The first time in over a year I have been on....I do have a couple new poems that I hope to have up soon....A lot has changed in the past year....I have had many struggles in love and life....My baby boy is not with me right now and it kills me to know I am so far from him....It is time to bring him home to his mommy....Life is hard and there is no easy street....Cherish all you have because it may not always be there....
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Favorites:
colors: black and pink
foods: cheese of course....popcorn,peanut butter
time of day: night
music artists:
evanescence
yellowcard
system of a down
slipknot
good charlotte
A7X
Stone Sour
ACDC
NIRVANA!!!!! - best fucking band EVER BABY!!!! OH YEA!!!
movies: Twilight
animal: cats
Inerests:
My monkey Kaden(son)
Best Friends:
MARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy
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ASHLEE SIMPSON
"Unreachable"
Just like an angel, you're gonna make me fly
Into your arms, you're wrapping me up so tight
You had me crawlin so bad
Got me heels over head
You got me easy, you got me easy
Tangled up in my head
Reachin for heaven to help me
Cuz we're already beautiful
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me unreachable
I may be sweet, but im still on the vine
You couldnt wait, no you had to take your bite
You had me crawlin so bad
Had me heels over head
You had me easy, you had me easy
So they took a bet
To realize what we had
We were already beautiful
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
but you can make me unreachable
Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
And sometimes you just cannot get enough
You can't make me love you,
Any more than i do
But you can make me unreachable
Dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me unreachable
Evanescence
"Forgive Me"
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
Good Charlotte
"The Truth"
So here we are
We are alone
There's weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
So this is you
You talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus]
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don't wanna live this life
[Chorus]
I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
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Good Charlotte
"Wounded"
Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.
So help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them up.
I only wanted a magazine,
I only wanted a movie screen,
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.
And now my mind is an open book,
And now my heart is an open wound,
And now my life is an open soul for all to see.
But help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open and I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me,
So you come along,
I push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
Cuz I need someone to help me,
Oh I need someone to help me,
To help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them,
I need someone to help me fill them,
I need someone to help me close them up.
"Secrets"
In the dark
In the darkness you will find
Dirty little secrets we all hide
Cause' we all have a darker side
A place we keep where no one else will find
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
But I will stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
In the back, in the closets of your mind
Thats where skeletons and dirty secrets hide
And I'll rip out my insides
And leave them on display for you tonight
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
But I will stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
(fight again, fight again)…
All my life I hide my secrets away,
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark
We all try to hide our secrets away,
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark
Stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
Fight again
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
And that’s ok
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
Fight again
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these songs are just here because i like the so deal with it!
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Favorites:
colors: black and pink
foods: cheese of course....popcorn,peanut butter
time of day: night
music artists:
evanescence
yellowcard
system of a down
slipknot
good charlotte
A7X
Stone Sour
ACDC
NIRVANA!!!!! - best fucking band EVER BABY!!!! OH YEA!!!
movies: Twilight
animal: cats
Inerests:
My monkey Kaden(son)
Best Friends:
MARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Amy
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ASHLEE SIMPSON
"Unreachable"
Just like an angel, you're gonna make me fly
Into your arms, you're wrapping me up so tight
You had me crawlin so bad
Got me heels over head
You got me easy, you got me easy
Tangled up in my head
Reachin for heaven to help me
Cuz we're already beautiful
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me unreachable
I may be sweet, but im still on the vine
You couldnt wait, no you had to take your bite
You had me crawlin so bad
Had me heels over head
You had me easy, you had me easy
So they took a bet
To realize what we had
We were already beautiful
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
but you can make me unreachable
Sometimes love is addiction
Sometimes it hurts like hell
And sometimes you just cannot get enough
You can't make me love you,
Any more than i do
But you can make me unreachable
Dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me
So dont make me cry
Cuz this love dont feel so right
You cant push a river
You cant make me fall
But you can make me unreachable
Evanescence
"Forgive Me"
Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."
But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.
'Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive
So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.
