Bend to Break• Show poetry

Hey there, so, about me, I write sad/dark/personal poetry, I really only write when I'm sad or depressed or just bored, but either way it comes out sad/dark. But hey I'd rather use my sadness for something useful instead of sitting around feeling sorry for myself. As you can tell from a few of my past poems, I lost someone very important to me. His name was TJ and I'm almost certain, even though I'm still young, that we would've gotten married someday, may he R.I.P. and know I'll love him forever.

And here's some more stuff about moi, I have dark blonde hair or light brown whatever you wanna call it, blue eyes, I'm 5'5" and 130LBS (It's all muscle ), I'm pretty funny, easy to get along with and just about crazy! -LoL- I love Hawthorne Heights, Three Days Grace, Story of the Year, Lostprophets, The Red Suit Aparatus, Yellowcard, Goo Goo Dolls, Hard-Fi, Linkin Park, Taking Back Sunday, Brand New, Blink-182, Flyleaf, Jack's Mannequin, Head Automatica, Bullet For My Valentine, Death Cab For Cutie, Avril Lavigne, Say Anything, 30 Seconds To Mars, Summer Obsession, Snow Patrol, Hedley, Hinder, Oasis, Nickelback, Hellogoodbye, Stone Sour, Josh Kelley, Gym Class Heroes, The All-American Rejects and many many more. Oh also..You can call me Sadie, Bendy, Bendyboop, or just Bend...

Some of my favorite songs are:



Ohio is for Lovers-HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS



I Hate Everything About You & Just Like You-THREE DAYS GRACE



Until The Day I Die & Anthem Of Our Dying Day-STORY OF THE YEAR



Last Train Home & Make a Move-LOSTPROPHETS



Face Down-THE RED SUIT APARATUS



Ocean Avenue & Only One-YELLOWCARD



Name, Slide, Black Balloon & Iris-GOO GOO DOLLS



Hard to Beat-HARD-FI



One Step Closer, Crawling, Lying From You, Faint, Breaking The Habit & Numb-LINKIN PARK



This Photograph Is Proof (I Know You Know) & A Decade Under The Influence-TAKING BACK SUNDAY



Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades & The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows-BRAND NEW



Stay Together For The Kids & Miss You-BLINK-182



So Sick-FLYLEAF



The Mixed Tape & Dark Blue-JACK'S MANNEQUIN



Beating Heart Baby-HEAD AUTOMATICA



Tears Don't Fall & All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)-BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE



I Will Follow You Into The Dark-DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE



Together, Don't Tell Me, Nobody's Home, Fall To Pieces & Slipped Away-AVRIL LAVIGNE



Alive With The Glory Of Love-SAY ANYTHING



The Kill-30 SECONDS TO MARS



Do You Remember-SUMMER OBSESSION



Chasing Cars-SNOW PATROL



On My Own-HEDLEY



Better Than Me & Get Stoned-HINDER



Wonderwall-OASIS



How You Remind Me, Someday, Never Again, Feelin' Way Too Damn Good, Figured You Out, Far Away, If Everyone Cared, Rockstar-NICKELBACK



Here (In Your Arms)-HELLOGOODBYE



Through Glass-STONE SOUR



Amazing & Everybody Wants You-JOSH KELLEY



Cupid's Chokehold & The Queen and I-GYM CLASS HEROES


Swing, Swing, Last Song, Too Far Gone-THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS



Here are some of my friends here at AP they are also known as:



Most Likely To Be A Marriage Counselor-Bryan-CarnelianHope(You rock Bry, don't ever change)



Most Likely To Get The Hell Outta England-rooibos (Loves ya Chelle! I'm always here for ya no matter what!)



Most Likely To Be Owned By Yours Truly-InKy-BlEeDs-InK (You're cool)



Most Likely To Be An AWESOME Guy And A Great Friend-AwesomeJoshsome (I'm sorry I'm hard on you sometimes Josh, I still lurve ya, do you still lurve me?)



Most Likely To Go Far In The Poetry Business (As Well As My Other Friends)-Eternalpoet (Hey Vic, you're awesome, keep up the good work!)



Most Likely To Make Any Bad Situation Better-Morgan Kennedy Nite (Hey MK! You're the greatest!)





If anyone wants to be part of my AP family, just ask and I'll happily add you



Sisters:

DIEING romantically

xCoNfUsEdNbRoKeNx

rooibos

Morgan-Kennedy-Nite

Nephlim





Oh and a big shout out to all the people who have commented on my poems! And who also made me one of their favorites! That means a lot to me so thank you so much you guys!



-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.



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Girl: I'm always here for you.
Boy: I know.
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much.
Girl: Talk to her.
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me.
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me.
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell.
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say?
Girl: Tell her how much you like her.
Boy: I tell her that daily.
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me.
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy.
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does.
Boy: How do you know?
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You.
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.

Girls- If you think this is sweet, repost it.
Guys- If you are man enough to say this to a chick, repost it.



Here's Some Awesome Lyrics:



-Brand New-

"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades"



Keep the noise low.

