You will always think you know me but the truth is you never will. You will never know about the tears my brown eyes have cried. You will never know the thoughts in my head. You will never know my pain.
I have been through a lot, not as much as some but I have been thru pain. Not many people ever care about me, yet why would they. I look in the mirror and see all that is wrong, I look in the mirror and see this ugly girl with these secrets that would hurt you as much as they hurt me. I never meant for anything like this to happen to me. One wrong turn and I ended up here. What keeps me alive you may ask. Poetry, Music, My boyfriend and some of my freinds. Sure im not all miss dwell but sometimes i hid behind a mask hoping someone will see what is wrong with me. No one ever really does. I just learn to live. Pain is all around so I learned to deal with my own problems. Sure I like to have a good time but I also like to cut and cry myself to sleep. I am only 15 and I already have gone thru things people only think about.
Qoutes that describe me:
Put the gun to my mouth, to my heart, to my head, put it where ever you choose, kiss my lips one last time baby, than pull the bunnyin trigger, you kill me baby expacially with those unmeaningful kisses! -me
Love Humilitates You, Hatred Cradles You -some movie
The world doesn't want me
The world wishes i was dead
The world will get their wish tonight -me
Don't Judge a book by its cover nor a person by their scars.
She bunnyed it all up, and there's no turning back...
not everyone has a wonderful life. People today where lots of masks - Bobby N.
I hide behind this happy mask to hide scars on the inside - me
So turn back on your words again and walk over them like you walk over me, you say you promise this time, but your actions disagree.
we hide so much we lose ourselves - me
Sometimes I feel so beautiful, then I remember who I am.
Sometimes she wonders why she should go on…and then she thinks of them.
&She could ruin your day just by saying what she's thinking
Things i hate:
- myself
- my parents
-the hate i feel on the inside
-pain
-life
-hurting someone
-liars
-backstabers
-fake people
-this mask i hide behind
-rap
Things about me:
-I don't pity. So don't try to get me to.
-I love my boyfriend Josh.
-I tell Danie alot of my secerts.
-I'm random.
-I want to get out of my house and move in with my boyfriend.
-Poetry is my life.
-I refuse to take the coward way out of life, even though I wish I could sometimes.
-I'm sick of people accusing me and pretending to be my friend than talking bunny behind my back. some best friend i have...hah
I have been through a lot, not as much as some but I have been thru pain. Not many people ever care about me, yet why would they. I look in the mirror and see all that is wrong, I look in the mirror and see this ugly girl with these secrets that would hurt you as much as they hurt me. I never meant for anything like this to happen to me. One wrong turn and I ended up here. What keeps me alive you may ask. Poetry, Music, My boyfriend and some of my freinds. Sure im not all miss dwell but sometimes i hid behind a mask hoping someone will see what is wrong with me. No one ever really does. I just learn to live. Pain is all around so I learned to deal with my own problems. Sure I like to have a good time but I also like to cut and cry myself to sleep. I am only 15 and I already have gone thru things people only think about.
Qoutes that describe me:
Put the gun to my mouth, to my heart, to my head, put it where ever you choose, kiss my lips one last time baby, than pull the bunnyin trigger, you kill me baby expacially with those unmeaningful kisses! -me
Love Humilitates You, Hatred Cradles You -some movie
The world doesn't want me
The world wishes i was dead
The world will get their wish tonight -me
Don't Judge a book by its cover nor a person by their scars.
She bunnyed it all up, and there's no turning back...
not everyone has a wonderful life. People today where lots of masks - Bobby N.
I hide behind this happy mask to hide scars on the inside - me
So turn back on your words again and walk over them like you walk over me, you say you promise this time, but your actions disagree.
we hide so much we lose ourselves - me
Sometimes I feel so beautiful, then I remember who I am.
Sometimes she wonders why she should go on…and then she thinks of them.
&She could ruin your day just by saying what she's thinking
Things i hate:
- myself
- my parents
-the hate i feel on the inside
-pain
-life
-hurting someone
-liars
-backstabers
-fake people
-this mask i hide behind
-rap
Things about me:
-I don't pity. So don't try to get me to.
-I love my boyfriend Josh.
-I tell Danie alot of my secerts.
-I'm random.
-I want to get out of my house and move in with my boyfriend.
-Poetry is my life.
-I refuse to take the coward way out of life, even though I wish I could sometimes.
-I'm sick of people accusing me and pretending to be my friend than talking bunny behind my back. some best friend i have...hah
- Last seen on Nov 16 12:28 AM 2006. Member since March 16, 2006.
- I'm a emerald dog poet for 5 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "The blood drips down a clear watery red".
- I am a 15 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Student.
- Visit my homepage at www.myspace.com/xxxbeautifulxxxsuicidexxx
- I am in the groups A Sanctuary for the Lost Alone Dark or, A day stained in blood The life of a c
- I have 5 comments, 13 poems
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BrokenHeartedPain on March 16, 2006It's telling me to be diplomatic...kinda meaning I should lie to you....so I guess I have to listen to it....Samantha I hate you! lol its not fun being diplomatic...i love you babi!! your my best friend!!
Love your best friend,
Jyma!!
