BleedingTragedy-xo• Show poetry

i dont give 2 shits about your puny insignifigant opisions on me; im me that all there is to it; get it got it good : D
im pretty sick of lies, and liars to a fact.
i have black hair nows; and blue eyes,
piecings <3 ear's and lip atm (: more to come tho xD
in nice. and i like you till you piss me off.
i give anyone a chance. and i beleive that people can change.
anyway,,
when im around my mates i feel like i can be myself.
they are ausome.
even though ive had people who i though were my friend fucking backstab me,
i still find it in myself to forgive them cause people can change.


i dont judge anyone on their looks.. i judge them by their personality.
dont sterio-type people who you dont even know, who knows what people call you behind your back then.


i love to put my trust into someone i barely know.
strangers are just people you havnt meet yet.
i make friends easily and you can tell me anything.
if youve read this far into my thingy,
then your obviously pretty intrested in me =/
thats cool =)
just add me under favs and ill rtf


i love to write, sing, dance, talk & draw.
i have msn so if anyone wants to chat
sometimes its good to talk to a total random
its:
sexii_tegz@hotmail.com



In the words of a good mate of mine:

i could pay for everything if i had the money to, IF I HAD A JOB!
BUT NO BECAUSE MY HAIR IS COLOURFUL AND I HAVE FUCKING PIERCINGS AND CANDY WHICH I TAKE OFF ANYWAY, I APPARENTLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING SERVE SOMEONE,
WHY DON'T THEY STOP BEING SO FUCKING JUDGMENTAL, I DON'T SEE HOW HAIR COLOUR CHANGES WHO YOU FUCKING ARE AND HOW YOU ACT.
IT'S NOT LIKE I'M RUDE TO THEM OR ANYTHING,
BECAUSE OF THE HOURS I COULD FUCKING WORK I BET IF I WAS ONE OF THEM FUCKING BLONDE ORANGE SKANKS I WOULD FUCKING GET A JOB IN A FUCKING SECOND,
BUT FORGET IT I'M NOT GOING TO BE A FAKE COS SOME JUDGMENTAL INDIAN FUCK DOESN'T LIKE ME
I DON'T SEE THEM DISGRIMINATING AGAINST PEOPLE WITH FUCKING TOWL HEADS,
HMM SO ITS JUST PEOPLE WITH PIERCINGS.
BASICALLY I'D HAVE TO DRESS LIKE A FUCKING NINJA TO GET A FUCKING JOB !
FUCKING PATHETIC DISGUSTING HUMAN RACE.
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i agree with her.


Bree wrote this fo' me <33 you bree !

I never looked at you that way.
But then I look at u and sunddenly I realised.
Your the one I want to be with.
Its you your the 1 I want you by my side.

There a feeling you give me.
Its unlike any other.
Its too hard to describe.
But I want you 2know we always have each other.

Your eyes hypnotise me
They take away all my pain.
Or maybe its just you.
You make me happy and sane.

I love laying in your arms.
I love being your number one.
I love kissing you.
I love everything you done.

You treat me wonderful.
You make me smile.
I love you so much.
For you id travel miles



awwk isnt it cute !

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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
REPOST THIS ON YOUR AUTHOR PAGE IF YOU BELIEVE HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!

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92% OF AUSTRALIAN TEENS TODAY WOULD DIE IF GIRLFRIEND AND DOLLY SAID IT WASN'T COOL TO BREATHE ANYMORE. IF UR PART OF THE 8% THAT WOULD BE LAUGHING THEIR BUTTS OFF, PUT THIS ON UR PROFILE!

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Put this on ur page if u have been abused.

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Falling in love is like falling off a building...
it dosent hurt till the end.
Cutting is my drug. The pain is my high..


Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, SecretButterfly, XxxSuicidal-lovexxX, Believer.in.Christ. , nightmarexboulevard, MyChemicalRomanceFan,Breaweirdo, Forgotten SOUL, LookInToMyHeart-x


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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR ALL BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE GOOD MARKS, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fuck them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian or a dyke.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.

