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About My Poetry
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Ok my poetry can only be written in the heat of a strong emotion. I do not have the capability to write a flowing peice unless it is during a good emotion flow.
I do not have any one muse....my work is inspired by anything and everything in the spur of my passion...My topics, though mostly about angst and suicide, do range greatly. I find my new husband to be a great source for my words and my works seem to be flowing with love these days.
Please...read my work and comment...I love feedback and opinions on how to improve and make my work more successful.
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About Me
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My Look
I stand 5'8" tall, I am chubby at 180lbs, but I like to think some of that is muscle. I am kind of athletic...(I don't like many sports except hockey...what a sterio-type eh, oh yeah...and RUGBY!!) My eyes are blueish grey in color with a yellowish ring around my pupil. My hair color is now dyed black. I am a very down to earth girl, I have many different looks.....only because I choose to be whatever makes me comfortable and from day to day that changes, I can be emo, angst, goth, jockette, or prep one day, and raver, nerd, goody goody,or outdoorsy chic the next.
I am a VERY casual girl, yes I love to get all dressed up and party and have a good time, but I am equally satisfied with curling up with a loved one (my hubby DUH!) in a big pile of blankets and watching t.v. and movies all day! I can get VERY lazy at times and I can be VERY active at times, you just have to catch me on the right day!
My Personality
"I" think I have a kickass personality, and once you get to know me, you'll LOVE me!!
I pretty much get along with everyone, until they give me reason not to, so no matter who you are you always have a chance for respect in my eyes. I am a moody person, alot of the time I look angry on the outside but that is mostly because I bottle alot of my emotions and hide them away under a rough exterior...my closest loved ones are the only ppl who see me cry and all my strong emotions come out.
My Hobbies
There are so many of these I could go on forever....for instance, I LOVE to SCUBA dive, swim, cliffdive, bike, hike, read, write poems, spend time with my pets, hangout with my friends, party, play Rugby, spend time with my little brother, watch movies, being intimate with my husband, get drunk, drive, skate, snowboard....basically I WILL do pretty much ANYTHING once and if I like it I will end up doing it again (provided it is acceptable lol)!!
My Favorite Things
This list really does go on forever, I LOVE PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING!! My pets, animals keep me at peace of mind. I play the tenor saxophone, and my instrument is one key to my heart. I love music, without it my brain would overload.
I also love tv: Futerama, Family Guy, Simpsons, American Dad, America's Next Top Model, Fear Factor, and CSI, Judge Judy, King of the Hill, News, and that stuff....My likes are diverse.
My FAVORITE music/bands includes the following: Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Guns n' Roses, Metalica, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Aerosmith, Led Zepplin, Def Leapord, Eric Clapton, Brian Adams, Evanesence, Nickleback, Creed, Stone Sour, Eminem, 50 Cent, Foo Fighters, The Hip, Three Doors Down, Greenday, Three Days Grace, Bon Jovi, Ill Nino, Limp Bizkit, Incubus, Linkin Park, Mudvayne, Pantera, Papa Roach, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Static X, Mushroom Head, Simple Plan, Good Charlotte, ICP, Craddle of Filth, Ludacris, Old School Snoop, Papa Roach, Lil Whitey, April Whine, Queen, Bowie, Bloodhound Gand, Killers, BEP, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Obie Trice, Stat Quo, D12, Cold, Shinedown, System of a Down, Goo Goo Dolls, Aerosmith, Blink 182, Finger 11, Mudvayne, Puddle of Mud, Kid Rock, Metallica, Seether, Creed, Evenecense...and many many more!!
Some of my Favorite Movies Include: Interview with a Vampire, Dracula 2000, Queen of the Damned (didn't do the book justice, but was still cool), Bram Stoker's Dracula, Underworld, Blade, Blade 2, Van Helsing, Tommy Boy, Anaconda, Anacondas: Hunt for the Blood Orcid, Python, All the Jaws movies, Deep Blue Sea, Valentine, Matrix, Matrix Reloaded, Matrix Revolution, The Green Mile, Titanic, Pearl Harbor, The Forgotten,The Boogeyman, and Natural Born Killers, The body Killers, Devil's Rejects, Wedding Crashers, Dreamer, Pride and Prejudice, Walk the Line, Chronicles of Narnia....there are a couple others but yeah thats all I can think of right now!!!
My Favorite Books: Karen-Marie Moning's "Highlander" series, ALL Anne Rice, Vampire novels, Love/Romance novels, erotic sex novels, especially Laurelle K. Hamilton's work...Raaawwwr!!
