Bleeding Tears• Show poetry

*My Bio*

LoVe iNtErEsT: my lady friend, lesbian lover...ect...Lyndee ~winterkiss~

NaMe: .L.u.C.y.N.a. (Loo-Sin-ah)

NiCkNaMeS: Lu, Lucy, Luce (loose), LuLu, Cyna (sin-ah), Luigi, "L", Luie, Cynnie, Cyn (sin), Creamy, Lucifer,LuLee <-- new one! Lakuna, Luis, Lucho, Lucheena, Lu-Sana,  Bob (i have MANY nicknames...its what happens when you have a name people slaughter...i respond to any variation of my name)

NaTioNaLitY: 100% PoLiSh (i WaS BoRn ThErE)

Hometown...suburb of chicago... YAAAHHHHHH CUBBIES!!!!!

B-DaY: SepT. 9

AcTiViTiEs: yah..i'm not involved as much at all...  i'm in peer mediation, that's about it

WaNtS tO bE: psycologist, or a social worker

CuRrEnT sChOoL:   WESTERN ILLINOIS UNIVERSITY

MaRtiaL sTaTuS: taken!!     *finally dating the boy i've liked for the past 5 months*

HoBBiEs: going out, hangin out and chillin, goin to local shows, meetin new people, parties, sleeping, bein with friends, being OUT of my house, doin random shit, playin guitar


PhySiCaL aPpEaRaNcE:
*5'5.5",
*blue-grey eyes that change color daily ~and naturally~ but, NOT depending on my mood
*fair skin~but i do tan..yay
*reddish/brownish hair (natural)
*average body, (..i guess, i wish i was skinnier tho..)

CoNtAcT:

aim ~ fireproof love
email ~ yourloststar9@yahoo.com


*or* you can message me on AP and i'll respond  

~feel free to comment on anything, and i'll be sure to get back to u, if not RIGHT away, then soon.~



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Amber Pacific
~Thoughts Before Me~


So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?

It's starting to get old
That story that untold
Reflect before we walk into
What we already know
Won't be so easy
Looking back at high school drama
Didn't try to fix what we thought were problems
Someone's writing empty letters
Is there no other way?

Staring at your reflection every day
Can make or break my heart away
When you won't listen to what's hard for me to say
Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

There's no sense in regretting what's been said in our yesterdays
We're getting backwards double
We can look ahead
And I would walk so much further just to know what I'm doing here
And there's no end to what I'd give to know just what you meant when you said
How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares

How can I feel alive when we can't help but break our backs just to survive?
Is this another time we can't control our lives?

Those tear stained eyes can make me feel so sad
And once again we're further away from what we never had

So why should I take your hand when you can't promise happy endings?
Just run away with so much left to share
It's just not enough
When we're so much more than friends
We're much too young to throw away our cares


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some of my fave poets/friend on ap are...
: nodice : lusciouslace : krysco6907 : bloody knife : konstantine1111 : midnitemourning : tdubness : jefain : lostdreams17 : ChappitySnap : WinterKiss :

lostdreams17 is my bday buddy!!!



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yeah...so, here are some bands i luv...  

~Something Corporate
~Mae
~Custom
~Duran Duran
~Deftones
~Lola Ray
~Maroon 5
~Modest Mouse
~Bayside
~Fuel
~My Chemical Romance
~Rufio
~Midtown
~Coheed and Cambria
~Brand New
~Eminem
~Foo Fighters
~3 Doors Down
~Saves the Day
~Taking Back Sunday
~Thursday
~The Used
~All-American Rejects
~Fall Out Boy
~When All Else Fails (local)
~Farewell Anthem (local)
~Bright Eyes
~October Fall
~The Early November
~Dashboard Confessional
~The Starting Line
~Jimmy Eat World
~Anberlin
~Smile Empty Soul
~Relient K
~Alkaline Trio
~AFI
~DMB
~John Mayer
~Lostprophets
~Linkin Park
~Nirvana
~Mud Honey
~Led Zepplin
~Disturbed
~Metallica
~New Found Glory
~Nickelback
~Audioslave
~Yellowcard
~Fenix TX
~NoFX
~RX Bandits
~Revis
~Staind
~Story of the Year
~A Static Lullaby
~Underoath
~Mer
~The Brigade
~The Academy Is
~Dead Poetic
~Emery
~Further Seems Forever
~Senses Fail
~Matchbook Romance
~Fefe Dobson
~Amber Pacific
~From First to Last
~Hawthorne Heights

now, here are some of my favorite lyrics...