She doesn't wanna blow it.

Shaking head to toe

while your left hand does "the show me around."

Quickens your heartbeat.

It beats me straight into the ground.



You don't recover from a night like this.

A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.

A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.

Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets

barely whisper, "This is so messed up."



Upon arrival the guests had all stared.

Dripping wet and clearly depressed,

he'd headed straight for the stairs.

No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,

unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.



(Up the stairs: the station where

the act becomes the art of growing up.)



He keeps his hands low.

He doesn't wanna blow it.

He's wet from head to toe and

his eyes give her the up and the down.

His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.

But the body on the bed beckons forward

and he starts growing up.



The fever, the focus.

The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.

Die young and save yourself.

The tickle, the taste of...

It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.

Die young and save yourself.



She hits the lights.

This doesn't seem quite fair.

Despite everything he learned from his friends,

he doesn't feel so prepared.

She's breathing quiet and smooth.

He's gasping for air.

"This is the first and last time," he says.

She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.

He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.

He's holding back from telling her

exactly what it really feels like.



He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.

She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.

Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.

He whispers that he loves her,

but she's probably only looking for se-...



(Up the stairs: the station where

the act becomes the art of growing up.)



So much more than he could ever give.

A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.

He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.

He waits for it to end

and for the aching in his guts to subside.



The fever, the focus.

The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.

Die young and save yourself.

The tickle, the taste of...

It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.

Die young and save yourself.



Up the stairs: the station where

the act becomes the art of growing up.



The fever, the focus.

The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.

Die young and save yourself.

The tickle, the taste of...

It used to be the reason I breathed but now it's choking me up.

Die young and save yourself.



[Note: These are the lyrics to the album version of the song.

There is also a different version where chorus goes as:



"The people, the focus.

The reasons that I had to believe you weren't too hard to settle.

Die young and save yourself.

They take all the taste out.

It used to be the reason that we're even, now it's choking me up.

Die young and save yourself."]







-Three Days Grace-

"Just Like You"



I could be mean

I could be angry

You know I could be just like you



I could be fake

I could be stupid

You know I could be just like you



You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



I could be cold

I could be ruthless

You know I could be just like you



I could be weak

I could be senseless

You know I could be just like you



You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you

I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you

Want me to



You thought you were standing beside me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you

You thought you were there to guide me

You were only in my way

You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you



I could be mean

I could be angry

You know I could be just like you







[For TJ]



-Hoobastank-

"The Reason"



I'm not a perfect person

There's many things I wish I didn't do

But I continue learning

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I'm sorry that I hurt you

It's something I must live with everyday

And all the pain I put you through

I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears

Thats why i need you to hear



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you [x4]



I'm not a perfect person

I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go

That I just want you to know



I've found a reason for me

To change who I used to be

A reason to start over new

and the reason is you



I've found a reason to show

A side of me you didn't know

A reason for all that I do

And the reason is you



[Another for TJ]



-Jimmy Eat World-

"Hear You Me"



There's no one in town I know

You gave us some place to go.

I never said thank you for that.

I thought I might get one more chance.

What would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

So what would you think of me now,

so lucky, so strong, so proud?

I never said thank you for that,

now I'll never have a chance.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

And if you were with me tonight,

I'd sing to you just one more time.

A song for a heart so big,

god wouldn't let it live.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.

Hear you me my friends.

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

May angels lead you in.

May angels lead you in.







-Flyleaf-

"So Sick"



I will break into your thoughts

With what's written on my heart

I will break, break



I'm so sick,

Infected with where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss,

Selfishness

I'm so sick

I'm so sick



If you want more of this

We can push out, sell out, die out

So you'll shut up

And stay sleeping

With my screaming in your itching ears



I'm so sick,

Infected with where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss,

Selfishness

I'm so sick

I'm so sick



Hear it, I'm screaming it

You're heeding to it now



Hear it! I'm screaming it!

You tremble at this sound



You sink into my clothes

And this invasion

Makes me feel

Worthless, hopeless, sick



I'm so sick,

Infected with where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss,

Selfishness

I'm so sick

I'm so sick



I'm so sick

Infected with where I live

Let me live without this

Empty bliss, selfishness

I'm so

I'm so sick

I'm so

I'm so sick







-Jack's Mannequin-

"Dark Blue"



I have (I have) you breathing down my neck (breathing down my neck)

I don't (don't know) what you could possibly expect under this condition so

I'll wait (I'll wait) for the ambulance to come (ambulance to come)

Pick us up off the floor

What did you possibly expect under this condition so



Slow down.. this night's a perfect shade of

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning down

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue..

