I am a 42 year old I have 3 children 22,21,and19. I am disabled because I have grandmal seizures, that are killing my brain cells, my last hope before I die is to have my 73 poems published; so I can finally say I Think I Can, which is the title to one of my poems.Now that I know I'm dying I'm trying to accomplish something in my life.I got married at 15 just so my stepdad couldn't rape me anymore,by doing that I grew up fast and I've been able to help others who have been abused or raped.Because of my seizures my whole family has abandoned me,my 4 siblings. I recieved a letter in the mail on 3-15-06 stating that my poetry book was being published by www.PublishAmerica.com then go to bookstore then poetry then search for Wadkins. Now my dream of accomplishing something has happened, for God heard my prayers. On 4-27-06 I was notified my poetry was released to the press and available in all bookstores,I hope it helps others who are or have been through these Trials,Just have faith.You can also try www.amazon.com/gp/product/1424134153
In my spare time I paint mirrals on my walls and carve out wood pictures like the ones below.I haven't been on alot because of time for medical purposes,but hope to hear from lots of ya.I feel proud that I was asked to have my poem A Mom to be published in a book called Rock of ages,My soulmate form God will also be in it,thank you all;and by the grace of God I'm still here.
- Last seen on Nov 11 7:37 PM. Member since March 22, 2005.
- I'm a hidden phosphate poet for 4,209 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "The Suvivor of Trials and Tribulations God Carried Me Through it All".
- I am a 42 year old girl from Colorado (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a wood carver.
- Visit my homepage at brandy3
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- I am in the groups People with Disabilities, Used and Abused
- I have 4,209 comments, 11 contests, 77 poems
Poems I'm focused on
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After years of never meeting in the middle,I had to see my sibling after being told I had a blood disease.Remember don't leave with hatred
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This is written to all of society that have a disability that society dows you for and judges you for.The fear being around you making you
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This man calls me and tells me he's dying, he says to me please forgive me, I know what I did was wrong and I started crying.
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A woman gives birth to a child that god had given her,she sees it shake,tremble,even hyperventilate,feeling helpless because there's no cur
My Poetry
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I have known you for several years,
you try your best to return my calls, -
After 30 years I've found my purpose for being here,as explained in my poem.
Guest Book
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CookieZeal on November 22Just letting you kow that you are missed while your testimony and publication mean so much to the writers here. Your statement wakes up the conscience and reveals our Lord's mighty interaction!
God is there and breathing over you, no doubt. No doubt!)

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kareneisenlord on October 7
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A.N. Divine on July 3Hi mom.
As promised here is the first two chapters of the novel A.L and I are working on...Anyway...Its kind of contemporary and modern so its not exactly your taste. Its very grotesque and sad..just wanted to brace you for what your going to read.
http://storywrite.com/user/account
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A.N. Divine on June 4Mom, I'm going to be 21 in October.
Im not 19, lol.