~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong. Bold ones that relate to you, if you wish*~


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HATE EMO?

READ THIS:

Isnt it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a tshirt that barely cover anything?

Isnt it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isnt it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

are you laughing?

Isnt it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more Shit from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isnt it funny that you dont mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

im not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girls life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isnt it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing

Isnt it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life

without knowing her situation with her friends

or her family

or her LIFE

BRAVE ISNT GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE SLUTS AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMOROW ISNT A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF HOLDING BACK THE TEARS AND DODGING ALL THE RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.

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I remembered what you said.
you told me not to drink, Mom
So I had a Sprite instead.
I felt proud of myself,
the way you said I would,
That I didn't drink and drive,
though some friends said I should.
I made a healthy choice,
and your advice to me was right
as the party finally ended,
and the kids drove out of sight.
I got into my car,
sure to get home in one piece,
I never knew what was coming, Mom
something I expected least.
Now I'm lying on the pavement,
And I hear the policeman say,
The kid that caused this wreck was drunk,"
Mom, His voice seems far away.
My own blood all around me,
as I try hard not to cry.
I can hear the paramedic say,
"This girl is going to die."
I'm sure the guy had no idea,
while he was flying high,
because he chose to drink and drive,
now I would have to die.
So why do people do it, Mom
Knowing that it ruins lives?
And now the pain is cutting me,
like a hundred stabbing knives.
Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom
tell daddy to be brave,
and when I go to heaven,
put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have taught him,
that it's wrong to drink and drive.
Maybe if his parents had,
I'd still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom
I'm getting really scared.
These are my final moments,
and I'm so unprepared.
I wish that you could hold me Mom,
as I lie here and die.
I wish that I could say I love you, Mom
So I love you and good-bye.
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"I got an F in life"

[_] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[_] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have a mp3 player or ipod.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[_] You love your family.
[_] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.[at school cause' yeah.]
[-] There is a computer/ laptop in your room. [laptop, but it doesnt run properly so i dont use it (N) ]
[_] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[_] Your room is big enough for you
[_] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 7.5

[_] You have over 500 friends on facebook [facebook sucks]
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[_] Your parents let you have a facebook
[_] You get allowance
[_] You collect something normal.
[_] You look forward to going to college
[_] You don't wish you were someone else.
[_] You play a sport.
[x] You want to do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 9.5

[x] You own a car/truck.
[_] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[_] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[_] You never got a detention
T O T A L: 11.5

[_] You know what is going on in the world.
[_] You are happy with your life.
[_] You usually aren't sick.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[_] You don't have any enemies.
T O T A L: 15.5

Total over all: 15.5

Multiply by 3= 46.5%

101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost as "i got a F in life"


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REPOST THIS IF U THINK ABORTION IS WRONG!!
Abortion is Wrong!!

Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No . . .

Month Seven
Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page.
Abortion is Just wrong it is murder

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Loving someone isn't stupid...thinking that they'll love you back is.

I would like to share that---

Goths:
*Don't always wear black
*Don't worship Satan
*Are NOT evil
*Do not want to kill people
*Do not hate everybody
*Are not always depressed
*Can be happy too
*Are usually nice people
*Are normal, just like you

[if you suport goths or are one add this to your page]

I would also like to share that-----

Emos:
*Don’t cut them self to get attention
*Don’t always cry
*Sometimes cry because they hurt
*Are not all bisexual
*Want to be included
*Are not babies
*Don’t always date emos
*Don't lable
*Want to be happy just like others

[if you suport emos or are emo add this to you page]

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IF YOU HAVE SPELLED YOUR NAME WRONG PASTE THIS IN YOUR PROFILE

IF YOU HAVE A PHOBIA OF ALL BUGS PASTE THIS IN YOUR PROFILE

If you haven't died yet, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you've ever copied and pasted something onto your profile, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If you think that those stupid kids should just give that God-forsaken Trix rabbit some Trix, copy this into your profile.

