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(OK IN MY PROFILE I TALK ABOUT MYSELF IM NOT DOING IT TO GET ATTENTION IM JUST TRYING TO SAY OK I'VE GONE THROUGH THIS AND IF U NEED HELP IM HERE OK KAITY!!)Hey yall im Shelby. People call me Shel,Belby,Frosh,And Froshie. I am 15 years old. I live in Wisconsin. I have a hard life. I've cut and tried to kill myself. When i was little i would watch my father beat my sister. Im terrifed of guys because of my father. I think (don't wanna jump to conclusions) that he raped me...The thing is i don't remember....But i just have a feeling..... My dad keeps coming into my life then leaving when i need him...It's really hard...And very sad...MY mom is never home enough to really talk...Im scared of people yelling (in real) if someone yells at me on the phone or in real i will start having a panic attack. Im in a daytreatment...And i do want help i just dont know how to let anyone in anymore...And i have big abandonment issues...I hope someone out there can help me... I love drinking,and smoking. Im trying to quit drinking. I don't smoke anymore. I change myself to make other people happy. I'm told im a push over. I have 7 alpacas,3 dogs,2 steers,a bunny,a goat, fish,And a snail. For the alpacas there is Ranea,Pandora,Doris,Donna,Carson,Walter, and Tommy. My dogs names are Tanner,Sampson,And popo. Tanner is a Great Pyreenes (don't know how to spell it) Sampson is a Yorkie and Popo is a cockapoo. The 2 steers are Little Bear And Max. The Bunny is Sandy. The goat is Dink. We didn't name the fish or snail. I love animals. My dream job is either to sing or to work at sea world. So ya. I can be very helpful. So if you need to talk to someone just IM me

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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG!!!


IN MY POEMS IM USEALLY JUST VENTING I DON'T MEAN ANYTHING BY WAT I SAY


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[][][]---[][][]--memory of
[][][]---[][][]--all those
[][][]---[][][]--who died
[][][]---[][][]--on 9/11 (SHOW SOME RESPECT)


Name: Shelby M. K.


Birthday: March,8
Birthplace: wisconsin

Eye Color: Hazel

Hair Color: black (turning brownish blonde) with red highlights
Height: 5'6

Race: trasylvanian (srry don't spell it good) english and german
Right Handed or Left Handed: right (im always right )

Phrase ? im going to draw a picture a picture with a twist i'll draw it with a razor blade and i'll draw it on my wrist,The worst part about missing someone is when you have to sit right next to them knowing you can't have them.


The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: love (yet it's also my strength)

My background is my school colors GO NORSEMAN
If you have not heard of steve vai click on this

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cYRtn5VzCoQ

I hate how some people are so stupid. Emo's don't always want attention. Like i don't. Yea i cut because i been through so much and it is a way to take away all my stress. so people who don't like emo's FUK YoU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5iFVQoBjzjg
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OhbI1egeQo0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hqj3tSVsWO4
if u believe in god listen to this
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LCoEBCxGHtg


You can love me,like me,or hate me. I don't care which. Cuz no matter what your still thinking about me


WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME

WHEN I POUT MY LIPS
- KISS ME

WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT

WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER
- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER

WHEN I AM SILENT
- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION

WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS

IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING YOU TO CALL ME

WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS


Life isn't about the number of breaths we take but the moments that take our breath away

The only people you need in your like are the people that need you in their life

It's better to cross the line and suffer the consequences then to just stare at the line your whole life

Life is about risks an it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and think what they would have or could have had





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|………..| Put this on your page
|………..| If you've ever pushed
|…….O.| a door that said
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will break into your thoughts
With what's written on my heart
I will break, break

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick

Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You tremble at this sound

You sink into my clothes
This invasion makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so, I'm so sick

I'm so sick, infected with
Where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss, selfishness
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)
I'm so (I'm so)
I'm so sick (I'm so sick)


You know i don't give a damn if you hate me. Go ahead hate me call me names see if it does anything but get you hurt

...Have You Ever...
(x ) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x ) Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
() Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
() Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
() Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating


() I'm single
(x) I'm in a relationship
(x) I've had someone cheat on me.
(x) I've gone on a blind date.
(x) I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
() I miss someone right now.
(x) have a fear of commitment.
(x) I have a fear of abandonment.
(x) I've cheated in a relationship.
(x) I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
() I've gotten divorced
(x) I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
(x) I've told someone I loved them
(x) I've kept something from a past relationship.


Sexuality

(x) I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) I've had a crush on a teacher.
(x) I am a cuddler.
(x) I love to flirt.
() I've been kissed in the rain. =]
(x) I've hugged a stranger.
() have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

() I am a terrible liar.
(x) I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
(x) I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
(x) I've snuck out of my house.
(x) I have lied to my parents about where I am.
(x) I am keeping a secret from the world
(x) I've cheated while playing a game.
(x) I've cheated on a test.
() I've run a red light.
() I've been suspended from school.
(x) I've witnessed a crime.
(x) I've been in a fist fight.
(x) I've been arrested.
(x) I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

(x) I've consumed alcohol.
(x) I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
(x) I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
(x) I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
() I can't swallow pills.
(x) I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
(x) I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
(x) I shut others out when I'm depressed.
(x) I take anti-depressants.
(x) I'm anorexic or bulimic.
(x) I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
() I'm addicted to adrenaline
(x) I've hurt myself on purpose
(x) I'm addicted to self harm
(x) I've woken up crying.
(x) I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

() I'm afraid of dying.
(x) I hate funerals.
(x) I've seen someone die.
(x) Someone i no has attempted suicide.
(x) Someone close to me has committed suicide.
(x) I've attempted suicide.


Random

(x) I can sing well.
() I open up to others easily.
() I watch the news.
(x) I don't kill bugs.
(x ) I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
(x) I curse regularly.
(x) I sing in the shower.
() I am a morning person.
() I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
(x) I'm a snob about grammar.
() I am a sports fanatic.
(x) I twirl my hair
() have "x"s in my screen name
() I love being neat
() I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
() I bake well.
(x) My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
() I would wear pajamas to school.
( ) I like Martha Stewart.
(x) I know how to shoot a gun.
(x) I am in love with love.
( ) I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
(x) I laugh at my own jokes.
(x) I eat fast food weekly
(x) I believe in ghosts.
(x) I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
() its called flirting with the teacher and low cut shirts) I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
( ) I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
(x) I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
( x) I love white chocolate
(x) I bite my nails
(x) I play video games (sometimes)
(x) I'm good at remembering faces.
(x) I'm good at remembering names.
(x) I'm good at remembering dates.
(x) I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
() I have tried to join a circus and failed





Can't you see he's the man, let me hear you applaud
he is more than a man he's a shiny golden god.

If you think its time to fuking rock, and fuking roll, out of control,
well then you know you got to rock the block,
you fuking suck my fuking cock,
'cause when you rule, you fuking school, all of the fools, out of their jewels,
'cause if you think it's time to,
if you think it's time,
if you think it's time to fuking rock.

He is going to kick your fuking *bunny*,
and you know his name is Kyle Gass,
rocking and fuking rolling,
and fuking rocking,
and fuking rolling,
and fuking [vocal sollo]...buberup buberrup buberup doo doodle dothdo






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Put this on your page if your in love I AM!


a guy hit an amazing hit note in this song LISTEN NOW
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUod3jGQt0U

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