I am currently a student at Wilson College. My major is Psychology. I plan to get my MS in counseling. I have been writing poetry for eight years now. It's my way of releasing emotions.
I plan to get married to my wonderful fiance Allan on July 26, 2008.
I have a 9 month old son named Leland. He means everything to me.
Shaina Bird
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.
We need to stop child abuse!
Help support this and put this in your profile please.
Being abused in my past is not something I usually like to broadcast or talk about, but this column was important to me and I think everyone should read it to learn more about being abused and who can abuse. Just a little food for thought. Ponder it~
allpoetry.com/Column/2108334
My AP Family:
Husband - Shainas Man
Daughter - iluvmuffins0x0
Sister - SuchABettie
Sister - Puking Faerie Dust
I plan to get married to my wonderful fiance Allan on July 26, 2008.
I have a 9 month old son named Leland. He means everything to me.
Shaina Bird
My name is Sarah I am but three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I can't speak at all I can't do a wrong Or else I'm locked up All the day long When I awake I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll get just One whipping tonight Don't make a sound! I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlie's Bar. I hear him curse My name he calls I press myself Against the wall. I try and hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping He shouts ugly words, He says its my fault That he suffers at work. He slaps me and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And I run for the door. He's already locked it And I start to bawl, He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall. I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken, And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken. "I'm sorry!", I scream But its now much too late His face has been twisted Into unimaginable hate. The hurt and the pain Again and again Oh please God, have mercy! Oh please let it end! And he finally stops And heads for the door, While I lay there motionless Sprawled on the floor. My name is Sarah And I am but three, Tonight my daddy Murdered me.
We need to stop child abuse!
Help support this and put this in your profile please.
Being abused in my past is not something I usually like to broadcast or talk about, but this column was important to me and I think everyone should read it to learn more about being abused and who can abuse. Just a little food for thought. Ponder it~
allpoetry.com/Column/2108334
My AP Family:
Husband - Shainas Man
Daughter - iluvmuffins0x0
Sister - SuchABettie
Sister - Puking Faerie Dust
- Last seen on Sep 13 12:00 PM 2008. Member since April 6, 2006.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 454 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Welcome to the child within me~".
- I am a 18 year old girl (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Mother, Lover, and Student.
- I am in the groups Used and Abused
- I have 454 comments, 6 contests, 51 poems
My Poetry
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Tell about your past. How has it made you who you are today? What have you been through? Has it changed you for the better or for the worse?0 lines, 1 comment, October 11, 2006. In Personal
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My nights are glistened with tears,
while my days are lite with a smile.
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xxRainbowDawnxx on August 25, 2006It's a shame your leaving. I know the upgrade stuff has been awkward but I think its been abolished. Anyway thanks for sharing your beautiful poetry. Thanks
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Cherie Elise on August 13, 2006hello my daer i entered your contest and i wanted to chat!!!
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Shainas man on August 10, 2006Yea i forgot all about that....Don't feel bad that you didn't write some thing on my author's page its fine.... I can get you bass money i will pawn off my bass b/c i don't play it any more.... I can't wait till you come down again and this time you will have breakfast in bed I swear to god you will get that....So bubbs was asking you all these question's.... Sounds like my cusin ivy she ask's alot of stupid question....Like how tall are you. How much to you bench....Shit like that and it bugs the shit right out of me....You should make that group up(Do you like yo poop).I think it would be priceless.Well i just wanted to return your comment.
Much love
forever your's
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Shainas man on August 4, 2006hey babes i love you sweet heart
