Hey Guys,Im Errin. I am 16 and im in yr 12 i also live somewhere in Australia. OZZIE OZZIE OZZIE! (and all say) OI OI OI! had to do that. I hurt alot. Behind every fake smile is a tear. I think im a nice person. I try very hard to be.I try to please people alot. I try to keep everyone happy at the same time.I'll always take the blame when my friends and i are arguing. I dont let go easily of things that hurt me but if it was u that caused me pain i'd never let you know that.If your my friend i'll always be there for you no matter what. Even if what your telling me hurts me i wont show you that. Im a fake. As in im not who i appear to be. I put up a very intricetly woven guise, most dont see through it. I like most people. But if i didnt like you it wouldnt make any difference to how i treat you. if i say i like you i mean it. i think im losing my mind sometimes. i think i have nothing in my future. I have tonnes of hobbies.i'll tell you if you ask.I can carry my end of a conversation all too well. I have an opinion on absolutley everything and i can stress my point very well. i used to debate. I punish myself alot, for alot of things, If you were to ask me what I regret...I would probably say being born...If you asked me something that I could have changed that I regret not changeing,it would be that I am still alive.
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"And from the depths of despair emerges only the most persistent and broken of people, those who perished were weak and lucky....those who emerge are strong and lucky....those who are stuck bound for all eternity....they.....they are the strong, the weak, the persitent, the broken and the hopeless all wrapped up in one......they are............the lost." Quote By Errin Hellingrath 9-11-08 6:39 pm
Vampire Knight - Castle of Sand lyrics
If the white rose petals open one by one
Will the memories from those days revive?
Illuminated by tranquility, the night that makes flowers bloom
Is sweet yet painful and becoming colored
Like following a shining thread, time is quietly flowing
While people stick to the movement of flow and ebb, they are reborn
Your smile is the warmth that melts my chest
Like a faint dream that I had somewhere
Even if the present moment is cut up by the setting sun
Our shadows are overlapping
Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one
If we can relieve ourselves from eternal slumber and see each other tonight
Come on, let’s dance in our rondo
Like moving through the passed days, the moon is tender and clouded
And beyond my memories, love overflowed again
If I can walk through your moments for a second time
Then I want to become a shadow and protect you
Even if the blindly blowing wind estranges us
Please don’t forget about believing
An aimless sparkle, a fleeting wavering, like drifting illusions
Even while I wandered, I finally made it to the place that won’t change
Even if the darkness steals away the sun, lies cry to sins, and the past splits apart the future
As if going around to places, I’m certain that I chose this place
Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one
If the white rose petals scatter one by one
Will we be dyed by the tender morning?
And if I am reborn and bloom in your chest
Our love will become eternity
In the quietly withering castle
in a thirsty time of change
An ash colored me is just vanishing slowly
Need to die
Gather the stars and building a castle of sand
Where I utter a soft prayer
Ambushed by those footsteps falling into dust, flowing away
Please, someone…
Still doll Lyrics
Hi Miss Alice.
With glass eyes
What kind of a dream
Are you able to have?
Are you entranced by?
Again for me
My heart tears apart
And flows out
Memories
Pierce into
The mended crevice
Hi Miss Alice.
With a fruitful mouth
To whom are you
Throwing love at?
Grieving love at?
I’m already
Spinning words
The warmth of my tongue
Completely cools
And I can’t sing
The song that I adore
Still, you do not answer
Nivarna _ Smells like teen spirit
Load up on guns
bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over bored and self assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
Yea!
Hey!
Yea!
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my Libido
Yea!
Hey!
Yea!
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial!
KILLING LONELINESS - HIM
Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the night, forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are sent to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
CRANBERRIES LYRICS
"Zombie"
Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...
Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.
It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS
"The Ghost Of You"
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
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"And from the depths of despair emerges only the most persistent and broken of people, those who perished were weak and lucky....those who emerge are strong and lucky....those who are stuck bound for all eternity....they.....they are the strong, the weak, the persitent, the broken and the hopeless all wrapped up in one......they are............the lost." Quote By Errin Hellingrath 9-11-08 6:39 pm
Vampire Knight - Castle of Sand lyrics
If the white rose petals open one by one
Will the memories from those days revive?
