BeautifulXxDisaster at All poetry

Yes. This is who I am. Unfortunately.

a BeautifulXxDisaster.

& I pray to a non-existent God, even though his punishment

goes in with honey scented solutions....

air.

crush.

unattainable.

Fuck love. I mean it.

God should've made me mute.

^^^^^^^^^^

these poems might tell you who I am.

& she isn't real, I can't make her real....

My Lists

best off as nothing.

tender gaze infused with honey scented reasons
it's autumn outside winter & my bones are trembling;

69 lines, 4 comments, October 1. In Personal, Sad, Pain, Love, Life
& to the public I'm the new Drama Queen.

64 lines, 3 comments, July 19. In Angst, Personal, Pain, Sad, Life, My life, Hate, Depressed, Anger, Dedication, Angry
hemophiliac.

i recall solitude an anniversarry of lost pupils;
& in fragments of ambiguos hues of gray, i heard your sweet, peaceful melody;

57 lines, 9 comments, June 7. In Dark, Life, Pain, Personal
dream.

Sweat spits evident radiation,
Chemical contractions expressed through

46 lines, 10 comments, May 8. In Fantasy, Life, Love, Personal, Sad
unattainable.

breathing through smoke screens made me found something better,
when I fell helpless to your arms & you helped me get back up.

60 lines, 6 comments, April 28. In Dark, Personal, Pain, Dedication, Inspirational
breathe.

Blazed attraction, trapped.
Lullabies enchanting butterflies.

40 lines, 21 comments, January 27. In Angst, Personal, Sad, Life
Not Good Enough

Metallic waste shaped into perfections
this life I will never take for granted

39 lines, 9 comments, July 24, 2008. In Dark, Personal, Society

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unattainable.

She covered her eyes in disbelief.1

619 lines, May 15. In 600-2000 words

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*sighs* what to do?

& this is where it leaves me.... my thoughts leave me hanging in a loose rope thinking of things that i know i do not deserve and i do not need. 1 & yet i dont understand you... you want to push me away but yet you keep pulling me onto you... 2 i found someone else... so much better than u in every way.

October 8, 200 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
A private journal entry

September 30, 300 words. Me only.
fuck! fuck! shit!

September 28, In Depression, My life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Personal. 400 words. Friends only.

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My Last Breath.x on November 4

"& she isn't real, I can't make her real.... "

I love Slipknot (:
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Noir mariposa...x on June 30

OMG!
Love your new page
And *drools*
Gosh, he's gonna be so smexy in New Moon ^^
metal4ever on June 21

vermilion is amazing, both parts, (y)