Just dark blue



This flood (this flood) is slowly rising up swallowing the ground

Beneath my feet, Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so

I'll swim (I'll swim) as the water rises up, the sun is sinking down

And now all I can see are the planets in a row

Suggesting it's best that I slow down



This night's a perfect shade of

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room when I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning (burning) down

Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning dark blue



We were boxing

We were boxing the stars

We were boxing (we were boxing)

You were swinging for Mars

And then the water reached the West Coast

And took the power lines (the power lines)

And it was me and you (this could last forever)

And the whole town under water

There was nothing we could do

It was dark blue



Dark blue (dark blue)

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you

I said the world could be burning (burning) down

Dark blue

Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you

I said the room could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue



If you've ever been alone in the dark blue

If you've ever been alone you'll know (you'll know)







-Story of the Year-

"Until The Day I Die"





Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you



As years go by

I race the clock with you

But if you died right now

You know that I'd die too

I'd die too



You remind me of the times

When I knew who I was (I was)

But still the second hand will catch us

Like it always does



We'll make the same mistakes

I'll take the fall for you

I hope you need this now

Cause I know I still do



Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you



Should I bite my tongue?

Until blood soaks my shirt

We'll never fall apart

Tell me why this hurts so much



My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

But still we'll say, "remember when"

Just like we always do

Just like we always do



Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you



Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!

Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!



My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

Mistakes like friends do



My hands are at your throat

And I think I hate you

We made the same mistakes

Made the same mistakes



Until the day I die

I'll spill my heart for you, for you



Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you, for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

I'll spill my heart for you

Until the day I die (Until the day I die)

Until the day I die!!!







-Hedley-

"On My Own"



Stayed awake all night toss and turnin'

Now my blood shot eyes are burnin'

Workin' out why this ain't workin'

Fight after fight after fight

And now it's killin' me

You were too busy to believe in

All the run away dreams I was dreamin'

Time to pack up and go I'm leavin'

Fight after fight after fight



And now I gotta be

On My Own

And living in a world alone

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home

I'm gonna make it on my own

I'll always take the harder road

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home



How'd you end up oh so jaded?

Cynical and so sedated

Can't live in this world you created

Day after day after day



And now I gotta be

On My Own

And living in a world alone

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home

I'm gonna make it on my own

I'll always take the harder road

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home



You will always be the lonely one

You will always try to swallow the Sun

Just remember you could never make it rain on everyone



On my own

And living in a world alone

Gets better every day

Cause I don't have to say

And now you're killin' me



On My Own

And living in a world alone

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home

I'm gonna make it on my own

I'll always take the harder road

Gets better every day

That I don't have to say I'm sorry I'm coming home

I'll make it on my own

I'm sorry I won't be coming home

I'll make it on my own

I'm sorry I won't be coming home

I'll make it on my own

I'm sorry I won't be coming home

I'll make it on my own

I'm sorry I won't be coming home





-Oasis-

"Wonderwall"





Today is gonna be the day

That they're gonna throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you gotta do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do about you now



Backbeat the word was on the street

That the fire in your heart is out

I'm sure you've heard it all before

But you never really had a doubt

I don't believe that anybody feels

The way I do about you now



And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would

Like to say to you but

I don't know how



Because maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall



Today was gonna be the day

But they'll never throw it back to you

By now you should've somehow

Realized what you're not to do

I don't believe that anybody

Feels the way I do

About you now



And all the roads that lead you there were winding

And all the lights that light the way are blinding

There are many things that I would like to say to you

but I don't know how



I said maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall



I said maybe

You're gonna be the one who saves me?

And after all

You're my wonderwall



I said maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me

You're gonna be the one that saves me

You're gonna be the one that saves me




-Gym Class Heroes-
"Cupid's Chokehold"

Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da
Ba ba da da

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been some time since we last spoke
This is gonna sound like a bad joke
But momma I fell in love again
It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend

And I know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And I'm afraid I might give in
Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin'

I mean she even cooks me pancakes
And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is

We even got a secret handshake
And she loves the music that my band makes
I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun
I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun

(ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

It's been awhile since we talked last and I'm tryin' hard not to talk fast
But dad I'm finally thinkin' I may have found the one
Type of girl that will make you way proud of your son

And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long
But I promise this is on a whole new plane
I can tell by the way she says my name (ba ba da da)

I love it when she calls my phone
She even got her very own ringtone
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is (ba ba da da)

It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home
And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
She'll be back into my arms once more for sure

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue
I'm not done
She's got eyes comparable to sunrise
And it doesn't stop there
Man I swear
She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten
And now she's even got her own song
But movin' on
She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard
And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word
And I would still cherish every moment
And when I start to build my future she's the main component
Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)

Take a look at my girlfriend
She's the only one I got (ba ba da da)
Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da)




-Bullet For My Valentine-
"All These Things I Hate (Revolve Around Me)"

Once more I say goodbye, to you
Things happen but we don't really know why
If it's supposed to be like this, why do most of us ignore the chance to miss?

Oh yeah...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap

Once more you tell those lies, to me
Why can't you just be straight up with honesty?
When you say those things in my ear, why do you always tell me what you wanna hear?

Oh yeah...

Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like..

Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...

Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears, I'm not feeling this situation
Run away try to find a safe place you can hide
It's the best place to be when you're feeling like me...

It's the best to be when you're
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah!)
Just back off before I snap and you'll see...(see!)
Me...(me!)
All these things I hate revolve around
Me...(me!)
Yeah...(yeah)
Just back off before I snap...