There are not enough words to describe the way I am feeling - I try to write it out in my poetry - the pain remains - I just keep pouring it out hoping and praying that soon I will be dry - nothing more can come out - but I am always let down because the pain just comes back stronger than ever - so I keep writing - I don't care if no one reads them - I don't care if they think they are crap - these are my feelings expressed to the best of the words' ability - I feel lost - abused - worn out - but in my world that doesn't really matter - that is never seen - so here I write - I will continue to do so - I think the words to the song "Fine Again" by Seether sum it up best for me @ this time
"Fine Again" Seether
It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well
And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…
I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
"Fine Again" Seether
It seems like every day’s the same
and I’m left to discover on my own
It seems like everything is gray
and there’s no color to behold
They say it’s over and I’m fine again, yeah
Try to stay sober feels like I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I feel the dream in me expire
and there’s no one left to blame it on
I hear you label me a liar
‘cause I can’t seem to get this through
You say it’s over, I can sigh again, yeah
Why try to stay sober when I’m dying here
And I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now,
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late; just as well
And I’m not scared now.
I must assure you,
you’re never gonna get away
And I’m not scared now.
And I’m not scared now. No…
I am aware now of how
everything’s gonna be fine one day
Too late, I’m in hell
I am prepared now
seems everyone’s gonna be fine
One day too late, just as well
I am prepared now,
seems everything’s gonna be fine for me
For me; for myself.
For me, for me, for myself
For me, for me, for myself
- Last seen on Nov 3 9:18 AM 2008. Member since April 5, 2007.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 104 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "life is pain & wrds express life".
- I am a 42 year old woman from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Database Manager.
- I have 104 comments, 47 poems
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Atrophya on August 18, 2008I see your name is Veronica. I'm Melissa! It's nice to meet you! You've always supported me and my work and basically, that makes me feel less shitty cause i know my works gone down the drain and it's shitty. No one reads it anymore. It's crappy and no one loves me. But im starting to read everyones poetry since I'm always busy at work. My hours got cut back so, i'll be home more to chat and stuff.
Not going back to school yet unfortunately. you know, things to pay off T_T
anyways. here's a pretty picture to make you feel better. I've started reading your poetry, it's so sad, empty, lost. SOmetimes, like me.
I love you, even though I just kinda introduced myself to you and you don't really know me!
I hope you feel better and we can become best friends! blessed be! =]
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named.disaster--x : YOU ARE AWESOME on February 20, 2008My name is Page ,
I love your page it is amazing
I also love your poetry , and what it stands for
keep up the reat work
- Page <3 -
lovefill loveless : wow on August 7, 2007i love your page
and your poetry
keep writting
love
your friend
