BlackBloodyRose

• Last seen 1 day ago. Member since June 4, 2005.
• I'm a gasoline dream poet for 1,676 comments.
• My mood is , and quote is "Don't hate me, I hate myself enough for both of us.".
• I am a 17 year old person from North Carolina (United States)
• Visit my homepage at no-absolutes.org/blackbloodyrose/
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• I am in the groups A Cyber Cafe for the In Love Looking a, A HowtoGiveConstructiveCriticism Group, A Place For Evanescence Lovers, A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A Shoulder To Cry On, A day stained in blood The life of a c, Anime Lovers, Beautiful Bisexual Women, Biblical and Christian Conversation, Cutters Noncutters and ExCutters, Fantasy Roleplay And Chat, For the Fans of Stephenie Meyer or Twi, Gay Lesbian and Bisexuals Group, Girl Interrupted, Girls Talk Boys Talk by Aurielle NEW, Hidden Past and the Present Future, Music Rules My Life, Noir Campagne, Rappers Freestyles Battles and Lyricis, Red High, Sidagle Middle School, Soul Asylum, Twister of Romance, Vampire High, Vampire Lovers, lost in this world, the universal kingdoms
• I have 1,676 comments, 16 contests, 1 addline, 1 column, 279 poems, 43 stories, 3 journals

Poems I'm focused on

• I am such an Idiot

  I feel like such an idiot
  for still hurting this much

  48 lines, 31 comments, May 21, 2008. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Angst, Dark, Life, Love, Weird
• I'll Forget

  So I'll forget about the feelings, / The ones I thought you had, / Those where the very feelings, / That at one time drove me mad, / I'll forget about the lying, / I'll forget about the pain / I'll forget and not

  15 lines, 16 comments, June 28, 2007
• bring the blade

  bring the blade down to my wrist
  It all will end with just a twist

  15 lines, 25 comments, March 3, 2007. In Angst, Dark, Love, Sad, Pain, Death, Depressed, Lost love, Teen issues, Hate, cutting
• never and forever have come

  You said before
  You'd never let me go

  45 lines, 25 comments, December 8, 2006. In Angst, Dark, Love

My Poetry

• One More Time

  I bring down the blade again
  Just one more time

  29 lines, 10 comments, October 26. In Angst, Pain, Personal, Sad, Dark
• "Friends"

  You say you are my best friend
  You'd never get mad at me

  41 lines, 5 comments, September 20
• put up with

  How many times can you expect me
  To let you break my heart

  34 lines, 6 comments, September 6. In Angst, Dark, Sad, Personal, Pain, Love
• Watching You Leave

  You'd think after three times
  It wouldn't hurt so bad

  24 lines, 4 comments, August 30

My Stories

• my last call

  234 lines, 1 comment, November 27, 2006. In <600 words, Dark, Depression, Romance
• diary of a cutter

  68 lines, November 11, 2006. In <600 words, Dark
• diary of a cutter 6-

  182 lines, October 26, 2006. In <600 words

My journal entries

• Did You Ever Think

  We talk all the time and I wonder if you realize I'm not like all those other girls 1 Most girls say they have loved a guy forever and he never saw it, I have a strange sort of proof. 2 Did you ever think about the fact that we broke up two years ago, and yet when I messaged you for the first time since, on

  August 16, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Love.  200 words. → Make first comment?
• My Mistake

  Over two years ago now I made a mistake One that still costs me to this day I chose a jerkish boy over a sweet and sensitive guy The boy, is still but a boy while the guy is now a man One grew up and the other, did not. I don't know exactly how to word this, but my soul is in such turmoil right now, I cannot

  July 9, In Pain, Regret, Sad.  200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
• Alone

  I can't believe it is another Mother's day. I am usually the kind to cry because I love my mother so deeply Today is differant Today should have been my first year getting a little flower basket at church I should be a mother right now I should have an infant in my arms, a ring on my f

  May 10, In A moment, Angst, Bitter, Depression, Diary, Love, My own personal thoughts, Personal.  300 words. → Make first comment?

Guest Book

• purplelover on October 1

  i love that rose. lol. that's amazing!
  
• KnightOfTheRose : Get well soon on September 21

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  Hoping you get well soon
  
  
  -Steve-
• samantha17 on September 9

  nice page
• purplelover on September 6

  
  
  until the last rose dies <3
  
  ---Max (cuz im cool like that)

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