If, during a quiet moment, you suddenly remember something funny and randomly bust out laughing, copy and paste this into your profile.

If there are times where you just wanna annoy someone for the heck of it copy this into your profile

If you've ever thought about something when you were talking about something else, copy and paste this into your profile.

If you've ever talked to yourself, copy and paste this into your profile

If you've ever asked a really stupid, obvious question, copy and paste this one your profile.

If you've ever walked into a doorway that you could've clearly dodged, you just weren't paying close enough attention, copy and paste this on your profile.

If you get good grades and still know nothing at all, copy and paste this onto your profile.

If youve ever just wanted to punch someone in the face becuase their pissing you off, copy and paste this onto your profile

If you are bored and like to write stuff, copy and paste this onto your profile.

I like cheese. I have seen purple cows. If two gooses are geese, then why aren't two moose meese, or when two foots are feet, why aren't two footballs feetball? Milk tastes good. People call me crazy, but I'm just random! If you're random and proud of it, copy and paste this in your profile.

Weird is good. Strange is bad. Odd is what you call someone who you can't decide what to call them. Weird is the same as different, which is the same as unique, which means weird is good! If you are weird and proud of it, copy this onto your profile!
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"I'm Sorry"
im sorry if i dont meet your standards
im sorry if my boobs arent big enough to satisfy your needs
im sorry if im not skinny enough for you to see my ribs
im sorry if im not pretty enough to be "Your Girl"
im sorry if im not tanned enough
im sorry if im not playboy model, so i cant act like a porn star for you im sorry if im wierd
im sorry if i write about you everyday
im sorry if i dont have a dream body that turns you on
im sorry if im not short enough
im sorry if i dont have sex with you on the first date
im sorry if im annoying
im sorry if my hair isnt short enough
im sorry if i am different from those other girls
im sorry if i dont hang all over you and be a complete tramp to make you happy
im sorry that i actually care about you and call to see how your doing
But Most Of All
Im Sorry that most guys cant accept a girl for who they are.
if you are a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "Im sorry"
if you are one of the FEW GUYS with enough balls to repost and would never make your girl feel this way
repost as " I Love You Just The Wat You Are"


------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------.+.I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.+.
.+.I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.+.
.+.I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.+.
.+.I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.+.
.+.I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.+.
.+.I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.+.
.+.I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.+.
.+.I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.+.
.+.I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.+.
.+.I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.+.
.+.I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.+.
.+.I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.+.
.+.I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.+.
.+.I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.+.
.+.I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.+.
.+.I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.+.
.+.I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.+.
.+.I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.+.
.+.I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.+.
.+.I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
.+.I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.+.
.+.I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.+.
.+.I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.+.
.+.I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.+.
.+.I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.+.
.+.I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.+.
.+.I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.+.
.+.I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.+.
.+.I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.+.
.+.I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.+.
.+.I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.+.
.+.I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.+.
.+.I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.+.
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To Every Girl

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT DRESSES CUTE,NOT SKANKY.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTIFUL, NOT HOT.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT WILL SPEND HER WHOLE LOOKING FOR THE PERFECT GIFT
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WANTS TO BE TREATED LIKE A PRINCESS
TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO HOLD HANDS
TO EVERY GIRL THAT KISSES HIM WITH MEANING
To every girl who just wishes he cared more.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WANTS HIM TO CALL.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT HIM.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO CUDDLE.
To every girl who shows how much she cares but gets nothing back.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT EVER THOUGHT "MAYBE THIS ONE COULD BE THE ONE."
TO EVERY GIRL THAT LAUGHFS AT STUPID STUFF WHEN ITS REALLY NOT FUNNY
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT FELL FOR ALL THE LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE IN THE END.
To every girl who gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.

If you have ever felt like any of the girls described, then post this on your author's page. You can put the ones that apply particularly to you in capitals if you like, or don't if you prefer not to.





I PUT TO MUCH STUFF ON MY PROFLE !