However all of these things mean absolutely NOTHING to me compared to my Husband Dustyn, without him life is not worth living. He is my moon, my stars, my sunshine, the air I breathe and all the things that keep my alive. I love hime more than life itself.
But yeah thats Some stuff bout me!
Here are some other Informative tidbits:
Status: Commited to the man I love
Here for: Poetry
Orientation: Straight
Hometown :Halibu
Body type: Average/curvy
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
Religion: I am spiritual, mostly Christian
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Smoke/Drink: Yes
Children: Someday
Education: High school
Occupation: At the moment a stay at home wife
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Most Important PPL In My Life
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Dustyn:
My lover, my man, my husband. We are a mated pair...I am yours forever and you are mine my love. In the time we have been together we have experienced allot of everything pain, bliss, hardships and the strongest of all, love. Our love has been tested in the strongest of ways and still has even more endurance tests to come. But as God as my witness, my love...You will be the owner of my heart and soul forever, and we shall grow old and wrinkly together as we watch our seed grow...our beautiful children.
Mom & Dad:
I love them with all my heart...they support me in everything I do, although sometimes we hit rough patches, I know they always love me.
Kyle:
My brotha from anotha motha. I love you man...we will be bests forever man. This guy is my BEST friend. We been through alot together. We have seen and done and worked some fucked up shit together, and for that, we will forever be bonded!
Johnathan:
My baby bro...born to my parents on Nov 9th, 2006. He is the reason I am alive right now. If he had not have come along, I think my time would have drawn short by my own hand. I love this child and will be there for him through his entire life!
Chantal:
Your muh gurl...and always will be. I got ur back through everything baby hun! A special soul that has been there for me when I needed a chick friend the most. I'll always be the "Boobymuffin" for ONLY you!! LOL!
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*My AP Family*
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My Darling AP HUSBAND: Broken Arrow. His name is Dustyn Brock Jeppsen and he is my world. He is as much my AP husband as he is my real husband.
THIS IS HIS MARRIAGE PROPOSAL FOR AP (He read this to me to my face as his real proposal and of course I said YES!!)
*The Proposal*
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
My heart is beating fast
Thoughts racing through my mind
You're looking at me intently
With your piercing eyes, so kind
I think about you all the time
And what our lives could hold
I dream about future children
And together growing old
I dream of you running into my arms
As I hold them open wide
And I dream about waking up
Every morning by your side
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
You are the air I breathe
And every tear I cry
You are my dreams at night
And the apple of my eye
The time has come to ask you
That which has been burning in my heart
The question that controls my thoughts
And tears my mind apart
Will you take this hand I offer you
And forever stay by my side
Will you fulfill these dreams of mine
And become my lawful bride
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
You, my beautiful lover
You, my life
You, my only love
You, Christina-Marie
My lovely AP sister: TriPpy a.k.a Naida. This girl is FUCKIN AWSOME...and her poems KICK ASS!!!!
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(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help
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But yeah...anyways...if you read my work, I hope you enjoy it. I hope the messages in my peices touch others the way it touches me.
ENJOY
~ Christina-Marie ~
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About My Poetry
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Ok my poetry can only be written in the heat of a strong emotion. I do not have the capability to write a flowing peice unless it is during a good emotion flow.
I do not have any one muse....my work is inspired by anything and everything in the spur of my passion...My topics, though mostly about angst and suicide, do range greatly. I find my new husband to be a great source for my words and my works seem to be flowing with love these days.
Please...read my work and comment...I love feedback and opinions on how to improve and make my work more successful.
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About Me
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My Look
I stand 5'8" tall, I am chubby at 180lbs, but I like to think some of that is muscle. I am kind of athletic...(I don't like many sports except hockey...what a sterio-type eh, oh yeah...and RUGBY!!) My eyes are blueish grey in color with a yellowish ring around my pupil. My hair color is now dyed black. I am a very down to earth girl, I have many different looks.....only because I choose to be whatever makes me comfortable and from day to day that changes, I can be emo, angst, goth, jockette, or prep one day, and raver, nerd, goody goody,or outdoorsy chic the next.
I am a VERY casual girl, yes I love to get all dressed up and party and have a good time, but I am equally satisfied with curling up with a loved one (my hubby DUH!) in a big pile of blankets and watching t.v. and movies all day! I can get VERY lazy at times and I can be VERY active at times, you just have to catch me on the right day!
My Personality
"I" think I have a kickass personality, and once you get to know me, you'll LOVE me!!
