by Gene Wilder as Willie Wonka in "Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory"

I have a new mommy!!!!!!!!!!! Her name is ShadyKiss.... she is my mum...

Blaine Larsen has put to song all the questions and all the feelings that I (and I'm sure a bunch more people) have ever thought about. If you have ever had someone close to you kill themselves and you can figure out why, please listen to read the lyrics to the following song...
Dedicated to J.R. Grubb (R.I.P.) and Adam Alexander Anderson (R.I.P.):

"How Do You Get That Lonely"--Blaine Larsen

It was just another story written on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score
It said he was only eighteen, a boy about my age
They found him face down on his bedroom floor

There'll be services on Friday at the Lawrence Funeral Home
Then out on Mooresville highway, they'll lay him 'neath a stone...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

Did his girlfriend break up with him, did he buy or steal that gun?
Did he lose a fight with drugs or alcohol?
Did his Mom and Daddy forget to say I love you son?
Did no one see the writing on the wall?

I'm not blamin' anybody, we all do the best we can
I know hindsight's 20/20, but I still don't understand...

How do you get that lonely, how do you hurt that bad
To make you make the call, that havin' no life at all
Is better than the life that you had
How do you feel so empty, you want to let it all go
How do you get that lonely... and nobody know

It was just another story printed on the second page
Underneath the Tiger's football score...

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"My Immortal"--Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]

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"Angels Among Us"--Alabama

spoken:
I was walkin'home from school
on a cold winter day,
took a short cut through the woods
and I lost my way.
It was gettin' late, and I was scared and alone.
Then a kind old man took my hand, and led me home.
sung: mama couldn't see him,
but he was standing there,
and I knew in my heart
he was the answer to my prayer.

Chorus:
Oh, I believe there are Angels Among Us,
sent down to us from somewhere up above.
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
to show us how to live
to teach us how to give
to guide us with a light of love.

When life held troubled times
and had me down on my knees
there's always been someone
to come along and comfort me
a kind word from a stranger
to lend a helping hand
a phone call from a friend
just to say I understand
Now ain't it kind of funny
at the dark end of the road
someone light the way with just a single ray of hope.

repeat Chorus

Bridge:
They wear so many faces,
show up in the strangest places
and grace us with their mercies in our time of need.

repeat chorus

to guide us with a light of love

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"The Phantom Of The Opera"

[CHRISTINE]
In sleep he sang to me
In dreams he came
That voice which calls to me
And speaks my name
And do I dream again
For now I find
The Phantom of the opera is there
Inside my mind

[PHANTOM]
Sing once again with me
Our strange duet
My power over you
Grows stronger yet
And though you turn from me
To glance behind
The Phantom of the opera is there
Inside your mind

[CHRISTINE]
Those who have seen your face
Draw back in fear
I am the mask you wear

[PHANTOM]
It's me they hear

[TOGETHER]
My/your spirit and your/my voice
In one combined
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside your/my mind

He's there the Phantom of the opera
Beware the Phantom of the opera

[PHANTOM]
In all your phantasies
You always knew
That man and mystery

[CHRISTINE]
Were both in you

[TOGETHER]
And in this labyrinth
Where night is blind
The phantom of the opera is there
Inside your/my mind

[PHANTOM]
Sing my angel of music

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"Wake Me Up When September Ends"~~Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

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I am a gay 18 year old. If you don't like it you can kiss my ass!!!!

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My saints in no particular order are as follows. These people will always have a place in my heart:

First I will put the ones that are on this site on here:

Sharon-SharonLynn
Kat-angel of dark
Carla-runawaypixie
Jenni-slowlyhealing
Lindsay-ravynne
TJ-ScarredbyLove
Jeremy-silverwolf
Shannon-darkangelcutter
Edward-dragonmaster
Brandon-MorbidSoul
darkdivine-(refer to TheBrokenDoll for information)
Heather- angeloftime
Lori-(her name changes too many times....)
Lerie-(don't know her current name)

I'm sure there are more just let me know if i have forgotten you and I will put you on this list.

Now for the one's in real life: (again no particular order)

J.R.!!!!!!!! (R.I.P. You may have passed on but I still love you for who you were!)
Robert
Sharon
Kat
Carla
Jenni
Crystal
Ambz
Mande
Mandy
Lindsay
TJ
Jeremy
Ashley
Morgan
Jaime
Tasha S. (I miss my Joo!!! )
Abbie (R.I.P. You may have passed on but I still love you for who you were!)
Shadenna
Rachelle
Savannah
Shannon
Heather
Lori
Lerie
Jared

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Murder In Their Sleep~A poem by Jenni!

Kill the husband,
Kill the wife,
Put an end
To their life.
Cut their hearts out,
Slit thir throats,
Leave them made up
Suicide notes.
Leave the children,
Leave all three.
Maybe NOW they
Can be free.

good night mommy and daddy

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**The worst thing that could ever happen to me, Is falling in love ALL over again

**I knew I loved you when there was NOTHING you could do to make me want to leave you. But then you did everything to test my love. And now, I find myself walking away. Maybe I'm not as strong as you need me to be.

**He took my heart and shattered it like glass, when he comes back i will say honey kiss my ass!

**The hardest thing in life to do is to watch someone you love, love someone else.

**The worst way to miss someone is when they are sitting right next to you and you know you can't have them.

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*Name*: Donald
*Age*: 18
*Hair*: Brown
*Eyes*: hazel
*Zodiac*: Gemini
*Orientation*:Gay
*Single*: single and will be for a very long time
*Religion/Faith*: Wiccan
*Fav Food*: Lasagna
*Fav Drink*: Regular: Dr. Pepper Alcoholic: Maurgaritas (sp)
*Fav School Subject*: Math
*Fav Animal*: Black Panther, Black Wolf, White Tiger, Lemurs
*Dress Sense*: whatever I feel like wearing that day
*Best Friends*: Anyone that I can get along with very easily.
*Worst Enemies*: Anyone that thinks homosexuals should die... in my opinion they should die....... And yes in case you are wondering I can be very harsh!!!
*Poetry Style*: Free style mostly, occassionally you can find other types of styles in my poems. I write erotic poems as well, but I haven't wrote one in a while if you want to see them go to the name Jack in the Box
*Other*: I get bored very easily and I have A.D.D. so don't mind me if I just write something very randomly if we are chatting with one another...

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