Illuminated by tranquility, the night that makes flowers bloom
Is sweet yet painful and becoming colored
Like following a shining thread, time is quietly flowing
While people stick to the movement of flow and ebb, they are reborn
Your smile is the warmth that melts my chest
Like a faint dream that I had somewhere
Even if the present moment is cut up by the setting sun
Our shadows are overlapping
Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one
If we can relieve ourselves from eternal slumber and see each other tonight
Come on, let’s dance in our rondo
Like moving through the passed days, the moon is tender and clouded
And beyond my memories, love overflowed again
If I can walk through your moments for a second time
Then I want to become a shadow and protect you
Even if the blindly blowing wind estranges us
Please don’t forget about believing
An aimless sparkle, a fleeting wavering, like drifting illusions
Even while I wandered, I finally made it to the place that won’t change
Even if the darkness steals away the sun, lies cry to sins, and the past splits apart the future
As if going around to places, I’m certain that I chose this place
Endless and far, boundless and deep, like destinies that crossed each other
I grasped it again and again, I lost it again and again, the fact that we were finally able to meet
Like how the sky yearns for the earth, the flowers wait for the rain, and the night falls in love with tomorrow
I yearned so much for the fact that two hearts were one
If the white rose petals scatter one by one
Will we be dyed by the tender morning?
And if I am reborn and bloom in your chest
Our love will become eternity
In the quietly withering castle
in a thirsty time of change
An ash colored me is just vanishing slowly
Need to die
Gather the stars and building a castle of sand
Where I utter a soft prayer
Ambushed by those footsteps falling into dust, flowing away
Please, someone…
Still doll Lyrics
Hi Miss Alice.
With glass eyes
What kind of a dream
Are you able to have?
Are you entranced by?
Again for me
My heart tears apart
And flows out
Memories
Pierce into
The mended crevice
Hi Miss Alice.
With a fruitful mouth
To whom are you
Throwing love at?
Grieving love at?
I’m already
Spinning words
The warmth of my tongue
Completely cools
And I can’t sing
The song that I adore
Still, you do not answer
Nivarna _ Smells like teen spirit
Load up on guns
bring your friends
It's fun to lose and to pretend
She's over bored and self assured
Oh no, I know a dirty word
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
Yea!
Hey!
Yea!
I'm worse at what I do best
And for this gift I feel blessed
Our little group has always been
And always will until the end
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my Libido
Yea!
Hey!
Yea!
And I forget just why I taste
Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile
I found it hard, it was to find
Oh well, whatever, nevermind
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello, how low?
Hello, hello, hello
With the lights out, it's less dangerous
Here we are now, entertain us
I feel stupid and contagious
Here we are now, entertain us
A mulatto, an albino
A mosquito, my libido
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial, a denial
A denial!
KILLING LONELINESS - HIM
Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the night, forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are sent to start a war
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness
Killing loneliness
With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
CRANBERRIES LYRICS
"Zombie"
Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?
But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...
Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.
It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...
In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...
MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LYRICS
"The Ghost Of You"
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall
If I fall (down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
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I MISS YOU SO MUCH> WITHOUT YOU THERE IS NO COLOUR IN MY WORLD AND NO LIFE IN THE AIR I BREATHE. YOU MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME. YOU WIPED AWAY MY TEARS AND MADE ME FEEL BEAUTIFUL FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND LEAVE ME ALL ALONE. 1 MY BEST FRIEND YOU LEFT ME. I MISSJuly 12, In Angst, Bitter, Friends, My own personal thoughts, Pain. 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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You know...I hate valentines day...not because i dont get anything, i sometimes do, but because i never get anything for anyone i like, or know, and its not a stupid tradition, it would be gawjus....if everyone had someone to share it with, but we dont. not all of us. and that sucks. it sucks. Some people think itsFebruary 9, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, Diary, Life, My own personal thoughts. 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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I keep coming back...... Those words, the song, all so true, so....painful. I cant pretend anymore, I can't fake it, its too much, i cant do this, im not staying, im leaving soon.... Forgetting everything we had..... Is that possible, not for me. I want everyone to know, my baby girl , Elizabeth Rose Tucker, bettFebruary 7, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, Diary, My own personal thoughts, Personal. 200 words. → Make first comment?
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