Black-x-Rose• Show poetry

I dedicate this song right here to my boyfriend Josh, because mostly it's true. And I missss himmm sooooooo much right about now.



Be without you Lyrics
(Artist: mary j. blige)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo
Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...
Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby
I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin’ behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I’ll be faithful (yes)
I’m for real (yes)
And with us you’ll always know the deal
We’ve been...
Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby
See this is real talk
I’m always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you’re down on love or don’t believe
This ain’t for you (no, this ain’t for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it’s true (come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she’s the one (fellas tell your lady she’s the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We’ve been...
Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
Heeeeeeeeeeeey Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you




Things have lightened up in my life, and therefore I won't be able to write and deep, dark, and emotional poetry like I used to. I used to draw off of those emotions and put them into words...but I can't seem to do that anymore...



AP Family-
Hubby-Borncarnut
Mother-Mandie2
Sister-Sosickofluvsongs
Brother-Tetsuka


My list of friends-
Tanya
Amanda
Tiffany
Revell
Sharron
Krystle
Julia
Nikki
Patricia
Ashleigh
C.J
Carine
Desire
Desirea**(different person)
Louis
Devon
John Le
(many more)


†††*******My Boo*******†††
Josh-
He's so sweet!!!!!!!!!



Here are some links to pictures of me.



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Like, oh, my , god! It's SOOOO me! -dies for talking like that-

i11.photobucket.com/albums/a182/trishehtafeh/Wowlookatme/ew.jpg
Woot, lookit me
i11.photobucket.com/albums/a182/trishehtafeh/Wowlookatme/thehorreh.jpg
The horrah, the horrah!

i11.photobucket.com/albums/a182/trishehtafeh/Wowlookatme/dontlookintothelightttt.jpg
Carolanne, DON'T LOOK INTO THE LIGHT!

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Argh, my forehead was wrinkled.

i11.photobucket.com/albums/a182/trishehtafeh/Wowlookatme/woootwootpoley.jpg
Who says pole dancing is for hookers?





Favorite Bands/Artists
(For the record, I also like some rap. The rappers are at the top of the list.)

Daddy Yankee
T-Pain
Chris Brown
Twista
Eminem
Mariah Carey
Shaggy(lol)
50 Cent
Lil' John
(Ok, here are the other peoplez' that I likerz.)
Greenday
AFI
Linkin Park
ICP
Blink 182
Yellowcard
Evanescence
3 Doors Down
3 Days Grace
Oceans Avenue
My Chemical Romance
KoRn
Slipknot
Disturbed
Sevendust
Trapt
Mushroomhead
Ozzy
Marilyn Manson
Goldfinger
Suicidal Tendencies
Goldfinger
Story Of The Year
The Offspring
Fallout Boy
Red Hot Chillie Peppers( Their old songs)

Uhm, that's enough of my mindless rambling about music. So, here's some more rambling about the things I like, and I don't like. YAY! Don't you just want to shoot me?! AHAHAHH!

♦__♦MMFCL TO ALL♦__♦


Things I like
Josh.Knives.Metal.Music.Tater.My Nickname.The color Black.AFI.Food.The smell of lipstick.My few friends.Elephant pants.Chains.The smells of nailpolish.Black nailpolish.Warm weather.Nightime.Summer time.Sleeping.Scaring people.Making them think I am weird.This website.Poetry.And most of all, COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOKIES!!!!!!


Things I don't like-
BRITNEY OWENS. DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIEEEE.
People who you think are your friends but desert you in your time of need. No names to be mentioned.
The mailman.Pink.( By itself )Aqua.Perky people.My teacher.My mom.Ceramic Dolls.Deprivation of my music.Posers.Country.Gospel.Church.Pastors.The fact that some people think I worship Satan because I wear black and don't go to church anymore.Lack of computers.Being at school..Followers.Musty people.Beotches.

I could go on, but is it necessary?


News:
Swamp a$$, become a woman.
Wow, Ray is king Izzy. ^____^


Type of friends- A person who always makes me laugh, someone who's there through the ups and the downs, someone who always listens, someone who always shares, someone who always cares. These two people are Tiffany and Amanda, they fit the desciption perfectly. Oh yeah, and also, Sharron, and Krystle...I guess if I'd have to pick a best friend out of all of them, I probably couldn't because one, they'd get mad at me for not choosing them, and two, I LOVE THEM ALL!