I pretty much get along with everyone, until they give me reason not to, so no matter who you are you always have a chance for respect in my eyes. I am a moody person, alot of the time I look angry on the outside but that is mostly because I bottle alot of my emotions and hide them away under a rough exterior...my closest loved ones are the only ppl who see me cry and all my strong emotions come out.
My Hobbies
There are so many of these I could go on forever....for instance, I LOVE to SCUBA dive, swim, cliffdive, bike, hike, read, write poems, spend time with my pets, hangout with my friends, party, play Rugby, spend time with my little brother, watch movies, being intimate with my husband, get drunk, drive, skate, snowboard....basically I WILL do pretty much ANYTHING once and if I like it I will end up doing it again (provided it is acceptable lol)!!
My Favorite Things
This list really does go on forever, I LOVE PRETTY MUCH EVERYTHING!! My pets, animals keep me at peace of mind. I play the tenor saxophone, and my instrument is one key to my heart. I love music, without it my brain would overload.
I also love tv: Futerama, Family Guy, Simpsons, American Dad, America's Next Top Model, Fear Factor, and CSI, Judge Judy, King of the Hill, News, and that stuff....My likes are diverse.
My FAVORITE music/bands includes the following: Black Sabbath, Ozzy, Guns n' Roses, Metalica, Slipknot, Korn, Disturbed, Aerosmith, Led Zepplin, Def Leapord, Eric Clapton, Brian Adams, Evanesence, Nickleback, Creed, Stone Sour, Eminem, 50 Cent, Foo Fighters, The Hip, Three Doors Down, Greenday, Three Days Grace, Bon Jovi, Ill Nino, Limp Bizkit, Incubus, Linkin Park, Mudvayne, Pantera, Papa Roach, Rage Against the Machine, Rammstein, Static X, Mushroom Head, Simple Plan, Good Charlotte, ICP, Craddle of Filth, Ludacris, Old School Snoop, Papa Roach, Lil Whitey, April Whine, Queen, Bowie, Bloodhound Gand, Killers, BEP, Rob Zombie, White Zombie, Obie Trice, Stat Quo, D12, Cold, Shinedown, System of a Down, Goo Goo Dolls, Aerosmith, Blink 182, Finger 11, Mudvayne, Puddle of Mud, Kid Rock, Metallica, Seether, Creed, Evenecense...and many many more!!
Some of my Favorite Movies Include: Interview with a Vampire, Dracula 2000, Queen of the Damned (didn't do the book justice, but was still cool), Bram Stoker's Dracula, Underworld, Blade, Blade 2, Van Helsing, Tommy Boy, Anaconda, Anacondas: Hunt for the Blood Orcid, Python, All the Jaws movies, Deep Blue Sea, Valentine, Matrix, Matrix Reloaded, Matrix Revolution, The Green Mile, Titanic, Pearl Harbor, The Forgotten,The Boogeyman, and Natural Born Killers, The body Killers, Devil's Rejects, Wedding Crashers, Dreamer, Pride and Prejudice, Walk the Line, Chronicles of Narnia....there are a couple others but yeah thats all I can think of right now!!!
My Favorite Books: Karen-Marie Moning's "Highlander" series, ALL Anne Rice, Vampire novels, Love/Romance novels, erotic sex novels, especially Laurelle K. Hamilton's work...Raaawwwr!!
However all of these things mean absolutely NOTHING to me compared to my Husband Dustyn, without him life is not worth living. He is my moon, my stars, my sunshine, the air I breathe and all the things that keep my alive. I love hime more than life itself.
But yeah thats Some stuff bout me!
Here are some other Informative tidbits:
Status: Commited to the man I love
Here for: Poetry
Orientation: Straight
Hometown :Halibu
Body type: Average/curvy
Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
Religion: I am spiritual, mostly Christian
Zodiac Sign: Taurus
Smoke/Drink: Yes
Children: Someday
Education: High school
Occupation: At the moment a stay at home wife
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Most Important PPL In My Life
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Dustyn:
My lover, my man, my husband. We are a mated pair...I am yours forever and you are mine my love. In the time we have been together we have experienced allot of everything pain, bliss, hardships and the strongest of all, love. Our love has been tested in the strongest of ways and still has even more endurance tests to come. But as God as my witness, my love...You will be the owner of my heart and soul forever, and we shall grow old and wrinkly together as we watch our seed grow...our beautiful children.
Mom & Dad:
I love them with all my heart...they support me in everything I do, although sometimes we hit rough patches, I know they always love me.
