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Who ever is concerned: "There is so much that is wrong with me. I worry too much and think too much into things. I cry all the time, even with no reason. When I get mad or hurt I do crazy things. I act like an idiot sometimes, and I can be so insecure. My body isn’t ((perfect,)) so I don’t always eat. Somehow I’ve gotten off track. But despite all of that, I just want to be seen for me. I want a guy who will see my flaws and love every single one of them, because they make me, me. I want him to hug me tight whenever I’m crying and tell me it’s all going to be okay. I don’t need him to ride up on a white horse. I just need him to understand I’m insane and deal with it. And even though I’m not ‘beautiful’ or ‘thin,’ in his eyes I’d like to be. And guess what? I found him. *grin*" xShellx __________________________________________________________ I like to write alot. It helps me let off steam, and get my feelings out when I can't tell anybody something. It just plain helps. As you will see alot of my poems have to do with love, most of them do. That is because love is usually where I get most of my feelings trying to come out, so I write them down. I hope you will like my poetry. If you do that's great. If you don't well tough luck I guess. ~Chaotic~ My AP Family: Wee Mira - My AP cousin/Real life cousin xpunkchicx - My AP Bffe and Sister/Real life best friend Abby n Garrett - My AP Bffe and Sister/Real life best friend its a fake life - My AP Bffe and Sister/ Real life best friend Never Fall in Luv - My AP Niece since I am her AP Auntie. lol. If I forgot to add you to my AP Family, and you want to be added, tell me and I will try and add you. ~life~and~death~ Writers I Have Found On Here That I Like So Far: Wee Mira xpunkchicx Abby n Garrett its a fake life Its a fake smile kurt black xShotgun-Romancex Never Fall in Luv ------------AUGUST--------------- outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter. ------------brown eyes------------ people with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. they are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. Favorite Quotes: -"At the touch of love, everyone becomes a poet" - plato -"Walking in the sands, holding hands, everything just right, holding me tight, praying this was reality, but it's just a dream and I'll just have to let it be." -"Dear God, I know you've got other huge things to deal. But could I ask you one favor? tonight could you make me not feel? Not feel anything just for one night, I wanna know what it's like when everything's alright." -"You're my heart, you're my soul, you make me play this broken role. I dream that I'm holding your hand and wake up trying to understand. You left me here, this broken role, you left me here with a shattered soul." -"You STOLE my heart, RIPPED it out, and SMASHED it on the floor. And I SMILED because you touched me." -"Somewhere There's Someone Who Dreams Of Your smile, And Finds In Your Presence That Life Is Worth While, so When You Are Lonely, Remember It's True, Somebody, Somewhere Is Thinking Of You." -"The glass is never half empty or half full, it is just to big for what is in it." -"The World is going to give us a [MiLlIoN] Reasons why {ThIs} Won't work, but all we need is *One* Good reason why it WIll" -"All of our lives there will be prettier, skinnier people than us & if a guy is dumb enough to choose a "hot slut" over a "beautiful soul" he aint worth it" - My bffe Abby -"Happiness without reason is the ultimate freedom." -"I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry." -"I'm not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place. I spill things. I'm pretty clumsy & sometimes I have a broken heart. My friends and I sometimes fight & maybe some days nothing goes right. But, when I think about it & take a step back and i remember how amazing my life truly is, I think that maybe, just maybe, I like being imperfect." -"Someone should sue Disney for planting ideas in little kids' heads; that every girl has a prince charming & everything ends up happily ever after." -"We live for the nights that we won't remember with the friends that we'll never forget." -"The truth is that you don't know what is going to happen tomorrow. Life is a crazy ride, and nothing is guarenteed." - Eminem -"The only people you need in life are the ones who need you in theirs." -"I wanna run with the reckless emotion, find out if love is the size of an ocean. Even if I crash down and burn out, I'm gonna know what it's like to feel alive." -"You don't need to be thin to be beautiful, you don't need to be good looking to be pretty." -"They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time, and they challenged eachother everyday. But, in spite of their differences they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about eachother." -"Who are you to judge the life I live? I know I'm not perfect, and I don't live to be. But, before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean." - Bob Marley -"Whoever said that happiness came with sunshine has never danced in the rain." -"And the BMX bike of my life is about to explode" -"Sometimes I think to myself, 'He doesn't evne know I exist.' But, when I turn to look at him..he's always looking back." -"If you get caught staring at someone just remember they were staring back. -"Waste time with your friends, Live for the moment, Laugh often, Be immature, Do anything and everything, If it's something you'll regret in the morning, Sleep late, And when you wake up..., Laugh about it with your friends, Cause friends are what matters most." -"Sometimes life only gives you one chance, So when it comes take it before it's too late." -"Beneath the make-up and behind the smile, I'm just a girl who wishes for trhe world." - Marilyn Monroe -"Do you ever put your arms out and just spin and spin and spin? Well..that's what love is like. Everything inside of you tell you to stop before you fall and get hurt..but for some reason you keep going." -"At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, srtuggling with evil. Six billion people in the world. Six billion souls. And sometimes all you need is one." -"I'm searching for you in the halls, if we see eachother we won't say hi. But, just seeing your face with brighten my day. So, please walk by me again." -"Remember when: Friends didn't lie to you; && The worst thing anyone ever called you was a meanie. Remember when you were judged on how nice you were; && How you only wanted to hear, "I love you," from your mom? Well..things change.. Because now: Friends barely tell you the truth; Girls will call you a ton of things that will make you want to break down & cry. Now you're judged on how expensive your clothes are, && You would give up every single time your mom ever told you how she loved you just to hear him say it once." -"Everyone has a different perfect. It just so happens my perfect is you." -"Let's flip a coin. Heads I'm yours, Tails you're mine." -"I wish dreams were like wishes, and wishes came true, because in my dreams, I'm always with you." -"Life is too short to wake up in the mornaing with regrets. So, love the people wwho treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." -"There are three things in life that every girl needs: 1. Love to make her weak, 2. Alcohal to make her strong, 3. And best friends when both things make her hit the floor." -"The only people you need in your life are the ones that need you in theirs." -"Laugh your heart out, Dance in the rain, Cherish the moments, Ignore the pain, Love and learn, Forget and forgive, Because remember you only have, One life to live." hummms blank space, evil bunny, yeah (\_/) ( o.0 ) ( >0< ) xxxxx Help EViL BUNNY on his way to W0rLd D0MiNaTi0n!! * ...by posting this in your profile... Okay...more blank space...hummms...lol. I know...weird freaky face ppl. Yeah! o_0 0_o o_0 0_o o_0