And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you
Good Charlotte
"The Truth"
So here we are
We are alone
There's weight on your mind
I wanna know
The truth
If this is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus:]
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
From you
Give me the truth
Even if it hurts me
I want the truth
So this is you
You talking to me
You found a million ways to let me down
So I'm not hurt when you're not around
I was blind
But now I see
This is how you feel
Say it to me
If this was ever real
[Chorus]
I know that this will break me
I know that this might make me cry
You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind
I know that this will hurt me
And break my heart and soul inside
But I don't wanna live this life
[Chorus]
I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
Just give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Give me the truth
Cuz I don't care no more, no
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Good Charlotte
"Wounded"
Lost and broken,
Hopeless and lonely.
Smiling on the outside,
and hurt beneath my skin.
My eyes are fading,
My soul is bleeding.
I'll try to make it seem okay,
But my faith is wearing thin.
So help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them up.
I only wanted a magazine,
I only wanted a movie screen,
I only wanted the life I'd read about and dreamed.
And now my mind is an open book,
And now my heart is an open wound,
And now my life is an open soul for all to see.
But help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open and I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me,
So you come along,
I push you away,
Then kick and scream for you to stay.
Cuz I need someone to help me,
Oh I need someone to help me,
To help me heal these wounds,
They've been open for way too long.
Help me fill this soul,
Even though this is not your fault,
That I'm open,
And I'm bleeding,
All over your brand new rug.
And I need someone to help me sew them,
I need someone to help me fill them,
I need someone to help me close them up.
"Secrets"
In the dark
In the darkness you will find
Dirty little secrets we all hide
Cause' we all have a darker side
A place we keep where no one else will find
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
But I will stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
In the back, in the closets of your mind
Thats where skeletons and dirty secrets hide
And I'll rip out my insides
And leave them on display for you tonight
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
But I will stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
(fight again, fight again)…
All my life I hide my secrets away,
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark
We all try to hide our secrets away,
In the dark, in the dark, in the dark
Stand up to the pain
Wake up and fight again
If you could dance with me through this rain
And we will fight, we’ll fight again, fight again
Fight again
Cause' everybody wants to hide their secrets away
And that’s ok
Nobody wants to stand up to the pain
Fight again
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these songs are just here because i like the so deal with it!
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- Last seen on Oct 24 6:03 AM. Member since December 24, 2003.
- I'm a jade dragon poet for 290 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "my bubbles!".
- I am a 19 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a mommy.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/keepthef___out
- I have 290 comments, 2 contests, 1 addline, 94 poems, 6 stories
My Poetry
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The days go by and everythings the same
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We talked all night
sometimes all day24 lines, 3 comments, May 17, 2006. In Love -
Abandoned and quiet,
the wind blows silent,3 lines, 2 comments, April 10, 2006. In Other
My Stories
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I was in junior high when my mom finally found a place and a job that she really liked. I had so many issues with kids at school as always so I moved to a different schoo154 lines, 1 comment, August 28, 2004. In <200 lines, Other
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"I have you right where I want you now"
Standing over her with my weapon of glory in hands. The knife that will set me free of all my misery. Amy had taken my he500 lines, 2 comments, August 1, 2004. In <200 lines, Other -
When I got home my mom asked me what was wrong. I told her what happened and She yelled at my father for leaving me alone again. She then said that we had to leave229 lines, 1 comment, July 14, 2004. In <200 lines, Other
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Crying Soul on May 21, 2006Whats with your name? I love the bachround though!
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evilemochild on April 26, 2005hey.. wow long time no talk .. do u have aim??? ..bleh im me if u do... sademofreak or Evilemochild..sorry i havent answered a lot of your messeges i have been busy!!! wow thats a first .. well yea .. i've been trying to catch up in my classes.. and wow i actually go out on the weekends to gigs/parties!! so yea take care!!!
always
amanda -
evilemochild on March 27, 2005hey there long time no talk ... i hope your doing good e mail me when u get the chance
luv u
manda -
evilemochild on April 18, 2004he babe how are you YES ONLY 2 MORE PARAGRAPHS.. HAHAH NO your sexier!!!well i cant write a lot back 2 my essay i go.. YUP CHEESE ROX.. AND YOU ROCK MY SOCKS.hehhe and i rock ur world
love ya
amanda
