Beautyfull-x-Angel• Show poetry

My name is Ash,
I write about what i'm feeling, whats going on in my head, or what ever catches my interest.
I like doing picture promps because pictures can say so much. I also write dark poetry from past lessons learned.
I'm 19, i live in Canada and i have been writing for about 3 years now, ive been on allpoetry just over a year or two.
anything else you want to know about me feel free to ask... ...
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AP:Big Sis - hearts blossoms

My big sis always has words of wisdom and a comment or two,
knows how to brighten my day and even forget about a bad situation.
your the best sis, your always in my thoughts.

AP:Lil Sis - Anonymous Flame

Lil sis your such a latented writer. Don't let others knock you down
keep your chin up, you'll do this world wonders some day.

AP:Big Bro - still standing

My big bro, such a delight to have in my life. Not only are yyou talented but big hearted and ever so gracious. Im proud to call you the big brother god never gave me... till now... i love you xox oxo keep up the great work.
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Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her report card.

Your perfect little girl yelled at you last night.

Your perfect little girl talked back to you again.

Your perfect little girl painted her nails black.

Your perfect little girl has lied to you all her life.

Your perfect little girl cries herself to sleep every night.

Your perfect little girl dated before she was sixteen.

Your perfect little girl was broken by a boy.

Your perfect little girl hates you.

Your perfect little girl has given up on life.

Your perfect little girl had a tantrum today.

Your perfect little girl wants to run away.

Your perfect little girl has no real friends.

Your perfect little girl thinks she's overweight.

Your perfect little girl hasn't let you dry her tears.

Your perfect little girl disobeys you.

Your perfect little girl hates the world.

Your perfect little girl is hated by the world.

Your perfect little girl is very unhappy.

Your perfect little girl has become a disgrace.

Your perfect little girl...well she's not so perfect anymore...

(no one is perfect, so don't hold it agenste them ... when they mess up)
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I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm a REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm a DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I MUST smoke weed.

I’m LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bitch.

I'm on a DANCE TEAM, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I WEAR SKIRTS A LOT, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bitch.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bitch.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.

I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.

I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.

I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.

I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.

I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be gay too.

I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.

I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.

I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.

I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.

I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.

I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.

I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.

I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.

I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.

I don’t like the SUN so I MUST be albino.

I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.

I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.

I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.

I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.

~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~

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"92% OF AMERICAN TEENS TODAY WOULD DIE IF ABRECROMBIE & FITCH SAID IT WASN'T COOL TO BREATHE ANYMORE. IF YOU'RE PART OF THE 8% THAT WOULD BE LAUGHING THEIR BUTTS OFF, PUT THIS ON YOUR PROFILE!"
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WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME

WHEN I POUT MY LIPS
- KISS ME

WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT

WHEN I CALL YOU A LOSER
- JUST KNOW THAT YOUR MY LOSER

WHEN I AM SILENT
- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU

WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION

WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO

WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS

IF I DONT CALL YOU
- IM WANTING YOU TO CALL ME

WHEN IM SCARED
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY

WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

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love happens once in a lifetime. the difference lies in how many times you're willing to live in the time that you're alive.
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here is MR.BUNNY and he wants help taking over the world
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(O.o)
(>"<)
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so help him if you dont want to die.
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Homophobia Is Wrong:

There was a big list of things to try and make you sympathise and believe homophobia is a terrible thing and is completely wrong. However I don't need to post the list for everyone to be aware that anyone homophobic should be disgusted with themselves. If two people love each other. Let them be. End of story. Okay?

*Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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FRIENDS: FAKE OR REAL????
FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to regret
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
REAL FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we fucked up... but
that shit was fun!"
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for a while
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will take you take your drink when they think you've had
enough.
REAL FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch
drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit"
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it
back
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Every girl dreams that one day she will find a boy or girl that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life.
• give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in.
• leave her cute text notes.
• kiss her in front of your friends.
• trust her over everyone else.
• tell her she looks beautiful.
• look into her eyes when you talk to her.
• let her mess with your hair.
• touch her hair.
• just walk around with her.
• forgive her for her mistakes.
• look at her like she`s the only girl you see.
• hold her hand when you`re around your friends.
• when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her.
• let her fall asleep in your arms.
• get her mad, then kiss her.
• tease her and let her tease you back.
• stay up all night with her when she`s sick.
• watch her favorite movie with her.
• kiss her forehead.
• write her letters.
• let her wear your clothes.
• when she`s sad, hang out with her.
• let her know she`s important.
• let her take all the photos she wants of you.
• kiss her in the pouring rain.
• when you fall in love with her, tell her,and when you tell her, love her like you`ve never loved someone before.
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Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and bitch slap that motherfucker
up-side the head.......
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-I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, NOT because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be CLOSER to you...
-I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more then inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...
-I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...
-I'm the girl who you can talk to about ANYTHING...
-I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...
-I'm the girl who will have MANY inside jokes with you and remember each one...
-I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends...
-I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...
-I'm the girl who REALLY does want to be friends after a break up...
-I'm the girl who LOVES when you hug me for no apparent reason...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead..
-I'm the girl who loves YOU for YOU; and doesn't care what other people say about US...
-I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your GIRLFRIEND...
-I'm the girl who will ALWAYS love you...
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-Coma White Lyrics-
--Marilyn Manson--

There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile
[coma:]
"Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today today today
to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Her mouth was an empty cut
And she was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a polaroid that
Lost all her dolls
[coma:]
"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today today today
to run away"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself (repeat 2x's)

"You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today"

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself (repeat 2x's)
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--Strawberry Gashes Lyrics--
--Jack Off Jill---

Turn her over
A candle is lit
I see through her
blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me
Sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
pale white skin with strawberry gashes
all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes
all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said feels fine
it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I drempt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with
strawberry gashes
all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over

I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
some things you lose
and some things you just give away

Scold me failed her
if only I'd held on tighter to her
pale white skin
that twisted and withered
away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
it's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take some body else
get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over ME
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Self-Injury is a sign of distress not madness
we should be congraulated on having found a way
of surviving
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I Cut My Flesh To Pieces Sit And Admire the Blood
That Let's Me Know That I Am Still Real That I can Still Feel...
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Crying On The InsideBleeding On The Outside
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The Echo's Of A Broken Child Screaming.."Please No More"
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I wear my scars proudly.
They represent the battles through which I have gone,
And I am proud because those battles I have won.
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How will you know I am hurting, If you cannot see
my pain? To wear it on my body, Tells what
words cannot explain
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Self-mutilation is a very different issue to suicide.
It is a controlled pain personal to you,
allowing you to live/exist to some degree
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Scars are stories, history written on the body
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I want that one boy
Who dosent mind if I eat more than him
Who listens to all my problems and fears
Who dosent mind my sarcasm
Who sings along to all my favorite songs with me
Who will talk to me about antthing and everything
Who is never Shy to hold mt hand or hug me
Who knows I act crazy & wierd sumtimes but still loves me
Who laughs at my stupid jokes then tells me they are stupid
I want the boy who will hold me tight and whisper
"I Love You"
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I was willing to take a bullet for you. Instead,you put a bullet in my heart.

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DID YOU EVER

When you were little, endure
your parents' warnings, then wait
for them to leave the room,
pry loose protective covers
and concider inserting some metal
object into an electrical outlet?
.................................Did you wonder if for once
.................................you might light up the room?

When you were big enough
to cross the street on your own,
did you ever wait for a signal,
hear the frenzied approach
of a fire truck and feel like
stepping out in front of it?
................................Did you wonder just how far
................................that rocket ride might take you?

When you were almost grown,
did you ever sit in a bubble bath,
perspiration pooling,
notice a blow-dryer plugged
in within easy reach, and think
about dropping it into the water?
................................Did you wonder if the expected
................................rush might somehow fail you?

And now, do you ever dangle
your toes over the precipice,
dare the cliff to crumble,
defy the frozen deity to suffer
the sun, thaw feather and bone,
take wing to fly you home?
...............................I do...
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I carved your name into a bullet 3 times to ... prove to everyone you were the last thing going through my mind...
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Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. Woman came out of man's rib, NOT from his foot to be walked on, NOT from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and most importantly next to the heart to be loved.
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