Hey! I am Amanda Jean Christians. Me. I love to write poetry and draw. I am a sophomore in highschool. My favorite sports to play are: volleyball, soccer, tennis, and softball. I hope everyone who reads my poetry enjoys it. I usually just write things out of the blue (so don't worry if there are mistakes. I dont know where any of my ideas come from, but they just appear.)
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My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.
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~i <3 being Rndm...~
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-PLEASE READ THIS-
we need to stop child abuse
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.
We need to stop child abuse!
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- Last seen on Aug 26 8:04 AM. Member since April 25, 2007.
- I'm a peridot parrot poet for 36 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Life is too short to live the same day twice....".
- I am a 16 year old girl from Iowa (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm either drawing or doing something in my room..
- I am in the groups A Shoulder To Cry On, A day stained in blood The life of a cutter, A group for totally RANDOM people who also LOVE CHRIST WOOT WOOT, All the people who feel ugly sometimes, Clan of Shadows, Cutters An0nym0us, Cutters Digest, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Cutting Writers, Cutting blood and scars, Damn Damn Damn, Dare Me, Duck Tape Whores, Fuck Homophobes Racist and Sexist, Hip Hop and Poetry, Just Try And Fix The Broken, Music FREAKS, Music Rules My Life, Papa Roach, Rape Victims, Raw, Razors and Raindrops, Shadows only seen in the dark because we comminted in Suicide, Skateboarders And The Chicks That Love Them, Suicide Butterflies and Chocolate, The Ladys Of Darkness, The Used, The society Of Emo, a group 4 crazy people, cutters hide away
- I have 36 comments
My Poetry
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I can’t believe that I found someone so perfect for me. He loves me for who I am.12 lines, April 28
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Remembering you is not hard at all. Remembering you is the easiest thing i recall.19 lines, 1 comment, October 11, 2007
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thekidxthestreet on September 18, 2007Hey I know I have been quite busy, with work and such its ok I mean blah what am I saying things are ok they are a bit hecktic rightnow tho I mean I have alot going on like I am moving out and everything. I dont know what I am going to do with myself
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thekidxthestreet on May 22, 2007Well you need to talk to her and get her help even if she tells you she dont want it she needs it right now.
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thekidxthestreet on May 10, 2007Well hello Amanda I am Robert, How are you?
