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Say what you want to please me,
just don't expect me to treat you with respect if you don't mean it.

Hey I have lived 18 years of my life, and have been on such a winding journey already that has taught me so much, it makes me appreciate the little things in life so much more.
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My Poetry is based on mainly these issues.
~MY MOTHER- we don't talk because she has never really wanted me in her life, just my older sister. She has disowned me three times, and i think that has really affected me...I don't want people feeling sorry for me, cuz it has given me so much more.
~LOVE- some people say at this age it isn't love. But I can honestly say with the slightest bit of doubt i have felt it. It is the most amazing and beautiful thing i have ever experienced. It was because i fell in love enabled me to write my first poem, and few hundred poems later, i wouldn't take one single heartbreak back.
~ME- I am very emotional, and people call me "emo" but i don't look at it that way. I have extreme highs and lows. I'm probably most known for my cheery and loud outgoing ways, and my bubbly personality...i wouldn't see it as much as a disguise, but when i write i become so intact with my feelings, i express the things, i don't think everyone should hear about. I guess my poetry is mostly written when im down and depressed, simply because it's so hard to express my happiness and i express that though music.

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MUSIC!!!
This is the most influential thing in my life as a whole. It makes me happy, makes me sad, makes me cry, makes me laugh...i love all styles from metal and rock, to the upbeat and soothing classical styles. Although I can't say i have a fav style, because I'm just to passionate about everything to single one style out.

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FRIENDS!!!
They might not realise it, but they have saved me from so much. They lift my spirits, and are so understanding...a lot of my earlier work is based on someone by the name of nick. He is one of the most amazing guys i have ever met...and I don't think I could have ever dealt with the shit i have in the last few years...also the crew..james-lomo-nick-jonnie-alex and cody who is seriously one of the most amazing girls i have ever met, and i have so much respect for.

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ALLPOETRY FAMILY
I have quite a small AP family, so anyone who wants to join it would be muchly appreciated.

My AP MUM is
CRYSTAL GODESS
very caring loving mummy check them out seriously if its the last thing u do OK!!!
http://allpoetry.com/crystalgodess

my AP sister is
FALON-
href="http://allpoetry.com/FaLoN">http://allpoetry.com/FaLoN
Her style is unique, raw and trust me if you don't read my work, please read hers. She deserves all the credit she gets and i love her lots xoxoxo

MY WIKKED SISTER is
CUPCAKES BLUES
http://allpoetry.com/Cupcake%20Blues
LEt me tell you...READ HER STUFF...what are u doing reading mine she has a beautiful way of penning her words and she deserves every bit of credit xoxox

My AP Pet Jellyfish
Pentacle of Hope
http://allpoetry.com/Pentacle%20of%20Hope
has a wikked kick ass free verse style. Please check them out you won't regret it

MY AP BRO
STEWY GRIFFIN
http://allpoetry.com/StewyGriffin
Has a very interesting style. HE likes to ask questions through his work and really makes you think!!! A good read so don't wast the opportunity

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OK well most people probably haven't read this cuz it is so long...but i will just tell you a few RaNdOm FaCts about me, might scare you, but it's me and im not going to apologise for that.
~I have 8 piercings-my nipple, labrat, tongue, nose, and ears 4 times.
~I love JELLYFISH (for my 16th bday i had jelly wrestling which was so much fun)
~My favourite food is brocilli and potato soup..or chicken
~I have cd's hanging from my ceiling in my room
~I once burnt my neck with an iron (i was ironing my hair)
~I wear a badge that says "SMILE IF YOU LIKE GROUP SEX!"
~If you have read this, you should leave me a comment with the word pineapple in it so i know to at least comment on 3 of your comments.
anyways i think i have told you almost everything about me and my life, if i haven't i have probably made you start seeing things, due to the large amount of words...
love you lonnng time
xoxoxxoxoxo
<3 shubbie
I love you jamal xx