I am a 39 year old I have 3 children 20 18 and 17. I am disabled because I have grandmal seizures, that are killing my brain cells, my last hope before I die is to have my 73 poems published; so I can finally say I Think I Can, which is the title to one of my poems.Now that I know I'm dying I'm trying to accomplish something in my life.I got married at 15 just so my stepdad couldn't rape me anymore,by doing that I grew up fast and I've been able to help others who have been abused or raped.Because of my seizures my whole family has abandoned me,my 4 siblings. I recieved a letter in the mail on 3-15-06 stating that my poetry book was being published by www.PublishAmerica.com then go to bookstore then poetry then search for Wadkins. Now my dream of accomplishing something has happened, for God heard my prayers. On 4-27-06 I was notified my poetry was released to the press and available in all bookstores,I hope it helps others who are or have been through these Trials,Just have faith.You can also try www.amazon.com/gp/product/1424134153
In my spare time I paint mirrals on my walls and carve out wood pictures like the ones below.
- Last seen on Aug 6 10:12 PM. Member since March 22, 2005.
- I'm a hidden phosphate poet for 4205 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is The Suvivor of Trials and Tribulations God Carried Me Through it All.
- I am a 40 year old girl from Colorado (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a wood carver.
- Visit my homepage at brandy3
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- I am in the groups Faith Seekers, People with Disabilities, Place of Prayer, Poets with mental health problems, Used and Abused
- I have 4205 comments, 11 contests
Poems I'm focused on
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After years of never meeting in the middle,I had to see my sibling after being told I had a blood disease.Remember don't leave with hatred
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This is written to all of society that have a disability that society dows you for and judges you for.The fear being around you making you
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This man calls me and tells me he's dying, he says to me please forgive me, I know what I did was wrong and I started crying.
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A woman gives birth to a child that god had given her,she sees it shake,tremble,even hyperventilate,feeling helpless because there's no cur
My Poetry
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After 30 years I've found my purpose for being here,as explained in my poem.
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As you lay here in your hospital bed,your wife is mourning and hurting.
Visitor Book
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tinydarkgoddess on September 14, 2007Congrats on the book!! That is such an amazing accomplishment. I will definitely check it out and I'm so glad you see yourself as a survivor. It means a lot that you can find peace in the pain.
As a fellow survivor of abuse, I wish you all the best.
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pattyann4500 : WooHoo! on April 7, 2007Congratulations!!!!! I'm delighted to hear that your book is published. I never doubted for a moment that you would see your dream to fruition. I will certainly send my copy to you for your signature.

Right now the website for Publish America isn't working. I'll try it again tomorrow. Hugs, Patricia
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darkgemini89 on October 22, 2006No, thank you for entering in my contest, and blessing me with you poetry
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AngelicMistress on January 10, 2006I have read you bio and can actually tel you that if you go to
publishamerica.com then onto acqusitions..... they "WILL" publish your book, good luck and God bless..... Your friend, Angel