Kyle:
My brotha from anotha motha. I love you man...we will be bests forever man. This guy is my BEST friend. We been through alot together. We have seen and done and worked some fucked up shit together, and for that, we will forever be bonded!
Johnathan:
My baby bro...born to my parents on Nov 9th, 2006. He is the reason I am alive right now. If he had not have come along, I think my time would have drawn short by my own hand. I love this child and will be there for him through his entire life!
Chantal:
Your muh gurl...and always will be. I got ur back through everything baby hun! A special soul that has been there for me when I needed a chick friend the most. I'll always be the "Boobymuffin" for ONLY you!! LOL!
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*My AP Family*
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My Darling AP HUSBAND: Broken Arrow. His name is Dustyn Brock Jeppsen and he is my world. He is as much my AP husband as he is my real husband.
THIS IS HIS MARRIAGE PROPOSAL FOR AP (He read this to me to my face as his real proposal and of course I said YES!!)
*The Proposal*
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
My heart is beating fast
Thoughts racing through my mind
You're looking at me intently
With your piercing eyes, so kind
I think about you all the time
And what our lives could hold
I dream about future children
And together growing old
I dream of you running into my arms
As I hold them open wide
And I dream about waking up
Every morning by your side
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
You are the air I breathe
And every tear I cry
You are my dreams at night
And the apple of my eye
The time has come to ask you
That which has been burning in my heart
The question that controls my thoughts
And tears my mind apart
Will you take this hand I offer you
And forever stay by my side
Will you fulfill these dreams of mine
And become my lawful bride
Vous, mon bel amoureux
Vous, ma vie
Vous, mon seulement amour
Vous, Christina-Marie
You, my beautiful lover
You, my life
You, my only love
You, Christina-Marie
My lovely AP sister: TriPpy a.k.a Naida. This girl is FUCKIN AWSOME...and her poems KICK ASS!!!!
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*(\ /)
(O.o) This is Mr.Bunny Please Paste him on your page in order to help
(>"< Him with his mission to DOMINATE the world!!!
/_|_\
But yeah...anyways...if you read my work, I hope you enjoy it. I hope the messages in my peices touch others the way it touches me.
ENJOY
~ Christina-Marie ~
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- I'm a moonstone path poet for 544 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Your back needn't be turned for me to strike.".
- I am a 20 year old girl from North Carolina (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm Army wife.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/x0x_black_poison_x0x
- I have 544 comments, 9 contests, 23 poems
My Poetry
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I wrote this as a way of venting my pain of not being able to be near to my husband and best friend. But I also wrote this to show the worl
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A smile appears upon his lips, as I draw ever near,
Hearts begin to race and soar, to the beat of anxious fear. -
I want to work through this, and I want you to change,
But are you even capable of that, is that even within your range?60 lines, 2 comments, June 9, 2006. In Love -
The venom in my veins, he is my infection,
A mear infatuation grown past our deadly resurrections.37 lines, 8 comments, May 28, 2006. In Love
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Rhythm Child : ... on October 7, 2008like your page like your poems...any chance of a look at mine ? See what ya think lol :]
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Forever Hated : AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHH!!!! on March 14, 2007Whats new in halibu?? WTF U THINK IS NEW IN THIS HOLE!lol. ah, i had to go to court on may 7th...drugs...yeah big surprise, it was either busted for the 2 grams he saw me stick in my pocket, or the 8-ball he didn't see...hhhmmm, wonder what i chose to give up.lol yeah so the babys do next month, (the 12th apparently), she still wont send me fucking ultrasound pictures, and won't let me help name my little hell raiser, but fuck it! I just need to fuckin' make some kash kyle style(if ya know what i me, eh!!lol), then im most likley headin to Alberta for work on the oil rigs. i was seriously considering joining the military.... but how do i survive without drugs????? any ways, i Love you. take care. if you need anything, u know you can always count on me sis. i'll call u when i get some $$$ and can get a calling card. Say hi to D for me.
Love Always
Forever Hated aka Mr. Kyle, Big Guy, Elmo, Rage etc. etc.
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E t e r n i t y on August 20, 2006had to say your name is awesome <3
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Cmbj on August 5, 2006heya sweetheart!! i got a minute to sit down to a computer so i wanted to say hi and that i love you and miss you very very much! i miss you so much baby, but i will be home soon enough... i cant wait to see you! i love you baby doll with all my heart and after this, there will be nothing to stand in our way!!! Together forever!