"if i never lost you, i wouldn't have to find you" -Lost & Found- :Taking Back Sunday:

"i wanna hang onto something that wont break away, for fall apart, like the pieces of my heart" -Globes & Maps- :Somthing Corporate:

"knowing nothing is better than knowing at all"  -One My Own- :The Used:

"like a proud shooting star into the night, crashed through the airwaves and ripped like a knife" -Piano- :Starting Line:

"tears are feelings we cant say, tears mean that you care, tears are mixed emotions, tears are more than tears" -Tears- :Rufio:

"And I don't trust you, cause every time you're here, your intentions are unclear, i spend every hour waiting for a phone call, that I know will never come, i used to think you were the one, now I'm sick of thinking anything at all." -Through With You- :Maroon 5:

"and i get so close, but i runaway, i runaway. the things i fear the most, keep me here to stay, but anyway..." -Runaway- :Mae:

"gone, once you shone, i move on, though i still find time to hide. it's all buried deep inside, so it looks like you've found a way to reach my heart and take it all back to the start of this (though I'm) a million miles from home" -Million Miles- :Lostprophets:

"for them break they're hearts for they were them, waiting for you to say... "I love you too" -In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth:3- :Coheed & Cambria:

"and your eyes must to do some raining, if you're ever going to grow, when crying don't help and you can't compose yourself, its best to compose a poem" -Bowl of Oranges- :Bright Eyes:

"if i could, i would shrink myself, sink through your skin, to your blood cells, remove whatever makes you hurt, but i am too weak to be your cure"
-Guercina- :Brand New:

"everything you wanted you've got it, and you're whole life, but all you want is just to see" -Exchanging Two-Hundred- :The Early November:

"and i say, "just go. please, dave, just drive. get us as far as far can be, get us away from tonight" -Shoulder To The Wheel- :Saves The Day:

"staring into the intersection, she thinks she can fly and she might, shes gonna try it tonight" -Straw Dog- :Something Corporate:

"dont you know that i always see you in all of my dreams?  i wanna kill you" -One Eight Seven- :Senses Fail:

"you know i love you and i can't stand it" -Your Stories, My Alibis- :Matchbox Romance:

"tonight my heart is cold, lost in your lies, shallow replies. tonight i'll just let go lost in you eyes, transparent cries" -Glass to the Arson-:Anberlin:

"sometimes it gets so hard to breathe. your eyes can see right through me."
-Walls- :Emery:

"every smile you gave to me you can keep them. the days go by the nights don't change. the stars still spell out your name" -Tearjerker-  ~Fenix TX:

"i would of given you all of my heart, but theres someone who has torn it apart." -The First Cut is the Deepest- :Sheryl Crow:

"puttin on make up in the mirror and crash! crash! craaash! -into a DITCH! just playin" -Roses- ~OutKast:

"i'm feeling cold today, not hurt just fucked away,i'm devastated and frustrated, god I feel so bound, so why'd I feel the need? i think it's time to bleed, i'm gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground" - Right Now- :KorN:

"all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade away" -Shimmer- ~Fuel:

"for a while i was cleaner than now.  then i started to destroy myself with things i love, now the things that i hate.  until it finally broke me"  -Choke Me- :The Used:

"so why should i take your hand, when you cant promise happy endings?" -Thoughts Before Me- :Amber Pacific:

"note to self: i miss you terribly.  this is what we call a tragedy"  -Note To Self- ~From First to Last:

"well, ive seen you and those things you do.  the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you. your dark defines your light" -Time and Time Again- :Chronic Future:

"you know you do, you kill me well.  you like it too and i can tell" -Ohio is for Lovers- :Hawthorne Heights:

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yah..thats bout all i have to say and bore you with..so now u can go be bored by my poems!  enjoy. aha

~Lucyna~